I'm still looking for possessive harry stories (not slash and Ginny/harry).if you know any then please suggest.
Chapter song-mltr-25 minutes
After some time I've finally made up my mind
She is the girl and I really want to make her mine
I'm searching everywhere to find her again
To tell her I love her
And I'm sorry 'bout the things I've done
Against the wind I'm going home again
Wishing me back to the time when we were more than friends
But still I see her in front of the church
The only place in town where I didn't search
She looked so happy in her weddingdress
But she cried while she was saying this
Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
Twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
Twentyfive minutes too late
I can still hear her say...
Chapter-2(Hermione pov)
She is getting married today; it is an unbelievable event for her. She, Hermione granger aka bushy haired know it all is getting married at the tender age of 18 to one of her best friends.
She imagined this day in so many different ways when she was a child. When she became best friends with him, she had a face for the unknown groom but she is not marrying him.
It was childish to think of him that way when she was only eleven but he saved her like a prince that day and her newfound crush began.
She watched herself in the mirror, she was dressed in a white gown, her hair fixed, her face decorated with simple make up. She looked the beautiful bride she was supposed to look. It was only the emotion in her eyes that destroyed the complete happy picture she was supposed to look; they did not sparkle with the happiness, which was supposed to be there.
Today was her wedding day and it was the day one of her best friends would leave her. She knew it was the result; she had to loose one of them. She wished in her dreams that he will still be happy for her, that they will remain friends but she knew it was not possible anymore.
She never wished to fall in love with both of them but in the end, she had nothing to stop the result
She loved harry, she loved him so much. She waited for him so long but he never came, so she chose Ron. Ron was not harry but he was a funny and simple person, he can never be the serious person harry was but he was the person who filled the hole in her heart when harry left to chase after Cho.
Somehow, Ron made her fall in love with him in the middle of this. It was before the hocrux journey that he proposed to her, she said yes, and they kissed. It was not an earth-shattering kiss; it was a kiss of loss and a new start.
She hoped for nothing more, soul mates and true love were only stories for her and she took what she got, she did not learn that this choice also decided her future until it was too late.
She remembered the day in which everything changed. Ron was tired he could not go on for the same search with no result. He came to her one night in the tent to tell that he was going back and he could not stay in the tent anymore. He asked her to leave with him but she could not betray harry like that. She refused and Ron left the next day.
After Ron left harry started looking at her differently, it was as if he was truly looking at her for the first time.
Then that night came when he asked her to dance with him. They danced loosing each other's guilt in their embrace. He sang with the soft music in his beautiful voice. He lost His pain of not being able to help more people in the war and she lost the guilt of not leaving with Ron.
It was only two of them in that tent without any fear, she sometimes wished to go back in that moment and to dance with him forever, to never to let him go and keep him in her arms for eternity.
Like every other moment it also ended when he kissed her, it was the kiss she always dreamed of but she could not return it, she already choose Ron. She pulled back with her heart screaming at her to kiss him back but her brain refused.
He looked at her with those hurt green eyes. He finally said that he loved her but she could not return it no matter how she wished to say it. She belonged to someone else now.
Tears streamed down his face as she told him that she had given herself to Ron. His eyes looked at her with betrayal; she had nothing to stop them. They broke her heart but she decided for this.
It was he or Ron and she could not betray Ron like that. Harry pulled away from her as if she hurt him physically when she confessed that she loved Ron.
She just did not think that he would ask her to choose but he did and she did not pick him. He screamed at her and asked her to leave. At that moment, she knew that she had lost him that it would never be the same. Those green eyes will never shine at her.
She came back to the burrow after he asked her to leave. He did not let her help him. She cried every night after that for the love, they lost and for the love, she never saw.
She made love to Ron for the first time during this. She kept her eyes closed during the whole time. Her heart felt like it betrayed harry again. When Ron entered her for the first time she knew she had lost the only thing she had left to give harry. After they finished Ron fell asleep with holding her. She cried that whole night knowing that she will never be able to look at harry in the eye without feeling shame again. She felt dirty like she had cheated on someone. She felt like a whore after that.
It was not hard to see his love now. All those years he showed her his love but she did not understand it. She remembered in first year the small boy who jumped on the back of a troll just to save her, the same boy who sat with her frozen form in the hospital every night in second year. The boy who held her close to him as she screamed during their flight with buckbeak. The same boy who cried about his unfair life with her.
She just did not see his love. He never told her but he expressed it with every thing he did for her but she was too late to see it.
She will miss the kisses they will never have; those I love you he will never say to her. The first time they will never have. She had nothing to offer him now. She already gave everything to some one else. She wished for a time they could have been something else but it was just too late.
She dried her tears it was time for her wedding. She did not invite him; it would just be too hard for her to give herself to someone as he watched. She entered the hall and her body stilled. She did not have to look up to know that he was here. She was not brave enough to turn back and look at him.
She had to do this; it was the final step, to let him move on and give him the happy life he deserved. To give him to someone else who will love him with all the care he deserved, the girl who will never be her.
Her mind filled with pictures of him loving someone else, of him kissing that person as he made love to her for the first time.
The vows started, for a fleeting moment she wished to have green eyes stare at her instead of blue. Ron kissed her and it was over. She was no longer the girl who loved harry she was now Hermione weasley, the wife of someone else.
Ron dragged her to greet the guests, she did not have to look up to see that they were standing in front of him. She winced as Ron showed her as some common possession but he did not speak. Ron left them to dance.
He tried not to touch her; it hurt to see him not wanting to touch her. it felt like he was disgusted by touching her, as if she only felt the same as a common whore to him, she flinched at the thought.
Is she just a whore to him now? She looked at him and saw the same disgust in his eyes. Her heart broke a little more. It is needed she remembered herself.
'Why did you come?' she asked
'I was invited' he replied in a monotone
He looked so diffrent, more grown up with no emotions in his face. Until that moment, she did not realize how she missed his warm smile and bright eyes. They danced in the same song and she remembered the previous dance they had. In that dance, he loved her.
The song was almost over, she knew she will not see him again it was time for goodbye.
She did not know why she asked him to move on but she did. He promised that he would never return in her life to bother her. He told her that that she was dead for him, maybe she was. She will never be Hermione granger again, will she?
Her mind screamed at her to stop him but she had nothing to stop him from leaving her. It was the final step, she loved both but she picked one and it was not him. She tried her best to store his face in her mind but it was not enough.
Finally, he removed his hands from her back it was his time to leave. He gave her a last glance. She would remember the last emotion she saw in those eyes. Hate.
He left her in the middle of the dance floor with saying a simple goodbye, taking one part of her heart with him forever without even knowing it.
It was the end of her love for him without him knowing it.
Tears blurred her eyes but she did not let them fall. It was her wedding day and she had to smile today
She took one last look at the door. He is gone now.
A whispered goodbye left from her lips as she joined Ron again.
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