THIS IS A RE-POSTING OF THE FIRST FOUR CHAPTERS...I FOUND THE REST OF THE STORY SO I CAN NOW POST IT ALL UP!
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The Next Morning Was Painful. Roxas knew he would have to face Axel, who probably felt terrible. Roxas wiggled closer to Sora. Poor soar, the only one who ever expected Roxas to better himself. Roxas loved his cousin, but now he loved Axel more. Roxas kissed the top of Sora's head before getting up. He needed to see Axel. Roxas smirked at a picture of Axel and himself at last year's fair.
~~~ Roxas had spent the night wandering around the fair with Sora. They had been on nearly every ride and Roxas was out of tickets. That when Axel came in. The red head had leaned against the entrance to the Zipper and offered Roxas a few tickets as long as Roxas rode with him. Roxas blushed and accepted. Since that moment, Roxas knew he had loved Axel. ~~~
Roxas closed the front door behind him quietly before running to his bright blue Honda car. Roxas sped off down the road and made his way to Axel's house.
Axel's house was silent at Roxas crossed the front lawn and onto Axel's front porch. Roxas inhaled deeply before knocking twice. It seemed like hours went by until Axel finally opened the door. The two didn't mutter a word, they just embraced. Roxas knew Axel was sorry; and Axel knew Roxas loved him.
"Axel we need to talk about that night…the night you first…drank too much." Roxas pulled away from the hug, hid blue eyes met the green eyes of his lover. Axel only nodded before pulling Roxas inside. They sat on Axel's couch huddled together as Axel explained.
~~~ It had been a month after the fair and Axel was walking back to his house. Seeing a short cut Axel decided to take it. That short cut started the decline of Axel's mental health. As Axel made his way into the dark Alley, he saw a group of people snorting drugs. It seemed like the only one not doing drugs was Axel. Axel glanced over at a glowing object, someone was snorting a florescent blue powder, it reminded Axel of a nightlight. That when it happened. Out of nowhere, a man with pink hair jumped Axel. Axel watched as a group formed around them and suddenly Axel was naked. An entire group of druggies watched as this man raped him repeatedly. For months, the man followed him. When it finally stopped, Axel had already started to drink so that he could forget what had happened to him. ~~~
"I never meant to hurt you…it's just that nothing was helping me forget what that man had done to me." Axel cried into Roxas' shoulder. All Roxas could think about was how it wasn't supposed to be this way. Axel and Roxas were supposed to end up happy and not broken. Axel had broken first and Roxas had broken along with him.
"I know you didn't mean to hurt me." Roxas said as he kissed Axel. The two remained like that for hours until Roxas was called home. Roxas kissed Axel once more before driving home.