I decided to write the story differently because i think it will be better this way, and this chapter is short but i'll make them longer i just want to know what you guys think before i continue.
I'm a terrible writer i know, but i'm trying to get better. Oh and if you've read the first chapter you might want to read it again because i've made a little bit of changes, nothing big though.
Sorry for going awol! I'll try and update sooner.
cathielove10- Well i'm glad you liked the first chapter. I thought it was bad, but i hope you continue reading after my unexcused absence lol. Thnx for the review.
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Happy Cinco de Mayo!
I own nothing.
So Im just sitting in this rehab class
trying to get myself unhooked on ass
so then my teacher asked me a question
like Ludacris are you over there sexting
A relaxed sigh escapes Spencer's lips as she hands a bottle of ice cold Smirnoff to a customer. She then steps back for a little breather, looking over the small but well kept bar, remembering all of the reasons why she loves it so much. Not because of the pay, that's far from being proud of. But because of the music, the atmosphere, the different types of people that visit and many other reasons.
The atmosphere in the bar always helps Spencer get through her days, and if she had to be completely honest, life in general. It keeps her mind off of certain things she does not wish to focus on. She may be exhausted when she returns home, but she has too much passion for her job to care for any kind of condition her body could be in. She likes the chance to escape from reality, and that's exactly what the job does for her.
There are tables around for those that like to spend their evenings having dinner, but on Fridays most are put away so people can let loose on the dance floor. Stools are lined up along the bar and a small stage on the opposite side for the time to time performances.
The bar may look old but it's always clean and very inviting. It had mainly been a bar for the college kids around the area, but now that it has become so well known, tons of people come from places that are good distances away. And when Spencer has small conversations with some people, most of the time they tell her how welcomed they had felt during their stay.
Spencer had been very surprised when the manager, Nina had hired her. At the time she was a minor, so getting a job in a bar was very unlikely.
But Nina trusted her and there was something about Spencer that she wanted to figure out. However 2 and a half years has passed and Nina still has not figured out what caused Spencer to be so closed up. However, Nina plans on finding out very soon, maybe a raise would the trick.
"Spencer Carlin! What in the hell are you doing here on a Friday? I want a good excuse because I know damn well you're off tonight missy." Always the protective one, Kyla enters the bar on a mission frightening the hell out of Spencer and a couple of people that may have been in her way.
"Hey Ky-
"Don't heyyy me!" Kyla warns placing her hands firmly on her hips to let Spencer know she means business. She takes a seat on a stool in front of Spencer, lowering her voice to a reasonable level so the noisy people would mind their own business. "What are you doing here Spencer?"
"I..I..umm..I..Youuu see what had happened was,
Angwasntabletocomeinsomebeingthenicepersonandallagreedtocoverforher…and well uhhh here I am!" Spencer explains quickly while taking a few steps back away from the bar just in case Kyla decides to pounce. Spencer has learnt from past experience to be extra cautious around Kyla.
"Do you mind repeating that one more time, a bit slower maybe?" Kyla says, appearing to be a bit calmer than when she first entered, but Spencer's knows not to put her guard down too quickly.
Spencer takes a deep breath to get her nerves under control, Kyla was extremely scary when she wanted to be. "Ang was not able to make it in today so she called me and asked if I could cover for her, and I said yes, so here I am!"
"Yes, here you are." Kyla says as she sighs loudly and stares sadly at Spencer. "You can't keep doing this to yourself Spence, I mean you barely have a life now because of this damn job! It's not like you need it, if you would stop being stubborn and accept the money your parents try to send you every week, you wouldn't be in this hell hole!"
Spencer freezes, astonished at what Kyla had just said. "This place is no hell-hole! I have some of the best memories from this place! How…how dare you storm in here and…and say something like that!"
All surroundings are forgotten as Spencer steps up and confronts a surprised Kyla.
Kyla tries to hide the shocked expression on her face because she never knew this place had that deep of affect on Spencer, and the fact that Spencer had just yelled at her. Spencer never yells.
"Don't get upset Spence, please just try to understand where I'm coming from okay? I mean we get to college and at first everything had been cool, but ever since we got the apartment and you got this stupid job, no offense, I barely see you! I mean we freaking live together and I never see you! What's with that? It's like this place is more of a home to you than your actual home."
A silent moment rolls by the two girls until Spencer decides to speak." I…I don't know." She says shaking her head and dropping her shoulders in defeat. Spencer never thought her actions would affect other people in such a way.
"Is it..is this about Ashley?" Kyla asks, taking a chance to understand the reasons Spencer acts so differently now than when they were in high school.
And just because of that name Spencer's world comes to a screeching halt. She shuts her eyes tightly, trying her best to force back the tears that are trying to escape.
"Don't. Please don't go there. Can we have this conversation some other time? I've gotta get back to work." Spencer says in a rush to try and get away from a conversation she would rather not have.
Kyla picks up on Spencer's vast attempt to dodge a topic they hadn't talked about since their freshman year in college.
"Alright Spence, I know what you're doing, but you can't keep running forever. I just want you to know that I'm here for you and whenever you're ready to talk I'll be there." She slides off the cushioned bench but before she reaches the doors she not long ago stormed through, she hears Spencer's voice.
"I miss her. Alot."
Kyla turns around and nods her head in understanding and then turns back and disappears out of the doors.
Back behind the bar Spencer breathes heavily while pouring a guy a drink. All these questions and thoughts cloud her mind once again, what if Ashley was having the time of her life at that very moment, while she worked herself to death in a job that she really didn't need.
Or what if their relationship really hadn't meant anything to Ashley? Was it all just a game to her? She shakes her head quickly at the thought, it was too real to have been fake.
However, the annoying voice in the back of her head still screamed out forcing her to remember that yes, Ashley left and never tried to call. What was she supposed to think?
Sexting- Ludacris