(1 month later)

Mikan POV

" Hi Ahjumma" I say smiling at the lady

" Hello, Hana, can I please get the pork salad" she says smiling at me fondly.

" yup, coming right up" I say and she takes a seat.

" what a happy little girl" the lady murmured.

But the thing is, I wasn't happy. I wasn't ever happy. Family issues, school issues, personal issues they all were obstacles that I have to get passed to become happy. But I don't know how. So instead, for the last month, I've made myself busy. I work multiple jobs. I never have a free moment. And I love it. I don't have to deal with my demons and I make money out of it. The former Queenka was now an outcast, it would've been worth seeing if it wasn't me.

" Hey Hana can you deliver the fried rice " the Ahjussi says and I nod.

" sure" I say smiling and give him the two thumbs up.

" see you soon" I say calling out and then leave.

Taking my bike, I ride throughout the streets and stop at a familiar house. Albeit, a little bit shocked, I pull on a strong face, walk up to the house and knock on the door.

" yes" the masculine voice says through he door. I hear the murmurs of the others behind him.

" delivery for umm Natsume Hyuuga ?" I ask momentarily stuttering .

I hear the excited tones of the boys murmurs and as the door bursts open, I brace myself for the worst.

" you!" he says extending his pointer finger at me.

" Here's your delivery " I say hurriedly but remain straight faced " that'll be $28.95."

" Mikan?" J-hope says

" yeah" I reply

" aren't you rich?" Another asks and I begin to get pissed off.

" are they going to pay or not" I whisper under my breath

" what was that" Natsume says coldly hearing me and my breath catches in my throat.

Swallowing I reply " Could you guys pay please, I'm kind of busy"

" what, making rules for some other guys" Jimin says scoffing.

Hurt and utterly pissed I think " No, f*** you. I'm f***** delivering food to you. So unless you don't want the food then I'll just f*****"leave"

Obviously I don't say this aloud, I don't have a death wish. Instead I remain quiet and just hand them the food.

" what does that have to do with you paying me?" I brush of coolly, deciding to fight back, the old Hana who cared about their opinions was dead, as of right now. I should have killed her a month ago when they hurt me.

" the hell is wrong with you?" Jin asks and the boys nod shocked.

I don't reply, rather I roll my eyes and start tapping my foot on the ground to annoy them.

" are you sure you didn't poison this?" Natsume says eyeing the rice with distaste.

I shake my head fully, ahjussi works hard on his cooking. It tasted amazing and the effort that always went into it awed me.

" how can you be so sure" he says opening the lid and sniffs it gagging.

Hurt for ahjussi and for myself I reply " it's good, I promise"

"Then why don't you have it" he says and before I can even see it coming, he pours the rice onto me.

I look at him shocked.

" here's your money" he says throwing a hundred dollar bill at me.

Tears prick my eyes and I stare at the floor. I guess old Hana just resurrected.

" pathetic" he says and slams the door shut.

Natsume POV

" when's the food getting here?" Jin asks annoyed, he was extremely hungry.

" soon I hope" Suga replies

We start playing a game of table tennis and when the game finally gets incredibly tense there's a knock on the door.

Some groaning, some cheering we walk to the door.

" Yes" I say aloud

" delivery for Natsume " a quiet feminine voice says and the boys straighten up. I roll my eyes.

Excited from the smell of yummy food I open the door quickly. I gasp along with the others in surprise and shock, I point at her accusingly. It was bad enough for the last three years, now she was stalking us to our house.

" here's your delivery. That'll be $28.95" she says rushed, not looking at us in the eye. I roll my eyes at her victimised attitude, it wasn't like we were going to hit her. It was as she was the victim, as if she hadn't ruined our lives. She was a b****, a Queenka. She thought the world revolved around her, she deserved everything she got.

" you!" J- hope says visibly annoyed, he was the one most affected by her stupid rules. The only girl he ever loved broke up with him because (apparently) Mikan threatened her.

" yeah" she replies quickly, still not looking at us in the eye.

" aren't you rich?" V asks

She tenses up, finally looking up and glaring at us subconsciously.

" are they going to pay or not?" She mutters and I get pissed. She should treat us kindly, not with such a bad attitude. If she had something to say, then she should have said it aloud.

" what was that?" I say glaring at her

" could you guys pay please, I'm kind of busy" she replies and we scoff.

Everyone in the world knows that Mikan now has no life, she has no friends. She is an outcast.

'' what, making rules for some other guys" Jimin says and I bite back a laugh.

Her face contorts into that of hurt, and I feel a pang in my stomach. Brushing it away I watch her.

" what does that have to with you paying me?" She asks in a low tone, with a tinge of hurt but also defiance.

" the hell was that" Jin says and I nod, was that an insult, or?

She rolls her and starts tapping her feet on the floor hurriedly.

Deciding to mess with her I ask " are you sure you didn't poison this?"

Slightly thinking my words were true, I look at the rice suspiciously.

She shakes her head straight away, she must like her work. Seeing this, I wanted to hurt her, a lot.

" how can you be so sure" I ask sniffing the rice. It smells heavenly but I gag. The boys follow suit all laughing and I grin. This was pay back for hurting us over the last three years, what I'm doing now, is nothing compared to the misery she put us through.

Shaking her head she replies " it's good I promise".

Without thinking, with the desire to hurt, I reply " then why don't you have it?" And pour the rice onto her. Guilt overtakes me but I force myself to remain stoic.

She looks at me with her large round eyes, hurt and shock glaze them and in haste I tell her " here's your money".

She looks down just as I see her eyes watering. I think back to J-hope and how much she hurt us, and with final look,

I say " pathetic" and slam the door.

" What the hell Natsume" Jin says immediately and I look up.

" Yeah, why were you so rude?" J-hope says and I look at him in shock.

" it was payback " I reply, trying to brush it off.

" no that was just mean" V says and they all go to the living room.

Following them in I sit down and think for a few minutes. The room is silent and I wonder if what I did was so bad. Sure I felt guilty and bad about it, but she deserved it. I mean she hasn't done anything in the last month, but three years of torture.

" it was pretty bad, right?" I whisper and they all look at me.

" yeah it was " Rapmonster says shortly.

" you're going to apologise right now" Jin says and I nod.

" ok" I reply.

Just as we get ready to leave, we hear a knock on the door and thinking it might be Hana I rush there quickly.

" oh" I reply as I open it.

" B****" Hani, my girlfriend, the younger sister of Mikan, says looking at me amused.

" your boyfriends a jerk" Suga says and she looks at me again.

They tell her the story and she looks at me appalled.

" you asshole" she says and I nod.

" I need to apologise" I reply and she nods.

" I thought you didn't like your sister?" V says

" no, I love her. She doesn't like me. " Hani says back with a croak and hugs me. I pat her head as she cries.

" lets go apologise" she says taking my hand and I look at her awed, she was so strong yet weak at the same time. It made me want to protect her, yet I'd never felt the rush of the heartbeat, the happiness love was supposedly like.

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