Warning: if you don't like Suicidal people or cutting I'm sorry

[Killua]

I get me and Alluka an 2 bedroom hotel room. I sit on the bed and lean back till I'm laying on it sideways. I felt so broken.. I didn't know what to do, I spent two years of my life with him. 'It's my fault he left...' I thought to myself. I use my nen to manipulate my hand, I cut my left arm with the sharp nails that I have. Blood starts pouring down my arm. "SHIT" I rush to the bathroom to get the blood off. I get the first aid kit and wrap the bandages around my arm. I look at myself in the mirror 'wow I look like crap' I say to myself. "Maybe I should of did my hip instead of my arm" I say out loud "Oni-Chan?" Alluka says tiredly "Go back to bed Alluka, you need your rest." I say to Alluka "So do you oni-chan, I'll tuck you in!" "But then whose gonna tuck you in?" I laugh "I can tuck myself in!" Alluka grabs my hand and pulls me to my room. I lay down and Alluka tucks me in and also kisses my forehead x3. "Goodnight oni-chan" "Goodnight Alluka" I slowly drift to sleep. Before I black out I see a familiar face, I smile and close my eyes and sleeps.

[Gon]

Me and Ging go to his house. It's hugeeeeee Ging gives me the extra bedroom and I jump into bed and say "Goodnight Ging "whatever kid" he says and closes the door 'Goodnight Killua'. Soon after I couldn't get to sleep then I think about what happened before.

[FLASHBACK]

"WHATTTTTT!" Ging yells. "I'm sorry but I'm not sure if I am or not..." I say. "Do girls turn you on?" He asks "turn on?" I ask "when you get aroused" he says "what?" "You're too innocent for your own good"

[END OF FLASHBACK]

I see killua face one more time and I smile and slowly drift off to sleep.

WOAH MORE WORDS THAN THE FIRST TIME 2 chapters in one day, even on my first story I'm legit so proud rn