"I-I can't believe you just said that." I get out as Brenna pulls me into her room and slams the door behind us.
Arms and legs spread, she jumps onto her bed sending the huge pile of clothes, at the foot of it, on the floor.
"Aren't those clean..?" I say skeptically to her as I glance down at the wrinkled clothes giving off their fresh Brenna scent. Her room smells like laundry with a hint of lavender. My favorite.
"Yeah so what." she says in a tired voice. I look back up at her and find her looking rather peaceful laying spread eagle on her bed with her eyes closed. Her red spaghetti-strap tank top has fallen off of her right shoulder and her baggy Nike sweats look like they are about to fall right off of her. And I can't help but smile.
"Its not end of the world you know.." I say as I lean against the wall for support and kick off my high heels.
Brenna doesn't respond So I continue.
"I mean if worse comes to worst and they do decide to get married we will just fly out to Vegas and beat them to the punch." I say with a grin. Brenna hates it when I talk about marrying her. She thinks we are too young to even say the word or something. But I'm a planner and I love her so I talk about it sometimes. And she listens.
"MmHmm." is all she says and still doesn't even bother to open her eyes.
"Brenna... " I say softly as I plant myself on the side of her bed and lean down and kiss her lips gently over and over again. She's wearing cherry chapstick.
"Fine then... I guess.. I'll just get out of these clothes then and come lay by You." I say giving in to her silence.
I walk over to her dresser and pull out a teal colored tank and some navy sweats. Usually I go into Her bathroom to change but since she's not looking I opt to changing right here. I quickly glance at my girlfriend to make sure she's still breathing and she is thankfully, then I hurry and slip off my tights. I go to unzip my dress but can't quite reach.
"Bren could you come out of your coma long enough to unzip me?" I ask her seriously.
Her eyes open and she blinks rapidly for a moment before looking at me.
"Uh yeah sure.." she says with a little too much enthusiasm and sits up quickly.
I can't help but laugh as I walk over to her and turn around for her to reach me.
She stands and her fingers graze my back for a brief moment before they reach my dress. Her warm soft lips find their way to my shoulder and gently touch the back of it, sending chills throughout my body. I close my eyes and sigh softly. She knows just what turns me on the most after being together for almost a year and a half and I don't know how much longer I can resist her.
A while back I decided that I wanted to be a virgin when I got married. To wait to give myself to the person I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. And Brenna respected that. But now things are getting harder and harder to say no to.. Especially when I WANT to spend the rest of my life with Brenna.
Slowly, she unzips my dress all way to the bottom which is nearly the whole length of the dress. I can hear her breathing speed up and the throbbing of my heart inside my ears. We both stand there, winded, both facing forward unsure of our next move. I take a deep breath and let the dress drop to my feet. I feel Brennas hands come from behind me and she wraps her hands around my naked mid-section.
I turn to face her and put my arms on top of her shoulders and clasp my hands behind her head.
"I love you." I say as I stare into her deep blue eyes. She is so beautiful, I can't believe she is all mine. Suddenly she leans in and kisses me gently, her left hand reaching up to caress the side of my face. She smiles and pulls away.
"I love you too Greer." She replies. She looks into my eyes a moment longer and then her eyes glide down my body. I look down and realize that I'm wearing just my red strapless lacey bra and some sexy red lace underwear. I can feel heat come to my face and I hurry and reach for the clothes I laid out earlier.
"Wait.." Brenna says seriously her hand coming up to stop mine. I look up and see Brenna biting her lip unsure of what to do next. But we both know what we want.
I step forward and kiss her passionately and she returns my desire. She wraps her arms around my neck and my hands go to her waist, pulling her into me. My lips move quickly on hers but I can't seem to be getting enough of her. I pull her bottom lip into my mouth and suck on it softly, sending her crazy. My hands glide up her tank and keep going up til I have her shirt off and I push her against the door and push up against her. Her hands reach down and I hear her sweats fall to the ground. Her lips leave mine for just a moment only to find register on my neck. I lean back and close my eyes, enjoying my self too much to stop. I hear her lock her door and she turns out the light.
We stop for a moment and listen to our heavy breathing in the darkness of her room. Light shines through her window just enough for me to make out her light blue eyes, staring at me intensely. Her straight brown hair flows over her shoulders stopping midway down the black straps of her bra. Her light skin contrasting against the black fabric and her dark hair is breathtaking.
"Do you want me to stop?" she says quietly.
A light tapping starts on the windows and becomes stronger and more consistent. Rain.
I ponder the question for a moment and realize this moment is perfect, peaceful, and gentle. Everything I imagined it would be. We are both almost 18, old enough to make a decision like this.
"No." I say softly. Our mostly naked bodies are wrapped around each other and I can feel her warmth all over me, sending heat inside me, radiating me to the core. I want her. Giving myself to Brenna would be magical, beautiful even, and I can't help but smile in the darkness.
She guides me over to her bed and we both slip under the covers. She seems a little nervous because she just runs her fingers through my hair for a moment so I decide to take the lead. Pulling her close to me, I kiss her lips gently, then make My way to her neck and softly suck on the side of her throat. She moans quietly and I feel her body tense, Her toes curl. Then while continuing to kiss her all over I reach around her and undo her bra. She grabs it and throws it off the bed then she unstraps mine and I copy her. I find her mouth again and start off kiss her gently gradually intensifying the kiss as I roll her over and slide on top. Our chests touch and I realize We have never been this naked before. Its wonderful, breathtaking, and scary all at the same time. My heart races like a humming birds wings against her chest. I slide my hands down and graze a finger across the top her underwear. I am about to pull them off of her but a quiet knock on the door makes me jump right off of her. Shit our parents.
"Brenna?" Dr. Carver's voice says sounding muffled and concerned behind the door.
We are both breathing hard, partly because we were getting into it and partly because we are both scared shitless. For a moment all that can be heard is our uneasy breaths and the pitter patter of the rain against the window.
"Why is this door locked and what are you two doing?" she continues a hint of anger rising in her tone when she gets no response.
Simultaneously one phrase passes through both of our lips as we sit up holding the blanket up to cover our nakedness.
"Oh shit!"