Well here is chapter two and as always I don't own bleach or the characters from it. And thank you to the people who have read and review so far. Now on to chapter two.
'Breaking a promise is a hard thing to do. but to live and be free from a life of pain and lies? It's a small price even if you lose a friend.'
Quote by happygirl 24 aka zeldagamefan.
Ichigo woke up the next morning with new lookout on life. Today he was going to get the man of his dreams. 'Even if I break Inoue's heart in process' he thought. But he needs to live his life honestly and to do that needs to confess his true feeling to Renji and he need to tell his family that he was gay. And to start that off was to tell his bother Kaien.
Rukia and Kaien were waiting for him in the living room so they can go to breakfast together. Ichigo thought it was now or never to tell his brother.
"Hey you guys um, before we go out to breakfast, ah Kaien I have something I need to tell and I hope you can still look at me and not hate me after I tell you this." Ichigo said to his brother
"Ok then maybe we should sit down first" Rukia said
"Ok Ichigo what is this all about?" Kaien asked
"Well first I need to tell that I'm breaking up with Inoue today. Because I can't keep living a lie. And I'll only be hurting her in the end."
"Ok but what lie have you been living? And why the fuck couldn't you come to me and tell me what the hell has been going on you? Your my brother I'll love regardless of you do." Kaien said
"Ok then well what I need to tell you is that………… I'm gay"
Ichigo looked at Kaien waiting for answer, when out of no where Kaien broke down laughing his ass off. He was laughing so hard he was holding his sides. Both Ichigo and Rukia were look at him looking at him like he has gone and lost his fucking and of course Ichigo did not think that this was funny. So with a big punch in the head Kaien stopped laughing but was still giggling
"WHAT THE FUCK WAS SO GODDAMN FUNNY?! THIS IS IMPORTANT TO ME AND ALL THE FUCK YOU CAN DO IS FUCKING LAUGH AT ME!!? Ichigo bellowed
"I'm sorry ichi but the reason why I was laughing was that this was your big secret wow I thought you were dying or something not fuck a sugar fairy." he said while laughing hard again.
Even Rukia broke down and laugh after her boyfriend called his own bother a sugar fairy. And yes even Ichigo did too.
"So you don't hate me for being gay?" Ichigo asked
"Hell no I don't hate you but now I know that your not going to been with Inoue and I'm actually happy for you no more lies in your life you can be happy again"
"Thanks Kaien it means a lot to me"
"It cool……..sugar berry "Karen said in a effeminate voice with a lisp
"SHUT UP!!!! I maybe gay but I don't sound like that now I'm hungry let's go eat"
A few minutes later they were now on there way to breakfast. Ichigo was feeling a lot better now that he came out to his brother. But now it was time for him to tell Inoue but that well have to wait because he need to talk to Renji first. They got to the restaurant and as soon they walked in Ichigo's happy mood turned sour the one person he didn't want to see was right in front of him.
Inoue saw Ichigo and a smile was on her face. She was hoping to see her 'boyfriend' today. She really hates the fact that every time they 'make love' he always leaves right after. It really did hurt her feelings but she didn't care after many years of wanting him, she had him and was never letting him go. No matter what (keep that last phrase in mind).
"Ichigo sweetie what are you doing here?"
Ichigo cringed at the sweetie part. He really did not want to see her right now.
"I'm here with Kaien and Rukia to eat why do you ask?" he asked
"Well I didn't think I would see you until later on tonight"
"Well I'm not coming over tonight"
"Why not? I was hoping maybe we could go out and maybe go see a movie and get dinner and then well you know" Inoue said with lustful look in her eyes
Rukia and Kaien look at each other and tried not to laugh in Inoue's face because they know the true reason why Ichigo did not to go to her house.
"Inoue I'm sorry but I'm just going to stay at home tonight ok"
She was disappointed but she didn't let it show.
"Well can I sit with you guys?"
They all looked at each other and shook theirs head yes. After waiting a while to be seated they all sat down in the booth and ordered their food. All of them struck up a conversion while waiting for their food. Talk went from their favorite music to TV shows to just about everything under the sun. But out the corner of Kaien's eye; he saw man that his baby brother was in love with. And trying to be a helpful big brother he is, decided to call him over.
"OI RENJI OVER HERE!!" Kaien Bellowed
Ichigo looked up from his drink and saw Renji looking right them and walking over to them. He looked right at he's oh so helpful brother and kicked him right under the table, hard.
"Goddamn it Kaien what the fuck are you doing?" Ichigo asked in a whisper
"I'm trying to give you a chance to talk to him ok?"
Ichigo was shocked that his brother would do that for him. He should have come out the closet sooner he thought.
"Hey what's up guys" Renji asked
"Nothing just thought you would want to eat with us" Kaien said
"Cool I hate sitin by myself anyways"
Renji took a glance at Ichigo and smiled at him and he smiled back. Renji had always had feeling for the berry headed boy and he always hoped that there was a chance for him and Ichigo to get together, but when he found out that he was with Inoue, Renji knew that he didn't have a chance but he still want to be his friend. Just so he could still be close to him.
"So how are things with you Renji" Inoue asked
"Fine I'm just working hard that's all" he answered
Kaien gave Rukia a small elbow to get her to ask a certain question that may or may not help Ichigo.
"So Renji do you have a boyfriend or not?"
At the sound of the question Ichigo perked up to see Renji's face and the answer to the question. But Renji saw the look in Ichigo's eyes and stated to think why all of a sudden Ichigo was interested if he had a boyfriend or not.
"Nah I don't have one I haven't found anybody right for me yet so I'm single right now" he answered
"Oh Renji I'm sure you'll find some body right for you. I know I did" Inoue said while hugging Ichigo's arm.
Ichigo rolled his eyes at that statement. But the rolling of his did not go unnoticed by Renji and secretly he started getting his hopes up especially with the small glances that Ichigo has been giving him.
After a while there food had came and they sat there eating and talking. Minutes later with full tummies they all were getting ready to leave until Inoue got up.
"Well if you excuse me I'm going to the ladies" Inoue said
This was a chance for Ichigo to tell Renji how he felt. He was not going to miss his chance he needs to tell him.
"Hey Renji can I talk to you for a second outside? It's kind of important"
"Ah yeah sure just let my pay for my meal and I'll met you outside ok?"
Ichigo shook his head yes. He asked Kaien and Rukia to stall Orihime for as long as they can to give him and Renji some time to talk. Ichigo was so scared his hands were sweaty and shaky and his breathing was irregular. The time had come for Ichigo. To get a chance for Ichigo to tell Renji that he loved him. He hopes that this doesn't blow up in his face. Renji came out the restaurant a few minutes later and met Ichigo on the side of the building that he was leaning on. Now or never Ichigo thought.
"So what's up? What did you need to talk to me about" Renji asked
"Well first of all I need you to hear me out first and please don't say anything until I'm done can you do that for me?" Ichigo asked
"Yeah sure ok"
"Ok well I know that you think that I and Inoue are happy together. But that's not the case. To tell you the truth I going to break up with her soon. But I know your think why the hell I'm tell you this shit for? Well here's the deal. I'm gay I always have been and the only reason why I was even with Inoue was because I was scared of people hating me because of that. But I came out to my brother this morning and his cool with it. I feel like I don't have to hide myself anymore I can be happy and live my life the way I want to and I can finale tell the man that I have very strong feeling for him."
Renji just stood there smiling. Ichigo was telling him that he's gay. He had a chance and he was going to take it.
"So who do you have feeling for Ichigo?" Renji asked
"Well that person is you Renji. I've always like you a lot and I want to be with you if you'll have me"
A smile graced Renji's face he moved a little closer Ichigo and gently touch his face and leaned in for a kiss. Ichigo saw him lean in for a kiss and met him half way. There kiss was intense and it felt so right between the two other. They were so into there kiss they did see Inoue watching them out the bathroom window.
She was sick to her stomach after hearing Ichigo's confession to Renji. She vowed right there that she was not letting Ichigo go. No he made a promise to be with her. She going to make sure that he kept his promise and if she had to get rid of Renji she'll do by any means. Ichigo was hers.
"that fucking faggot Renji is not taking Ichigo away from me he's mine and one will break us a part no one!" Inoue said to herself
Already she has a plan to keep her man and tonight she'll put it motion.
Well here is chapter two. I hope you'll like and to all Orihime fan out there I going to say I'm sorry ahead of time because of what I'm going to do with her so sorry and one more thing that I must say I've looked at the stats of this story I have 171 hits to this story and only two reviews what's up people are you to lazy to give me a review I don't care what you put as long that it's good feed back and NO FLAMES I just want to know how good I am and reviews do that for me so please review my stories not just read them it really mean a lot to me thank you.
