I was content to stare into Will's eyes but he seemed to figure me out all too quickly. I felt the blush creep into my cheeks as the realization dawned in his eyes.
"Magnus, are you su…" I cut him off mid- sentence with a small kiss, just a fleeting touch to his lips. I watched as his eyes widened and before I knew what happened I was pinned on my bed his lips traveling slowly down my jaw, my neck and I lost all rational thought when he found my neck. I moaned, and then I remembered something. I never liked being pinned, to rectify this I hooked one leg behind him and swiftly flipped us over so I was dominating. "I was in the middle of something there." Will looked at me with hooded eyes. I smirked and started my own exploring of him. He moaned and I took pleasure in knowing that I did this to him. That I stopped his rational thought. And very quickly I began to feel like a human being again. Alive in my own room, scared mildly, but who wouldn't be if you hadn't been truly intimate with someone in decades.
As things escalated the need for fewer clothes became apparent as he slid my robe off of my shoulders and tossed it to the floor, I didn't care. I replied with kisses and by removing his shirt. We broke for air and something in my mind said I was being selfish, but it felt so right and I wasn't about to ignore it as rational thought had already flown out the window. In seconds he had my nightgown flung across the room and I had him as equally undressed. We each took a moment to take in the other before the last bit of control gave way to primal needs and urges. I was surrounded by him completely. Will started with hands, they were everywhere on me and he paid due attention to my breasts. I was lost and so aroused, his erection pressed shamelessly against me. I grasped him in my hand and was rewarded with a thrust that made me want to feel him inside me, for him to complete me.
I pushed him back onto the bed and straddled him watching him as his hands came to rest on my hips tracing circles around me to tug gently on my clitoris.
"Ohm, Will Love, that is dangerous I might hurt you." I ground against his hips. He smirked and moaned but said nothing else. I decided the time was right and grasped him once more guiding him to my entrance and began to slowly and perhaps torturously lower myself onto him as he waited impatiently for me to finish. As I settled on top I started to move creating more friction between us and I felt the coils begin again, I was so ready. Will's hands moved up to cup my breasts, gently grabbing them and rubbing his palms and fingers over them and then capturing a nipple in his mouth. I gasped and moaned almost driven over the edge again. I rode him faster and faster as his hands moved. We locked eyes and I saw such devotion in his eyes and I knew. I knew that he was mine, that I was loved, that I didn't care what the others said, and that I was indeed still human.
"I love you." Will moaned out and it started a fire running through my body. I was moaning his name over and over and it took moments before we were screaming in ecstasy. I collapsed onto Will breathing heavily and feeling wonderfully sated.
"Mmmhm." Was the only contented sound I could make, happy to just lay there and let a peaceful sleep claim me.
I woke a little while later to find that I was wrapped in Will's arms, his still sleeping form cuddled next to me. I gently rolled over and smiled resting my head on his shoulder and for once was content to do nothing. I got comfortable and set about thinking how to break the ice when he awoke. I didn't have to wait long. I smiled as his blue eyes revealed themselves. I looked dazed and unfocused for a second, only a second though.
"Hello did you sleep well?" I looked at Will as a smile spread over his face I knew this wasn't going to be as awkward as I had thought. I sat up pulling the blanket with me and stretched out looking at Will as he did the same, minus the blanket.
"Yep I did, and by the looks of it you got some sleep as well." He grinned. I nodded smiling and thought about suggesting a shower but it was still dark out and I turned to look at the grandfather clock across the room. It read twelve after two in the morning. I rethought my shower and decided it could wait until morning, a mere two hours away for me as I woke extremely early every morning regardless usually. However I figured that more sleep would be a wise decision. I lay back down on the bed and reached out to pull him back down. As I curled back into him he mumbled something incoherent and soon we drifted back off to sleep.
I awoke to see daylight streaming in through the windows and felt a hand running through my hair. I smiled. Stretching and rolling over, the object of my mind was currently smiling like that Cheshire Cat from Alice in Wonderland. He gently removed his hand from my hair and sat up. I followed suit. I grabbed his hand and dragged him into the en suite and starting the shower. I stepped in and waited for Will to do the same. When he hesitated I reached out of the giant shower and pulled him in.
"Okay, I'm not waiting until you're finished." He said looking a little embarrassed as he took in the design of the shower that was quite literally big enough to have four people fit comfortably inside it. I smiled as he just looked around at the darker colors of the room as I walked over the built in shelves and selected the shampoo from its resting spot. I looked back at him and nodded smiling as I went back to him. He took the shampoo from my hands and put some into his palm. He moved around to stand behind me and started to massage it into my scalp. I felt really good and I found myself trying to remember the last time I went to the spa. However that thought flew away when his hands moved to my shoulders and pulled me under the hot spray of the shower. I tilted my hair back as he started to rinse my hair. My eyes had closed at some point and snapped open when I felt his hands leave my head. I watched as he replaced the shampoo and grabbed the conditioner squeezing some into his palm and I walked toward him. The same routine was repeated with the conditioner and then it was my turn. His hair was quick. Then I had a dilemma, I couldn't choose which body soap I wanted to use which was a first because I always knew. Will, probably sensing my issue walked calmly over and selected a lavender and vanilla scented one I had gotten for my birthday from Henry a month and a half ago.
"I like this one because the whole House knows when you use it." He said matter -of- factly. I remembered the first time I had used it everyone seemed to smile and feel more relaxed so I used it often because I liked it and because it was from my 'son'. I blushed.
"Really?" I asked as he looked at me with appraisal and grabbed my purple colored scrubby. He squeezed some onto it and lathered it up gently he started with my shoulders moving it in gentle circles down my arms and back up.
"Yes, because you smell and look relaxed and happy." He smiled and continued to wash my body. When he was done I took my scrubby from him and began to wash him in earnest. When I had covered him as he had me I pulled him under the spray and when the suds were washed away and the whole room smelled of lavender and vanilla I shut the water off and retrieved two towels handing one to will and wrapping the other around me we dried silently and I walked into my room. I walked to my massive closet and set about getting ready for the day I chose the outfit I would wear for the undercover op. this evening and of course my business attire over it. I turned to look at a confused Will who was looking at his clothes that were dirty and strewn all over the room. I smirked and went to the back of the closet and pulled out an outfit in his size that I had picked up as I had been intending to give it to him for his upcoming birthday with tickets to Celtic Woman for two if he wanted a to take someone with him. I walked out of the closet and went to him.
"These are clean and in your size, keep them." I smiled at his look of utter shock as he went through the outfit, (look of shock probably for the gag gift in the pile, a pair of lime green boxer briefs). He got dressed and we headed for my office six doors down.
When we entered the only one present was my old friend and he looked at us with one raised eyebrow. He then proceeded to stare at Will signaling that he wanted to talk to him when Henry and Kate walked in hand in hand. 'Hmm we weren't the only ones getting lucky last night.' I thought to myself with a little outward smile at the two of them. I decided that it was time to get the daily meeting started.
"Good morning everyone." I smiled happily.
"Morning." Henry and Kate said together. That was all that was said.
Well the meeting went off without a hitch and when everyone dissipated off to do what they do I sat behind my desk and went to work. I was sometime later when my dear old friend came in with a plate of food and tea.
"You should take Will with you tonight, go out after the Op." My head shot up in surprise at my old friend. His suggestion meant that he knew, but of course he did, he always did. It reminded me of the first time he surprised me.
*flashback*
I sat at my desk wondering what the hell I had been thinking. A baby at my age? I should have done it sooner or not at all. The nausea and morning sickness were beginning to become more difficult to hide from my friend. Speak of the devil; there he was walking in with a tray of tea and a bottle of… Prenatal Vitamins, How the hell did he know? I looked at him and raised an eyebrow.
"What's this?" I asked taking the bottle from him and reading the label, I didn't know how he knew I only implanted three days ago but the effects were like I never removed the embryo at all, right back to the morning sickness that had plagued me all day and night all those years ago.
"I knew when you implanted it and your scent changed, you look uncomfortable drink your tea and take a vitamin and you should feel better." With that he left me in my office. I looked at the bottle and did as I was told.
*Present*
"You always know don't you?" I smiled at him. His response was a nod in agreement. I watched as he left the room quietly as always, not one for many words at all. I finished my lunch and texted Will to meet me in the garage in ten minutes.
I was staring at the various vehicles in my garage taking in stock of the four bikes, three convertibles, six vans, two trucks, and five sedans that were parked in an orderly fashion in the vast garage. I chose the keys to Tesla Roadster, a convertible with more power than it really needed because of my modifications. I got into the two-seater and started it as Will walked into the garage. He spotted me and his grin was that of a child in a candy store. Eagerly he made his way over and into the passenger seat strapping the seatbelt on as I backed out of the garage and turned the car around. It took us ten minutes to get to the police station because of traffic lights. I thought it was a great record but it would have been without the stops.
As I pulled up Amanda and Joe were walking out to meet us. Joe looked much like Will did only more Jealous. That made me smile. I parked and we got out. I locked it and we ventured inside. As we walked in I noticed a considerable crowd at the windows and allowed myself a feeling of pride. 'That's right boys, she's mine' I thought to myself as we walked back to Amanda's office. She closed the door behind us and smirked.
"You couldn't resist could you Helen?" she asked shaking her head in mock disappointment. Will laughed, Joe looked at me accusingly.
"Of course not, she is my new toy, come on; I had to bring her out." I smiled at the three of them.
The fun was finished and we got down to work and soon I was stuck in a little bathroom with Amanda as she wired me up with a camera and a recorder. I felt a little uncomfortable at the different places that were fairly inappropriate for people to see in public but they were place for the nature of the operation, so naturally, I didn't complain. I came out of the bathroom in the outfit chosen for the occasion and smiled at Will's reaction, a jaw drop.
We made it to the club and we were all let in and I gracefully accepted the drink that Will had brought to me. I finished the drink and made my way to the poles making sure Will following. I again grabbed onto the pole and started dancing trying to remain as unnoticed as possible. However it became very apparent that I wasn't lucky enough to be left alone due to the eighty dollars worth of tips that had been left at the base of the pole I was working though I didn't really care.
Four hours later we had everything that we needed. It was ten thirty and I had told Will while I was dancing that I was taking him out to dinner, and so we ten minutes later we were in the parking lot of Chili's. We were seated and ordered a simple salad to share as neither was very hungry. The salad was served by young boy, no more that eighteen or nineteen. Will was waiting for me to take the first bite, so I took a cherry tomato and popped it into my mouth reveling in the taste as I chewed. Will then took a bite and dinner proceeded in that fashion. Will looked up from his soda after taking a drink.
"Magnus, last night and tonight, what does it mean?" He looked scared I realized. Did he think I made a mistake? I didn't know. Suddenly I felt small. Not a feeling I really ever had.
"Will, do you think we made a mistake, do you regret it, because I don't?" I asked and he looked at me his eyes going wide as he realized what I thought. I think. I suck at relationships.
"No! I just meant are we a thing, like together or something else , Magnus I suck at relationships, you have seen my history with women?" he let out a huff of breath. My head reeled. 'HE sucks at relationships!' I okay it was time to get hold of myself. If William Zimmermann, a psychiatrist, thought he had relationship issues then it was up to me to just flat out let him in, as much as I scared me.
"Will last night usually means were are together and I would like that but only if you want it too, I won't force you, I just need to let go of my past and to do that I feel it's time to be with someone I love dearly, if he will have me?" I smiled suddenly very sure of myself and no longer nervous. Will's eyes lit up and it made me feel like a school girl, really at my age? Will reached across the table and grabbed one of my hands grinning.
"Is Helen Magnus asking me to be her boyfriend?" I laughed at him and nodded in agreement. "Well then I guess we are now an item of secrecy except in our own home, am I correct?" he looked at me and again I nodded this time more serious. It was true we couldn't be public to the other sanctuaries just yet. Full and happy we paid the bill and made our way to the car and home.
"The first thing we need to do is make sure that Henry, Kate, Big Guy, and Sally know about us Will, and I need to make sure Henry understands that he had better not hurt Kate one bit." I said as we walked in the front door. I looked up after hanging my jacket on the post to see none other than Henry standing at the bottom of the stair case with his arms folded over his chest glaring at Will. This was a bad sign. I sighed and walked over to Henry smiling; I grabbed him by the elbow and signaled Will to head up to bed.
"Hello Henry." I smiled and pulled him into the drawing room. I sat him down and sat across from him. "You wouldn't happen to have a reason to be staring at my significant other with malice, would you?" I looked at him sternly and his eyes suddenly went wide.
"Uh one this is you, two he is your Protégé and three, YOU SCREWED HIM LAST NIGHT!" he yelled at me. I stood abruptly and pointed a manicured finger at him.
"OH, LIKE YOU SCREWED KATE LAST NIGHT? If you hurt her Henry, so help me I will ground you for the rest of your LIFE!" I screamed at him. "And for your bloody information young man, I asked him to go out with me tonight!" I finished feeling confused about what had transpired between us. Henry's gaze softened as he finally met my eyes.
"Sorry Mom, guess I'm just being overprotective of you, but yes like I did Kate last night, I guess we are now two couples and a sasquatch huh?" he smiled. I stared at him in shock. Henry hadn't called me 'Mom' since before Ashley, the way he said it made my heart swell.
"Henry Albert Foss, if you make me a grandmother …" I stopped suddenly and he wrapped his arms around me in a hug only Henry could give. I wrapped my arms around him at hugged him back. That was my little boy, only I was realizing he was not so small anymore and I almost wanted to cry with all the memories. "Thank you Henry." I smiled and released him from the hug. He pulled back and gave me a kiss on the cheek and walked away.
I walked back up the grand staircase and down the hall to find Will standing outside my room, and I remembered he didn't have a key. I jogged to him and smiled. He grinned back and gestured to the door.
"Seems I'm missing and important piece of technology the enter." He looked at me with a raised eyebrow as I pulled the key from the hidden compartment in my bra. I unlocked the door and entered to find a pile of Will's clothes on my bed. Will looked at me and raised a brow. Someone certainly thought he would be staying, and they were right, I have no intention of getting rid of him what so ever. I switched the light on and began hanging his clothes in a part of the closet near the front; I didn't want him to get lost after all.
"Helen, what are you doing?" Will asked from behind me as I hung the last pair of his pants up. I turned and walked over to him. Putting my arms around his neck and looking at him.
"I believe Dr. Zimmermann, that I was hanging some of your clothes in my closet before getting ready for bed." I grinned looking at him. He smiled at me in return kissing my nose. He pulled out of my embrace, walking over to the dresser and opening one of the drawers pulling out a nightgown and handing it to me. I took the nightgown from him and put it on the bed and started undressing. Will had only to strip down to his underwear and climbed under the covers looking content to watch me get ready. When I was changed I climbed into the giant bed and curled up next to Will. I usually wasn't a terribly cuddly person but Will was comforting and soon we drifted off to sleep.