Authors Note: Hey guys or actually one guy who might be a girl they were the only person to show any sort of sign of interest so thank you Ms. Marauder-Cullen and anyone else who likes this. By the way I've decided that there are far too many stories where they use proper grammar so when they're talking it won't be proper! ; }

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Heartbreak and Gay bars

I couldn't think, couldn't breathe the thought of her with anyone but me killed me. We'd broken up more than six months ago. She smiled at Chris and then looked at me. I smiled less than half heartedly and turned away. Sirius must have noticed this and trotted over to me.

"Hey what's sup?" He asked concern's enveloped his voice.

"S'nothing don't worry 'bout it." I told him. His hands had somehow made it to my shoulders and I shook them off. After I had released myself I made my way over to a group of my wolfie buddies. I could see Siri in my peripheral vision he looked extremely hurt but I ignored it no matter how hard it was. I loved Siri but sometimes I needed my own space and he didn't seem to get that.

The party apparently went well for everyone else, to me it sucked. For some reason no matter how much it hurt me I couldn't stop watching Lily dancing with that Mutt, kissing him, fondling him, loving him. It hurt me on a level that nothing ever had before. So it should be no surprise that I thought myself screwed when after the party Lily asked me to go clubbing with her.

This wasn't the first time that we had gone clubbing however it was the first I had gone with Sirius and Chris. We were all 17 but had had fake Id's since 16 that was always a great present for your sweet sixteen from your best friends! Anyway we got to our first club "the Growling Dog" and stood in line for a while, I had to stand a couple people back with Chris because when we stood beside Lily she looked about15.

"So your famous girlfriend is Lily?" I asked as we stood there waiting.

"Yep I had no clue you knew her."

"Really?" I said more as a statement than a question but before he could answer the bouncer was checking our Id's.

"Sylvester Solone?" The bouncer asked looking at Chris.

"Yes." He said simply. Shaking his head the bouncer let him in.

"Daniel! We haven't seen you in a while watcha been up to." He asked me I could see Chris in the background gawking at me.

Smiling I said simply: "Oh you know basics." Joe, that's the bouncer nodded and let me in telling me it was nice seeing me.

"You know him?" Chris asked exasperated.

"You don't?"

That bar got boring and we made our way to a couple more. At this point we were way more than buzzed but we didn't want to go home so we ended up standing in front of a well known gay bar.

"You think we should go in?" I asked. "I mean it's the only bar left and I don't wanna go home yet."

"I dunno, what do ya think Siri?" Lily inquired winking at him for some reason.

"Why not?" he answered and we walked in. Now you may find this totally weird but we were like loaded so ya. The second we walked in I made my way to the bar and was bombarded by a guy who was all over me.

"You come here often?" He asked.

"No."

"First timer?"

"Yes."

"You like it?"

"I dunno."

"Just get here?"

"Yes."

"Want me to go."

"Please." He walked away and I saw him talking to one of his friends and pointing at me but I didn't give a crap.

Just than a girl came over crying, feeling bad I ordered her a drink. She looked up and smiled at me.

"Thanks." She said wiping her eyes.

"No problem. If you don't mind my asking what's wrong?"

"Girlfriend problems."

"Oh I'm sorry, trust me I totally get it." She laughed and the twinkle in her eyes sent chills down my spine.

"You're not a usual are you?"

"Oh hell no, I love the boobs!"

"Yeah well I'm thinking I might start leaning towards the opposite sex myself."

"Well than maybe you could use this." I grabbed her hand and wrote my number on it sealing it with a kiss. Then I stood up and walked all the way home. Ignoringthe tear at my heart as I saw the smile on Lily's face as she danced with my replacement.

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