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It was Friday afternoon, and I was watching TV with Flynn. We were watching GLEE, and Flynn was still keeping asking me stupid questions like „Why are they dating?", or „Why is Kurt acting so girly?" or „Why are we watching this stupid show instead of some good movie?"

He was tottally pissing me off.

Okay, he was my brother and I love him as much as I can, but he can be sometimes very annoying.

„If you don´t wanna watch it then just don´t watch it! Why don´t you go out?"

Flynn look at me and then he look down to his feet.

„Sorry sis, I am 8, I can´t just go out , Henry isn´t in town, so..."

„Oh, sorry. I didn´t mean to be mean or something, I just...

„It´s ok.I am going to see Ty.", he said and then he leaves me .

I mentally slaped myself for being like that.

What the hell is wrong with me? I don´t wanna be mean to my own little brother! C´mon Cece, you must be strong.

But how?

At the start I was thinking that it can just let it go away, or I can act like everything is okay, but I am feeling worse everyday and I don´t know how long can I take this.

But what should I do?

There´s no way I can go trough this...

„Hey hey hey.", I heard behind my back, it makes me shivers...

She hug me from my back around shoulders.

„Hey Rocky, what´s up?"

„I was just wondering if you wanna hang out tonight. We could watch some movies or something.", she said and sit down next to me.

Oh she was so beautiful, and when she smiled at me, it was like a dream...

„Sure, what do you want to watch?", I ask and look at the TV.

There was still GLEE on, it was the Valentine episode , they were singing „We´ve Got Tonight".

Rocky looks up to the TV, her face was curious.

„You watch GLEE?"

„Yeah, I do.", I simply answer.

„Well, I didn´t know that. I can´t watch it."

I surprisly look at her.

„Why?"

„I don´t know. My dad said that it´s a really stupid show and I can´t watch it, because there are to many bad influences for me."

SLAP! Oh yeah, it was like a slap into my face.

„Um, I don´t think so. I think it´s a good show."

I feel that weird look she gave me.

„W-we can watch Let´s Dance 3D, I have it on DVD. We can learn some new moves.", I said quickly to rescue the situation.

„Um, okay, sure."

So I turn ON the movie and sit down on the couch.

She put her head on my shoulder and then she wrap her arms around my body. God...she is so soft and she smell like cherries...I feel her warm breath on my neck.

It was very nice feeling, let her hold me like this.

But she was seeing it just like „best friend thing", nothing more, nothing less.

She will never see me in the way I see her.

I must really do something with my life.

The movie was in the end and I realized that Rocky had fall asleep. Oh, she was so cute when she was sleeping.

I didn´t even wanted to wake her up, so I slowly stand up and let her lie down on the couch.

Then I got her some blanket and I covered her .

„Sweet dreams.", I whisper to her and lightly kiss her on cheek.