This is a sequel to Carta de entrega (delivery letter) and it is made on Natsu`s POV, you could say it is his reaction to the letter he received from Jellal, I didn't put it as a second chapter of the original story because of the language but both are strongly connected so I think you`d understand things better if you read the first one, but that is only an advice. R&R
He knows I love her,
But the problem doesn't lie there,
He accepts my feelings,
The obstacle is elsewhere;
He said I could have her
And god knows I want her,
But how can I get closer,
And make my feelings known to her?
His approbation won't make it easier,
If only he knew any better,
How hard it is to reach her,
The danger of getting closer,
The deeper you go
The harder it gets,
If only he knew,
The impossible task he left,
The ones to accomplishe it have been few,
Those she calls her friends,
But who dares want something more?
It hasn't happened before,
Only him, that is,
Holds her heart as his
He has experienced her kiss
It is him she loves like this,
As a lover more than a friend,
But I am no more than a friend,
Only that, a friend
And I said it twice,
Because I ought to understand:
I love her, that's it,
It is the truth and I must face it,
She won't ever love me back
And even though I understand that,
I don't want to give up,
I am positive about the future,
Although it is the worst torture;
I am no failure
Until I fail,
I am no loser,
Until I lose
And I am not dead
Until I die,
That is the main reason why
Despite the probabilities,
I am going to try,
Even if it hurts,
Even if I cry;
Even if it kills me,
I won't be shy;
`Cause I shall not be happy,
Till the day she becomes mine.
I hope I did good since I am no english expert, making the rhymes was hard but I think it came out well, next chapter will be Erza`s POV.
I will try to translate the first story and post it as this stories first chapter but I can't promise anything. Leave reviews please.