Leave me out with the waste this is not what I do, it's the wrong kind of place to be cheating on you, it's the wrong time, she's pulling me through it's a small crime, but I got no excuse.
Tony
This very second I'm lying on the most uncomfortable fucking bed I possibly could lie on with fucking Abigail fucking on me and its fucking shit. My life is so fucking shit. My girlfriend is so fucking shit and I fucking hate this fucking shit world. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck….
I'm so sick of lying and pretending im ok with her being with Richie, he's a twat and I can't handle it. How can she do this to me? She knows how much I love her. I, uhm I mean I like her. I mean she is really good in bed and she has a great body yeah, that's the only reason I like her.
Who the fuck am I kidding I love her, I love her in every way I could. She's amazing and beautiful and sexy and kind and everything that makes me want to be with her.
I remember how she used to quiver under me, how my pale skin would melt against her tanned stomach and how her stomach would move as she sucked in when I kissed her chest. She was never more beautiful than when she would come. Her mouth making the perfect "O" shape and her breath hitching.
And how she would feel around me. How I would feel inside her.
Is that alright yeah? Give my gun away when its loaded. That alright yeah? You don't shoot it how am I supposed to hold it. Is that alright yeah? Give my gun away when its loaded. That alright yeah? Is that alright? Is that alright? Is that alright with you? No.
Thank you so much for reading, I hope you enjoyed my piece and if you have anything you think I could do to improve my writing I would be really happy to hear Also, if you are thinking there is something you would like me to write about, like a situation in skins id be happy to try for you Thank you once again, much appreciated.
All my love, Gwen.