The Battle of Canary Wharf...the fall of Torchwood One.
My first and last trip on the TARDIS.
The last time I will ever see my family.
To say that day was the worst day in my life is not an exaggeration...When the ghosts came the world panicked, I tried to call my sister...with no luck.
When Rose came home, mum was beyond excited because she would fianlly get to show her "Grandfather"... Rose just looked at me and then back at mum and calmly said that he had died awhile back...but mum was certain it was him.
This spurred Rose and The Doctor into action running to the TARDIS with mum and I in tow...
Being in the Consol Room, was so much more magnificent than Rose described it. This is the second time I've been in here and it still takes my breath away.
She hums at me while The Doctor moves her, while Rose helps him set up his experiment, and while mum tries to convince Rose to come home...agian.
The humming is calming and almost apologetic, trying to figure out what the humming meant I was to focused to hear the doors close, The Doctor start rambling to Rose, and the TARDIS take flight...that is until I hear mum say "If we end up on Mars, I'll kill you."
Before I could start laughing the TARDIS landed and I was laying flat on my back in shock.
Rose came over to help me up and with her signature tongue touched grin she popped off a casual "I did warn you"
She then turned to argue with The Doctor about being stupid and people having guns...before the conversation could get to heated though he was out the door, soon followed by mum.
Rose just sighed and shook her head. "Well now we're in for it"
"It can't be that bad, can it?" oh how I wish that I could take back that sentence
She had just smiled at me and asked me to stay and guard the TARDIS until she or The Doctor returned and slipped out the door after seeing my brief nod.
I couldn't tell you how much time had passed before Rose returned, all I can remeber is the look of pain on her face when she told me to follow her.
Cybermen and Daleks everwhere I looked...death and choas everywhere.
But then I saw Mickey and Mum, flying at them for a hug. I thought that I would never see him again, he was the big brother I never had...as I hugged mum I noticed the man standing next to her.
It couldn't be, could it? Pete Tyler? But he died years ago didn't he...but then I remember what Rose said about the parallel world, the one where she was a dog, I didn't exsist, and Pete Tyler was still alive.
Mum then starting yelling that she had 20 years without Pete and she wasn't going to leave her daughter. Only for Rose to convince her to leave and just as Rose walked up to me with a jumper everyone vanished.
Well not everyone because when I turned around The Doctor was still standing there. He looked so broken at the dissapearance of my sister, and I didn't know what to say. My whole family had just vanished before my eyes. Sighing I steeled myself to do what needed to be done to save the world. It's what Rose would have done so it's what I'm going to do.
As The Doctor set about flipping switches and pressing buttons Rose reappeared telling him she wasn't going anywhere.
I knew Rose was going to try and convice me to go with mum, but something was telling me I had to stay. So when she turned to me and opened her mouth I had interrupted her by saying " I'm not going anywhere, you're going to need my help."
She must have read the stubbornness in my voice because she slowly nodded and went back to helping The Doctor. I knew from earlier that I wouldn't be effected by the suction, because I remember The Doctor telling mum it's "the first time she's looked normal in all her life."
Suddenly Rose and The Doctor raced to the empty wall, forced the levers into the on position and held on to the their clamps.
I couldn't stop the smile from overtaking my face as I watched Daleks and Cybermen alike fly into The Void. And then one hit Rose's lever and it started to come offline.
A million thoughts had raced through my head in an instant. My decision made I had made my way to Rose's lever, knowing that I couldn't let her fix it something could happen to her. Reaching the lever I shifted it back into the on position, after smiling triumphantly at Rose I started to move away.
But I moved in the wrong direction, I moved just close enough to the suction to be hit by a flying Dalek and pulled into The Void.
My last thoughts were of the terror in my sister's voice, and the pain now radiating throughout my body.