Shattered Tears:
A SasuSaku and NaruSaku story
'& the only thing that's keeping her going strong is him...'
"Ok, you got me on the phone, now what do you want?" Sasuke said, his voice harsh.
"It's been forever since we talked" Sakura answered, her voice hesitant.
"You see, this is why we never talk, because you never say anything 'important' like you tell me through messages. Well if this is all you wanted to do I'm hanging-"
"No, don't!" Sakura screamed
"Well then say it!" Sasuke shouted back.
Sakura froze on the other side of the phone, she knew Sasuke was getting aggravated. They were always arguing with eachother, but made up later a couple nights after. Everyone would ask if they dated, but while Sakura always blushed Sasuke simply gave the people who asked the cold shoulder.
"Sasuke, I wanna know the truth, do you like me? You told me before that you liked me, but then after you told me you didn't anymore. Why is that? How can you change your mind so fast? Was it something I did? Just tell me, you know I don't like it when you hide things from me!"
There was a long pause on the phone, Sakura began to feel tears dropping down her face, she just wanted to know the answer. She was sick of being led on for so long, she wanted someone to knock her out of her misery.
"Sakura, I already told you, I don't have to tell you anything, you are nothing to me but a mere friend. Yes, I did like you at one point, but I lost those feelings a while back. It has nothing to do with you, I just don't have any feelings for you anymore, I'm sorry."
"Sasuke, please don't do this to me. I love you so much, you know I liked you for almost seven years, we've shared so much over that time. I kissed you and we weren't even dating. You always told me you loved me, if you didn't mean it then why did you say it!" Sakura screeched through the phone.
"Look, I told you why I said I love you, it was out of friendship terms, I still want to be your friend, but if you don't want to be my friend then it's whatever."
"But Sasuke, how can I be your friend if I'm always going to like you. I'd do anything for you, we did so much together, I thought you liked me, if you never liked me then why did you lead me on?"
"How did I lead you on?" Sasuke snapped.
"You led me on by telling me you loved me, and that you wanted to be my first. You made me tell you I wanted you to be my first. I can't believe I was about to let you have that. That's the only thing I have that you haven't took!" Sakura snapped back.
Sakura could no longer hold back her tears. There was no longer a way to control it, she loved Sasuke with all her heart, she pushed so many opportunities with other boys away, all because of her love for him. She wished she had one last time to wrap her arms around him, just one more hug, only then, she would never let go.
"Well then, I guess this is goodbye, Sakura." Sasuke said, in a low, yet quiet voice.
"Sasuke, please don't do this, you know it's not my fault, I do want to be your friend, but I can't knowing I like you, if we were to hang out it would just be awkward, and why do you want us to stay as friends so much?"
"I don't care anymore if we are or aren't friends, it's all your choice now. Just know, if you choose not to be my friend, then loose my number, my email address, everything!"
Sakuras tears now came out of anger and frustration, she knew he was making her choose just so he could play with her mind again. This time she wasn't going to stand for it, as much as she loved him, she didn't want to be hurt anymore, she decided to make her choice.
"Ok, well if you're not going to say anything I'm just gonna-"
"I made up my mind." Sakura answered, harsh-fully
"Ok, what is it?"
"Sasuke, you put me through hell for seven years I can't get back! So, my answer for you is this, I will never be your friend again in a million years! You make me so sick. How could you do this to me!? I love you more than anyone else in this world, 'd even die for you, and you just shoot me down and treat me like shit! Well guess what, it's not happening this time! So, instead of you cutting off contact, do me a favor, loose MY number, email address, and anything else! When I see you on the street, don't even look at me, just go about your way and make it as if we don't even know eachother! Goodbye, forever this time!" Sakura screamed, slamming the phone shut and throwing it on the ground.
Sakura was so upset, she threw her face into her pillow and began crying. She cried so hard almost half of her pillow was beginning to get wet. All she could do was ask herself 'why?'. She didn't want to stop talking to him, she knew it was gonna be so hard getting over him, she just wanted some alternative way to take her out of her misery. She was tired of being led on for so many years. She was ready to finally move on. Sakura began slowly closing her eyes, tonight, she would cry herself to sleep, but before she closed her eyes officially, she opened them once more, only to find her phone vibrating on the floor. She quickly dragged herself off the bed to get it, but it was him again, she was debating to herself rather to pick it up, or let it ring, she finally made up her mind.
"Look, I told you Sasuke leave me alo-"
"Hello? Who is this?"
She was quickly interrupted by an unfamiliar voice, it wasn't Sasuke's, but a girls voice.
"Wh-Who is this?" Sakura asked, hesitantly
"Well, this is Sasukes girlfriend. I just want to know why you had him call you? He doesn't like you, he never did, you need to get that through your head and leave him alone. He doesn't want you in his life."
"Who are you to say who wants who in their lives?"
"Listen, I don't know who you are but just stay the fuck out of his life and leave him alone, what part of that don't you-"
"Listen here you stupid tramp, you obviously don't know who I am, I know Sasuke has you on three-way with me, and I don't give a shit if he hears this! If you got a problem with me then why don't you call me instead of him transferring you to me. Then again, don't even bother, you're not worth my time. If Sasuke didn't get what I told him about cutting off all contact with me, and that means not getting little tramps like you to call my phone, well then maybe he'll understand now!"Sakura yelled through the phone.
With that all said Sakura quickly hung up and turned her phone off. She was so tired of it now, this is where she drew the line, did he not get she wanted to end it all. She didn't want to have to go on knowing she still liked him. It's not that she didn't want to be his friend, she just wanted to end it all in a clean way. Sakura slowly began drifting off to sleep, teary eyed and all. That night, she cried herself to sleep.
The next morning Sakura awoke, barely able to open her eyes. She had prayed that all last night was a dream, but she knew deep down it wasn't. She walked slowly over to her computer to check her emails, she noticed she had only one, and that was from Ino, of course.
'Hey Sakura, well how did it go? Nevermind about that, rather then emailing me just throw some clothes on and get your butt on over to my house ASAP! X-Ino :P'
Sakura sighed to herself, last night did really happened. It was the start of a new day, a day where she'd have to go around telling everyone she no longer had interest in Sasuke. Would this help her get over him, or would her just saying his name cause her grief? She reached over to the monitor to shut it off, but before she did that, she was I.M.'d.
"Can we please talk about last night, like human beings?"
It was from Sasuke. Him doing this began to make her wander, but soon the thought drifted, she didn't want anything to do with him anymore. She scrolled the mouse over to the 'block' button, allowing her to block, or cancel. She drifted off in thought for a second, leaving the cursor on 'cancel'. After a couple seconds, she quickly scanned over the 'block' button, clicking it fast. The I.M. From him exited out, his icon and name quickly faded out of sight of her I.M., out of her memory. Sakura turned off her monitor after that. She walked over to her dresser drawer, looking for clothes. After a couple minutes she finally picked out an outfit, today she would wear her 'good vamp' shirt, her jean shorts, black leggings, and her black jelly flats. She quickly got dressed, ran downstairs to run the straightener through her hair, through her makeup on, and quickly zoomed out the back door. She ran as fast as she could to Ino's house. She needed comfort, a friend to talk to, a shoulder to cry on, and Ino was just the person. She finally reached Ino's house, noticing Ino was on the porch as usual, only this time, there was someone else on the porch with her. The person has long black hair with a tint of blue, she knew from then who it was.
"Look Ino, Sakura's here!" The familiar person pointed out.
"Sakura!" Ino screeched, running off her porch to give Sakura a hug.
"Hey Ino, Hey Hinata." Sakura responded.
"Well Sakura, how did last night go?" Ino asked, with a big smile on her face.
Inos smile quickly faded away as she saw the expression on Sakuras face. Hinata put one hand over her mouth, both of them knew it didn't go well, because Sakura's expression said it all.
Well, here's chapter 2 :). It's a little late, but I've sorta been busy ^^`. The next chapter should be here asap (by that I mean before I start school, which I only have a week left til] O_O. Well, as you can tell by my other chapter, The whole Naruto gang will be OOC, and I say this because, well, Sasuke's not a dick like I make him out to be in the story (just the person who I relate Sasuke to in real life has traits like him]. Well, I hope you enjoy, please review and favorite :)
All Naruto characters belong to Masashi-kun :D
Oh, and if you review, let me know what you thought of the whole conversation between Sakura and Sasuke (yes, I did have an actually conversation like that in real life], and yes, I did cry my eyes out.
