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I know its a bit of a trip down the memory lane for now, but im just getting started!

She remembered the night that Nikola asked to meet her about something of great importance. Helen wasn't sure then that that would be one of the most memorable night of her life.

Helen walked into her office and sat at her desk, as she leaned back into the chair and threw her head back she recalled the events of so many years ago for the second time that day. She remembered when Nikola contacted her and told her he needs her help in disappearing, Helen knew what he meant, it was time for the brilliant Nikola Tesla to die of old age….and soon, and she knew just the right person to help him disappear forever.

1943

Helen walked through halls of the London Sanctuary, her eyes finally focused on the tall blonde.

"Amara I need your help with something" Helen asked her.

"Of course, what can I help you with Helen?" Amara asked, her voice soft as her kind eyes observed the conflict within Helen that was very evident on her face.

"A friend of mine needs help to stage his death and your skills to alter the memories of a few people…"

"And what is it that you need Helen" Amara asked, she knew that there was more then a simple request to alter a few memories.

"Amara you know how badly I want a child, and until now I was not sure if I could ever be a mother, and I have been thinking, he could give me what I want.." Helen

"That's wonderful Helen" Amara squealed with delight and happiness for her friend, until a realization dawned on her.

"But why do you need my help with that?"

"You see Nikola is not really someone that would want to go through with something like this, knowing my intention, so after it is done I would like you to alter his memory of the night" Helen replied in a low tone, her eyes searching Amara's almost begging her to agree.

"You know I'll do it, because I care deeply for you Helen, but think about it, is that the right way to proceed. I mean being a single parent is hardly acceptable not to mention difficult" Amara replied softly, she didn't want to discourage Helen, she just simply wanted her to talk to this man, but Amara knew Helen too well, and she also cared for Helen as if she was her sister, so regardless of what she asked, Amara knew she would do it, but in the end she just wanted the best for the child and Helen.

"I know you do, but this is the only way"

After 10 years with Helen Amara knew that there was no sense arguing with Helen once she made up her mind.

"Very well, when do you need me to do the memory alterations?" Amara asked as Helen looked at her with almost childish glee in her eye and her lips curved into a smile.

"In two weeks. Thank you so much Amara, you don't know how much this means to me" Helen answered as she hugged Amara and headed to her room to pack.

Two weeks later

As Helen and Amara got off the train and walked down the platform, Helen spotted him in the middle of the crowd. His eyes were fixed on her and her alone, like no one else was around them, she walked towards him, holding his gaze.

"We meet again" He said casually as he smirked at her.

"Hello Nikola" Helen replied softly, her eyes studying his face, which like hers has not changed since she last saw him.

"Uh Nikola, meet my dear friend Amara" Helen introduced her friend as she snapped out of the trance, only to fall back into it. As Nikola and Amara exchanged pleasantries, Helen wondered if she was doing the right thing.

"And there I thought I would have you all to myself Helen" He half joked, but there was something sincere about his joke. Helen decided to ignore his comment, as it was the easiest course of action. Her plan was so simple, until she saw him and the battle within her erupted.

"So when do you want to do this, Nikola?" Helen questioned as she kept her eyes focused on the path before her, instead of his eyes.

"Today is as good of a day as any to die, does dinner time work for you?" He asked the two women in his company both of who nodded in agreement.

Later that night, Amara altered countless memories, and the only thing that people remembered that evening was Nikola Tesla dying aged 87.

After it was done, Amara excused herself and went back to her hotel room, leaving Helen with Nikola.

"Ah I wonder what the funeral will be like" Nikola said as he sipped more wine, he was leaning on the window frame of his hotel room watching the snow fall. Helen couldn't quite put her finger on it, but he looked almost sad.

"Well knowing you I'm sure you'll arrange something" Helen said with a smile as she took her glass and walked over to the window to stand opposite of him.

"Nikola you know it had to be done, besides this is only the beginning for you"

He watched her, silently he reached out and brushed a stray lock of hair behind her shoulder. His vampiric senses picked up on the fact that her heartbeat sped up and her breathing came to a halt. He smiled at a secret victory that he celebrated, for he, Nikola Tesla was able to have an effect on Helen. His smile however, for once was genuine, unlike his usual smirks or cheeky smiles.

Before Helen realized what she was doing, the glass of wine had already hit the carpet and her hand was around his neck. Her lips hungrily devouring his.

She ran a finger across her lips, a memory so vivid she could almost feel his cool lips on hers, taste the sweet matured wine and feel something flip in her stomach. As much as she cherished that memory she didn't realize how much such a simple plan was going to affect her. Bitter tears of regret and guilt rolled down her cheeks, so many possibilities, and she never even gave him a chance, as now she was the only one who knew what happened between them.

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