Well here it is the second chapter! I thank everyone who read the first chapter and loved it! I really hope you like this one and I hope to have chapter three by the middle to end of july. Thank you everyone and I really hope to see some reviews!
The next day, He drove me to school and I held his hand every chance I saw him. Right in the middle of lunch Leah ran up to me and looked at me with bewildered eyes.
"You are dating JACOB BLACK!" She said with so much force behind it, I thought Jake was going to get embarrassed.
"Yes, I'm dating him," I bluntly pointed out. She was so happy, she started to bounce up in down in her seat.
" I told you that you two would be a perfect couple," she saw the ring and the look of aw was on her face, "Are you engaged?"
"Yes we are engaged Leah Clearwater. Do you need to know everything of mine and Bella's business." She looked at him with shock. That turned into a glare in about three seconds.
" Well yes it does, Mr. Perfect. She is my best friend, and has been since we were about 2. I believe that I will be in her business until she dies of old age in my arms on the floor of the nursing home we will be terrorizing people in fifty or more years." With that she stomped off. I couldn't blame her. Jake was being a jerk to her.
" Jake, why don't you like Leah?"
"She is nosy and has no sense of when to get her nose out of my business. We dated for one week in fith grade and she thinks were still friends. I broke up with her because she was clingy, and I saw you." The fact that he hadn't even noticed me until fith grade made me mad, but I let it go.
"Well, I think it is time to go home."
"It's only lunch," he said has I walked to the bathroom to call my Dad.
"Sweetie, what's the matter," He asked, thinking that something was wrong.
" I want to go home."
" I can't get out of work. Another police officer decided they were going to skip and silly me thought she would stay. I bet if you called your mother she would come." She only lived an hour away, but I didn't want to wait an hour in the bathroom.
"I'll get Xavier to take me home." He sounded mad and hung up the phone. I texted my brother. Will you come and take me home please. I waited and he answered me.
Yes, I'll be right there. I sat on a bench outside and watched as his car pulled up.
" Why do you want to go home?"
"I don't feel good." It wasn't a total lie. I felt like crap. I had been throwing up all morning and I only went to school to please my father. Xavier took me home and returned to his college class. I sat at home and watched my favorite TV show. The drama in that show reminded me of mine. Except for the fact that this was surrounded around vampires and mine was a baby, but essentially it was the same concept. I started to chuckle in my head about the fight between Jake and Leah. I loved them both, and I hoped the would work it out. I decided to take a shower. I got undressed and stood in the shower and felt the warm water roll over my shoulders. I looked down and saw it. My first sign of physical pregnancy. The outtie belly button. I was so excited I jumped out took a picture and sent it to Leah, my dad, Jake, and accidentally Edward. He immediately called me.
"What the hell is this picture," he asked me. I cringed at his voice. He used to be so sweet and kind to me.
"I accidentally sent it to you. Your contact is still in my phone and it is really close to Jake's," I said, wanting him to just shut his trap.
"Well I think its revolting seeing it. I think you should get an abortion."
"I will never get an abortion. I can't believe you would still be thinking that way. Go suck my big toe!" I screamed at him and hung up. It felt nice to hang up on him. I went back to my bed, and laid my head upon my pillow. I was staring outside of my window. On the branch sat a brilliant red Cardinal. I was so entranced I almost forgot to take a picture. I got out of bed, grabbed my phone, and took a picture. I set it as my back round just to remind myself of the beauty in the world. It took my breath away just looking at it. After all the darkness in the world, I thought, how could something be so amazing and beautiful? I decided to call my friend, Alice, from Florida. It rang for three minutes.
"Hello," she asked. I knew she didn't have my new number. We hadn't talked in awhile.
"Hey Alice, it's me Bella," I said, with sadness in my voice. I guess hearing Edward's voice had bummed me out more then I thought.
"Oh, how are you. Leah told me you were pregnant. I thought I told you never to make the same choices I did." She chuckled as she said this.
"How is your little girl?"
"Thorn is wonderful. I should send you some pictures soon. She is getting so big. "
" I know! She is almost a year." I couldn't believe that it had been a year almost. I really was hoping my baby didn't grow up that fast.
"I don't want her to grow up," she said, but I knew she did secretly. She wants to take her to the park and watch her run around. She wasn't a very good mother until about three months ago. She finally woke up and realized that this is her responsibility. "Well she is just about to wake up so I will talk to you some other day. Goodbye and take care of yourself."
"Bye. Tell Thorn that Aunt Bella loves her." With that I hung the phone up. I realized that I was still alone at this point. I really didn't like being alone in the house. I was always so afraid when I was younger. I really believed that the monsters underneath my bed would get me. Now I just wished that someone would like to be home with me. I watched as the day turned into night. I had moved and eaten, but I just wished that Jake was here with me. Just as that thought popped into my head my phone started to ring.
"Hello," I said.
"Hi babe. I am so sorry for earlier. I just don't like people in my business 24/7." Jake said. I knew I shouldn't be mad, but she is my best friend and well she wants to know a lot.
"I know, but she is my best friend. She isn't going to stop asking questions ever."
"Then lets hope I am not around her a lot."
"You will be around her a lot. I love you, but I have known her since I was two. I don't want to lose her ever. " I really hoped he wouldn't leave me. I knew this was a long shot. Him loving someone who was having a baby with someone else, but I really didn't want to lose him either.
"Fine. I just don't like people wanting every detail."
"She wont know every detail. I think once you guys get the chance to really know each other you wont be so mean."
"Can I come over?"
"Yah, just don't make to much noise. My dad just got home from a late shift at the police station." He hung up. I looked up at the ceiling watching the light of the fading sun. I opened the door before I heard the knock. He kissed me and I felt the butterflies in my stomach flutter. My goodness, I thought to myself. We walked up the stairs. He stopped on the last one and asked me a question.
"Why do you look so normal for being pregnant?" I looked at him funny.
"I'm only about 12 weeks, and my doctor says its different for every mother. That is when they start showing. Didn't you get the picture of my bellybutton?"
"No. After school I had Drama club and then I came over here. I really didn't look at my texts."
"Oh, well I'll show you when we get to my room." As we walked through the door to my room he put is arms around my waist and kissed my neck. I smiled like a crazy person. I showed him my belly and he sat there looking at it in awe.
"When is your next doctors appointment?"
"Tomorrow, would you like to come with me?" I batted my eyelashes just to be a smartass.
"Of course I would love to come with you. What time are you getting out." I bit my lip. I really was not looking forward to telling Jake about the decision my dad and I had made about my schooling.
"Jake, starting tomorrow I am going to be doing home schooling." He looked at me with bewilderment in his eyes.
"What!"
"Jake! I know we had a plan, but I cant miss anymore. I missed yesterday and I went home early today. My dad said it would be better with the baby on the way anyways." He looked shocked, but I saw has he started to come around.
"Bella, I accept that you don't want to miss anymore school. I just am going to miss seeing your bright, shiny face at school." He looked sad, and I scooped him up into a hug.
"I love you." That was all I could say. It was just that simple. We sat there like that for ten minutes, not thinking about the time changing. I saw the moon outside of my window.
"Would you look at that, " my brother said in the doorway. He had his girlfriend, Janelle.
"What do you want," I said, chuckling and throwing a pillow at him. They walked down the hall and into his room. I loved his girlfriend. They met in high school and are still going strong in college. I stared at his door think, I bet their mature enough to have sex. I knew I hadn't been ready, but Edward had really wanted too. Well look where that led me. I looked into Jake's eyes and realized maybe this was supposed to happen this way. I really wish that wasn't true though. He could have swept me off my feet sooner.
" What are you thinking about," Jake asked.
"Oh nothing really. I was just thinking of what I was going to do to tonight." He looked at me with a seductive grin. I saw that and my heart started to beat faster. I wanted to feel the his touch on my skin, and us working as one. I started to kiss him lightly. Then I ran my fingers through his hair and he gently laid me on my bed. We were careful with the baby. The kissing started to get heavier and then so was the breathing. I knew that I was ready for him in this moment. I never thought I would be ready again ever, but with Jake it was different. That night was magical. I don't want to spare the details. I woke up in his arms. I was so happy I was grinning ear to ear.
" Bella, are you awake yet," Jake asked me. I turned around to face him and he just laughed.
"Of course I'm awake," I stated. I laid my head on his shoulder and sighed. I couldn't believe the love I felt for him at that moment, but then again I'd never felt this way ever. He looked at me with so much passion I almost passed out.
"Bella, why are you so beautiful?" I laughed and thought for about a second.
"I believe that as much as Edward telling me we were going to get married someday."
"Your so hard headed. I love you, Bella. I never want to be apart."
"Jake, I love you too. I don't think that will ever change. So the fact is we will never be apart." I kissed him and got up to take a shower. When I got out he was gone, but there was a note on my pillow.
Bella,
I love you so much, and I can't wait until your doctors appointment to see our baby. I'll see you about noon.
xoxo- Jake
My heart skipped. I heard my father enter my room before he said anything.
"Oh Bella, you look so pretty in the sunlight. Your hair has gotten long in the last three weeks," he said looking at me. I wondered what had gotten into my father, but I left it alone. I went to give my father a hug.
"Dad, It really isn't that long yet," I insisted. He just looked at me as the tears started to form in his eyes.
"I can't believe your going through this sometimes sweetie. I told myself once I had a little girl of my own I would protect her from this ever happening." I was confused by what he was saying. What was he protecting me from?
" What do you mean?"
"When I was 16 I found out your mother was pregnant with Xavier. I was scared and I felt like my world was about to end. Me and your mother got married a couple months after. I think the only reason I married her was because I wanted a family for my baby. I loved her yes, but I wasn't sure if I wanted to be with her for the rest of my life." He stopped talking to look at me. I had sat on my bed with my hand on my abdomen. I couldn't believe that my father had my brother at 16. I mean He is younger then all the fathers of my friends, but I didn't think that had meant anything.
"Wow. I really never thought that you were that young. Dad I love you so much, I am so happy your supporting me. I think that even though you went through it too that I can go through it. I also have Jake's support. So if you were worried about that, I'm fine. I promise." He hugged me and I took a shower. Today was my first doctors appointment since I had found out about the baby. I looked at my face in the mirror. Just the thought of my baby made me smile like a idiot. As we arrived at the doctors office I saw Jake's car across the parking lot. I watched him walk over to us.
"Hello Charlie," He stated before giving me a hug. He kissed me on the forehead and we walked into the office. I sat in my chair waiting as the minutes went by. Fifteen minutes later Camellia called me in.
"So Bella how have you been feeling," Dr. Strait asked walking into the room.
"I've been having some morning sickness, but other then that fine."
"That's great. I just want to do a ultrasound to see how the babies doing." I sat back and I saw my baby come up on the screen. It was amazing. "Well your about twelve weeks now. How does that make you feel?"
"I think its amazing. I know we can't find out the sex of the baby just now, but later on I was wondering if it would be possible."
"Yes it would Bella. About 16 weeks we can start to check. I'm not promising we will be able to right away. It depends on the position of the baby, but we can certainly try." I talked to her about my weight and she took my blood pressure. I walked out of the room happy, but scared. She had told me to start eating more. I hadn't put on any weight in three weeks. I scheduled my appointment for three weeks. As we walked out I noticed Jake was awfully quiet.
"Jake, are you okay?" He looked at me, smiled, and answered me.
"Yes, but I just saw the most amazing thing in my life. I might need a couple minutes."
