Ok, so I will be trying to posting at least 2 chapters every weekend from now on.

(Mwahahaha more feels in this one :D)

Disclaimer: I do NOT own Blue exorcist!

"Talking"

'Thinking'

Chapter 2: Tears and an apology:

~With Rin~

Her breath was raging; she was stumbling and pushing through the crowd. 'GO, GO, GO!' Rin's thoughts were loud and clear, her legs felt like Jell-O after running so far from the school to where ever this place was, but at this point she didn't really care about it, about how pissed Yukio is going to be later, No, the only thing she cares about is getting away from…from what exactly? She had forgotten.

"Ya' damn Monster." Rin's eyes had gotten wide, she than began running again but even faster trying to get past the ever growing crowd and the new rain fall which was pouring hard and showed no signs of letting up anytime soon.

"Monster" that word kept repeating over and over in her head, along with unwanted pictures and memories of the past. A past she could only wish to be able to run from, her adoptive father on his last day, then to her promising that she had grown up and then to that.

Rin let another tear slip, but because of this ungodly rain it looked like nothing more than a rain drop but to Rin it held so much more emotion than a raindrop could ever hold, 'My fault' As soon as this thought pop up in her head she stopped running 'I am a…' in the background lightning was heard crashing "Monster" She finished her thought out loud, not caring if people were around or not, which there wasn't because everyone had headed home because of the rain fall.

Rin looked up finally noting her surrounding, she almost held her breath; a Church. But not any church, her church, the church that she and Yukio grew up in, the one that held so many wonderful and warm memories but this was also where he was buried.

After a while, what felt like an eternity to Rin, Rin began to walk through the head stones which felt like an all confusing maze, but after a bit of looking she found what she had been looking for; His grave.

She took her sleeve and wiped away her tears off only leaving puffy red eyes as evidence that she had cried, she then cleared her throat a bit and sat down not caring if her skirt would get dirty or not, she was never truly into the whole skirt thing anyway.

"U-uh hey Dad" She began noting how scratchy her voice was, "B-been some time since the funeral, and I don't really visit frequently like Yukio" she started getting teary eyed " Oh, Daddy I-I'm not grown up at all" Tears coming back full force "You were r-right, I'm still a child and I- I Can't" she sniffled a bit than continued on " I can't do it anymore, I'm so tired of everything backlashing but I have tried so hard, I can't fit in, I can make friends, hell I've even tried to be "Lady-like" but as you can see with my skirt here that has done a damn thing either."

Her voice suddenly got tiny, which was very unusual for the energetic and loud girl, "But it looks like were both wrong with something, because I really am a Monster" Rin finally Cried, she was truly done, done with Yukio's look of hate he seems to send her when he thinks she doesn't notice, the look of disgusted many teachers give her freely and the fear in most of her "Friend's" eyes as though they are waiting for her to turn on them at any moment, and she had finally broke only because bon had called her a monster.

Suddenly there was a hand on her shoulder, she turned expecting Shiemi (She had lost the poor girl quiet a long time ago before she had even left the school area.) but was stunned to see the last person in the world she had thought would chase after her.

A heavily soaked Bon, whose hair seemed to flatten down in a way Rin had never saw on the boy, No longer shocked she tried to get away only to be pulled full force into a warm and inviting hug, But she didn't care it was most likely from pity because she had been talking to a dead man, so she struggled with what little strength she had.

"RIN, STOP!" He screamed, which she did, "I'm Sorry" Rin's breath hitched "you're not a monster, if anything I am for making you cry, for even calling you one, I'm sorry." Bon than let her go to have her cling to him "Thank you for finding me" She mumbled to a shocked Bon

"I-it wasn't that hard; Kuro told me where you might've gone if you were this upset" 'Yeah after almost killing me when he found out what I had done' When he felt Rin's grip loosen he looked at her a noticed finally that she was extremely hot and that they were both still sitting in the rain 'SHIT!'

Bon picked her up and walked into the church because he'd be damned if he walked back to the school (Which was about 5 miles away) with a sick Rin in his arms if the story had gotten to her over protective little brother's ears.

'He is going to kill me, if I'm that lucky' He thought as he shut the door behind himself "Ah, Welcome" He heard and turned to a short, heavy set man only for him to finally note Rin "RIN?!"

Next chapter: The story of past memories, 7/26/14

Till next time~