I dont own twilight, i wish i did though.

I layed down and closed my eyes for a while.it was just relaxing to me. It made me feel Half-human.I thought about life during this time, about my past, present and even my future. I opened my eyes to a happy Anna Marie bouncing gently on the end of my bed.

"hi." I greeted her

"can you pretty, pretty please do some make up on me today?"she asked , hopefull.

" I always do." A smile played around the edges of my lips

"Thanks!!"

I forced my legs over the side of the bed, and grabbed what few make up supplies we had.

"sit down."

She perched herself on the edge of the bed. I wiped her lids with a pale purple, and coated her lips in a sparkly pink. She loved the cheeky pink blush most it made her look like she had color in her body. She looked beautiful.

"good morning, Aro." We greeted at the same time.

"good morning, girls. How are you today?"

"fine, thanks."

"good. Well girls, im going to have to ask you to leave. We have a group of 'tourists' coming in."

"of course,"

We waved good bye to Aro and left. At first, I hated we they all fed. The screams would be unbearable.I'd gotten used to most of it though. It still hurt me to think about them, their families, their pets, their jobs. It was all really sad.

Anna Marie and I walked through the allies of the town, making sure not to get hit by sunlight. It was silent, I enjoyed the peace.

"Bella," Anna Marie interrupted" what was he like?"

"Who?" I asked, knowing exactly who. My acting skills had become much better.

"Edward."

"wonderful, magical, beautiful."

"Did he love you?"



"I really don't know."

"do you think I'll ever find anyone who loves me more than as a sister?"

"definetly." I assured her as I pulled her up into a tight hug.

I hummed clair de lune to myself as I knotted a braid in my hair, it looked old fashioned. But I liked old fashioned. Everything I loved was old fashioned.

"bella!" a voice shrieked.

"hi jane." I said once I realized she'd come in

"do you mind?" she was pointing to the chair by me.

"no,no. sit down, jane."

"I have have a question or faor perhaps."

"shoot."

"will you come with me to check on a couple covens tomorrow?"

" sure, jane."

"thank you bella!"

She hugged me as I sat there and she ran off, in hypothesis to Anna Marie's room. That was more emotion than I'd ever seen jane express.

Morning came in silence.

" Good morning jane." I greeted.

"hi bella. Were just waiting for Anna Marie.

"hmm,okay."

we visited a small coven first. It was made of 3 gorgeous vampires, elanore, Charles and Sophia. They seemed nice enough but weren't so happy about accepting interference from the volturi. Sophia was the most beautiful, with long billows of caramel colored hair.

I'd learned the names of many people, or vampires. I met Nesha, kate , eleazar, beth, irina, john, lee,jan, agnes, Carmen, donna, Verna, Hannah and so many others. I was exceptionally glad jane asked me to come with her.

"one more to go." Jane said simply.



The last house was big, white and had lots of windows. Flowers were planted everywhere. It was majestic, and definetly vampire material.

"hello, jane." Carlisle greeted. I took a gulp. He stepped out of the beautifully wooden framed door.The others shuffeled out one by one, they were all there. Esme was there,Emmett and Rosalie. Alice, jasper and even Edward. I started breathing heavily.

'Hello Carlisle. Nice to see you. Invitation to a meeting all should attend."

"no problem. Who are your friends?"

" I'm Anna Marie haudson-Volturi."She announced.

I gulped again." My name is Isabella Marie Swan-Volturi. And you are?" I managed to cough out.All except Esme and Carlisle were staring at me with wide eyes. I looked away, avoiding any eye contact.

"I'm Carlisle, this is Esme. That's Emmett, Rosalie , Alice, Jasper, and Edward. It's very nice to meet you." Carlisle spoke politely." Please, come inside."

"thank you, Carlisle." jane spoke politely.

Anna Marie and I followed Jane into the house , all the Cullen children staring at me. Edward was closest. He reached to touch my hand but I shied away quickly never even meeting his gaze.

"please sit down." Esme offered. I accepted, sitting on the side of a loveseat when Edward was coming to sit by me. For Anna Marie I was grateful, she took the spot before edward was even by me. I wasn't in any mood or was I ever in any mood to forgive someone who didn't love me and left me. Before Carlisle and Jane started the conversation, " why don't the children go talk upstairs."he asked.

Everyone except me nodded and Jane gave me an apologetic smile as Anna Marie pulled me up the stairs. I was Fully silent as we wlked to a room with 3 couches and a chair. I wanted the chair. Edward wouldn't be able to sit by me.

"Bella?" Alice asked. I knew she couldn't contain her joy anymore."is that you?"

I didn't look at her, or anyone else for that matter.

"Bella!!" she screeched as she ran over to hug me, I missed Alice and I hugged her right back.

"I –you-" she went back to hugging me as Emmet and Jasper joined in.

"hey sissy, I thought you were dead and underground!" Emmett squeezed me into a bear hug.

" I technically am." I reminded him.

I never really realized how much I missed alice, jasper and Emmett till I found them again. I looked towards Edward. Confusion and pain were smeared across his face. I looked back to alice quickly.



"I love your dress!" Alice cried, kissing my forehead.

"Bells, sorry to interrupt but were going now, jane need us. Were done here."

"okay, bye everyone." I waved to them " it was nice seeing you again."

"Alice, I cant move. You have to let go of me."I reminded her.

"oh, yeah." She laughed shakily.

I had already started out the door when I heard his voice.

"Bella, I…"he said in his velvet voice.

"please, stop. I have to go." I stated.

"no." he said firmly and ran in front of me to get a good hold on me.

"Let go."

"No. I've lost you before, and I'm not losing you again."

"Move."

"no."

"now, Edward. You left me remember?"

""ahh!" he winced in pain as Jane came from behind and used her power on him.

" I'll try to keep in touch, Alice."

He instantly let go of me and I kept walking, disappearing into a cloud of darkness and I left Edward, screaming in pain, far, far behind me.

I think this is really sad to do to edward , but oh well.