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Castiel's POV

I never really knew how humans put up with emotions; it confuses me.

While i'm desperately looking for answers in the older of the two Winchester brothers' face my eyes lock on to his for a countless number of minutes, I noticed again how truly green his eyes are.

Then he spoke those words that I had been longing to hear because I believe that I have been feeling the same way for quite sometime.

"I think...I think i'm in love with you, Castiel." he confessed almost shyly

The way he said my name made me release a breath I was unaware of holding, unfortunately that went noticed, which caused him to tense up and say.

"I should go back; pretend we didn't have this conversation, okay? Uhhhm I didn't mean to disturb you, Cas. Just pl..."

I quickly moved my hand from its place on his shoulder to the crook of his neck and pulled him in for a kiss to stop his ramblings. I learned that from the television shows that I have seen.

The kiss was heavenly even though it only was just his lips against mine and occasionally his hand would run through my hair, and my hand his; knowing just how simple it was made it feel so right.

I pulled away slowly but not moving my hand but a bit to his neck again. I kept standing where I was knowing that now he most likely didn't care about personal space. After that I said what I have been dying to say for months.

"Dean, you know we have a profound bond between us, and I have known what I have felt for quite a while now and going from what I know about you humans I know that my feelings for you go way beyond a "profound bond" because to me you are my fathers greatest creation and you amaze me everyday. Now knowing you would do anything to protect me, who is so much stronger than you and so much more powerful, makes me believe that you have much more courage than I, and that it will all be okay. Even though I like being somewhat in control and being able to take care of others, it is comforting to know that, you are willing to do so for me. For that Dean Winchester, that is why I am so in love with... you."

When I said those words, his eyes widened in disbelief. While he said.

"Cas, you do? But why haven't you told me yet?" he asked with a blend of mostly curiosity, a little bit of pain and accusation.

"Dean, you know how I am with my people skills. Also, I value our friendship far too much to let that be a problem... if it were to be." I simply said

He sighed "Cas, do you really want to do this? Do you want a relationship with me? Its not that I don't, I do for the life of me oh how I do, its just that I have never felt this way before, even with a woman. I'm not gonna lie its gonna take some getting used to and..." he trailed off but he didn't need to say it, but he did anyway "...and honestly i'm scared, i'm scared be cause everyone who I care deeply for gets hurt, and after that dream I wouldn't be able to take it if you got hurt, Cas." he said sadly

By this point he seemed to be out of breath and tears were welling in his eyes.

I took a little bit to process what he had said and to find the right words.

"Cas?"

"Dean, I just told you that I am in love with you, so of course I want to be with you. I understand your complications with people you care about but I want to be with you. Don't worry we can take this as fast or as slow as you wish, its all up to you." I explained

He took a minute to figure out what to say, I love that face he makes while thinking.

"Thank you, so much, Cas. You have no idea how much this means to me, how much you mean to me, and it may take time but I want to tell the world that I finally have you. You already know that I need time so there isn't much else to say."

"Dean, I do know, because I am looking at this person. Also, like I said we can do what you want at the pace you want it, its entirely up to you. Just as long as we never let go of each other."

"Okay, Cas, okay. I'm really tired. I should go back to sleep. Will you stay with me, well us, Cas? Please?" He asked, and I could see the fear in his beautiful green eyes. To that my heart sunk.

"Of course, Dean, of course."

We both walked back in, Dean looked at Sam, crawled back in bed and soon fell asleep. While I was watching over the Winchester brothers.