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Epov

I loved Florida in March, the weather was great, except for the rain that happened once a day, and the people aren't miserable because the tourist season hasn't started yet. I also loved that I could see Bella in a bikini.

I woke up this morning with a curtain of brown on my chest. Breathing slowly so I wouldn't wake her, I ran my fingers through her hair. Reveling in how soft it was. She stirred a bit and moved so her head was on the pillow. I turned over to my side so I could admire her face. She always looked so peaceful when she was sleeping, so I was worried when I saw that she looked almost pained.

"Edward." I froze, she had spoken in her sleep before but never my name.

"Edward…baby." With that she stirred again, turning over onto her back.

A little while later I started the coffee and was about to go wake Bella, when I heard the shower running. I walked into the room, and there was a line of clothes leading to the bathroom. I didn't need any other invitation.

She was washing her beautiful body when I opened the curtain. She didn't say anything, only looked at me from under her lashed and beckoned me forward with one finger.

I got in and pressed her up against the shower wall, the water spraying down on us like rain.

"Good morning." I mumbled into her ear, before biting it gently. She moaned her response, loudly, and placed on leg around my waist. She was practically climbing up my body. I lifted her up by her ass, putting my weight against her and the wall so we wouldn't fall.

"God, Edward. Please." She moaned again, as I ground into her.

"Please what, baby?" I decided to use the name I heard her use in her sleep.

"Mmm, fuck me please."

And she didn't need to ask twice. I slid into her easily. Both of us groaning as we connected. I don't think I could ever live without this; it had become a part of me. And it felt so fucking good.

I started out slow, wanting to savor the feeling, but the heels of her little feet were digging into my ass spurred me on, and I started to pick up my pace.

She had her arms wrapped around my neck, her fingers in my hair, moaning in my ear. Softly telling me that she was getting close. I lifted her higher up the wall, so her breasts were right by my face.

I felt her clench harder around me when I started to suck on her nipple.

"Fuck Bella, so good."

I knew that I wasn't going to last very long so I continued my assault on her breasts, and then commanded her to touch herself. I could feel her hand touching herself by where we were connected and it was enough to make us both come undone.

We both came, panting and moaning into each other. Both of us hanging onto the other like we were the only people in the world. I kissed her slowly, savoring her taste, trying to convey how much she meant to me. She rested her head on my shoulder, kissing my neck.

"Hm, that was great. Why haven't we done that before?"

I chuckled, placing her on the ground.

"I don't know, but we should do it again. Soon."

A little while later, after we really showered, and had one more round on the kitchen counter, we were eating breakfast at the pool when Alice and Jasper showed up.

"Hello guys. What have you been up to?" Jasper asked, smirking again.

"Oh you know, just got up." Bella answered. But Alice didn't look convinced. She eyed our plates and the lack of food that was on them.

"Just got up? You ate pretty quickly then." Alice had her "I know you're up to something" face on, and it was making me nervous.

"We were pretty hungry, right Bells?" Alice eyes snapped to mine, and I realized my mistake. Bella and I weren't on nickname basis. We never had that relationship.

"Your hair is exceptionally messy this morning, Edward. And is that a hickey?" I sensed Bella tense next to me, looking up to the sky like she was asking, 'why God, why?'

"Did you have a girl with you last night? I don't think I remember you meeting anyone." Bella and I just looked around like it was nothing. Like we hadn't heard her.

Jasper cleared his throat and threw an arm around Alice.

"Why the third degree, Ali? We left early last night remember?" He asked her, kissing her neck and whispering something in her ear. Alice turned pink and nudged Jasper.

Ew.

"Yeah I left right after you so who knows what happened. Edward could have met the love of this life last night. Who knows?" Bella answered quickly. Little did she know…

"Hm I guess. So what are the plans for today?" Alice asked, officially distracted.

We ended up going to Animal Kingdom, one of my favorite theme parks. Bella and I walked around on our own, making small talk while Jasper and Alice wondered off.

"So the flight was good. Not much turbulence." Bella stated. She had been playing with the zipper on her shirt all day, pulling it down enough for me to see the top of her cleavage. It wasn't much, but it was enough to drive me crazy.

"Yeah, it was a pretty smooth ride." I needed to work on my conversation skills.

"Hey Edward, can we possibly talk, like you know talk?" She seemed unsure as she asked me, like she was afraid of what I would say.

"Yeah of course. Want to head back to the hotel?"

"Sure that's fine, just not a hotel room. Maybe by the pool?"

"Uh, yeah. That's probably better." Cause I knew the minute I had her in a room clothes were coming off.

Twenty minutes later, the monorail dropped us at the Venetian, where we were staying. She ran up to her room really quick and promised to meet me at the pool in five. That was fine because I needed time to control myself.

At the pool I ordered us a round of drinks and sat, thanking God that the pool wasn't crowded. I didn't really want to think about what she wanted to talk about, because I was dreading the day that Bella told me that she found someone else.

"Hey" She stated as she sat down on the chair across from me. I saw her eye the beer I had brought her, before she pulled it toward her a little, setting her hands around it, but not picking it up. Odd.

"Hey. So what did you want to talk about?" I asked while bouncing my knee up and down.

"Okay. So we have been doing this for a while now. It's been fun, right?" She asked. Fun? FUN? Sure it was fun, but it was so much more than that.

Of course I didn't say that.

"Yeah, tons."

"It's just that…see, I have been trying to figure you out, Edward. I mean you could have any girl, you could get married, have kids, if you wanted," She rushed that last part in, and I didn't understand why, "why are you settling on having a little fun with me?"

She wanted to know why I liked being with her? I couldn't just come out and tell her that I loved her, when we had never actually had a real conversation about what we were doing. Of course we talked and it was hardly ever awkward, in fact I don't think I have ever had such interesting conversations with anyone but Bella.

"Bella, with my job, it's hard to find the time to settle down. I don't exactly have women lining outside my door waiting to be with me. I don't think I have talked to a woman in…a year. You were there and you were so beautiful…"

"So I was an easy choice? A last resort because I was convenient?" She cut me off and I could see her eyes turn cold.

"No of course not! Look Bella, I like you, a lot. You are probably the most down to earth woman I have ever met, you are beautiful, and smart, and funny, and you make me think. You were anything but a last resort."

Her eyes softened a bit, but I could still see her mind reeling. When she didn't answer I took advantage of the silence.

"What about me? Was I your last resort? Why are we doing this Bella?"

"Edward…." She trailed off, and I could see her eyes glisten with unshed tears. I knew she wouldn't answer, that she couldn't answer, she was too nice, too aware of people's feelings. She wouldn't come right out and say that this was just sex.

My heart hurt with realization. I had been misreading the signals.

"I get it Bella, it's okay." I told her, standing up.

"No Edward…" She started but was interrupted by Alice, who came scrambling into the pool with tons of bags.

"You will not believe the outlets they have here! Every store you could possibly imagine they have…" She trailed off, probably noticing the expressions on our faces.

"What's the matter?"

I just shook my head and walked away. I could hear Bella telling Alice that I didn't feel good. I should have felt bad that I was leaving her to diffuse the situation but my head and heart felt too heavy with pain.

I managed to keep the sick rouse going for the rest of our trip. I kept telling Alice and Jasper that I needed to feel better so my head was clear for when we flew home. Bella came to the door a few times and called my room, but I just couldn't deal with her right now.

Knowing Bella didn't love me was not at all that surprising. I knew that when we started this it would have to end.

Stupid me, I actually believed for a minute that we could have a happily ever after. Like a Disney movie or some shit.

Fucking Disney.

Alice POV

I knew that something was up with my brother and Bella. I think that I am a fairly smart girl, one that can read people pretty well.

With the way Bella walked around like a zombie in Florida, to her weird behavior on the flight home and the fact that Edward hadn't said ten words to anyone, I knew that the "situation" they got themselves into had blown up in their faces.

That's right, I know. It's not like they were great at sneaking around. Bella packed her best lingerie only when we had flights with Edward. And Edward! God, you think that he would wait until Jasper and I left the bar before throwing her his bedroom eyes.

Also the fact that I hadn't seen either with another person in a really long time was strange.

Jasper claims I am reading too much into this, but I know both of them like the back of my hand.

It's not that I am against them…hooking up, it's just that these types of relationships never end well, and I love them both way too much to see them get hurt.

So that is why I have enlisted the help of Rose and Esme to get these two to admit their feelings for each other once and for all.

Because let's face it, anyone who knows Edward and Bella, knows that Edward and Bella belong together. Like Ariel and Eric or Beauty and the Beast.

Fucking Disney.

Back to Edward…

In the few weeks after Florida I worked my ass off. Taking my flights and any other extras I could. Part of me knew that if I had time off I would wallow in my self-pity, and the other part knew that I would do something stupid.

Like knock down Bella's door and demand she love me back.

It was the second week of April when the news reached the captains. I was in the café getting coffee after landing. I had just gotten back from New York and I was dead tired. Mike and James, two other, fairly new captains, were behind me.

"Did you hear that she quit?" Mike asked, I assumed James shook his head because Mike continued.

"Yeah, apparently she has some person issues she needed to take care of. I heard it through the grapevine that she was moving back to Forks, to her dads. She has one last flight with me next week and then she is done."

My head snapped up and before I knew it I was turning towards them, grabbing Mike by the shirt.

"Bella? Are you talking about Bella?" I must have looked like a madmen but I needed to make sure, even though I was just denying myself the truth.

"Dude, what is your problem?" James asked while trying to pry my hands off of Newton.

"Have you lost your mind?"

I let go, shaking my head. "Sorry, sorry. Are you talking about Bella?" I asked again, this time calmer.

Mike straightened himself out and glared at me, "Yes, Cullen. We were talking about Bella. Didn't you know?"

Of fucking course I didn't know, dipshit.

"She told Peggy (attendant's supervisor) that flying wasn't her freedom anymore or some shit. That she was going to do something that was bigger than this, something that would leave a bigger impact. Some corny shit."

I was again confused by her, what gave bigger freedom than flying? Unless she really had found someone she loved and was going to start her life with him.

If that was the case and she was happy I would let her go. But if there was still a chance…

"Thanks Mike. I'm sorry again." With that I walked away, towards my boss' office, if I was going to deal with this it would have to be away from work.

Because Bella leaving the airline meant that she was leaving me and if that was the case, then I needed to be home to figure out how I was going to deal with this.

God, I turned into such a pussy for this girl.

A/N: I hope you enjoyed! Any guesses as to what is going on with Bella?

Next chapter should be up soon. We might hear from Bella soon.