I'm so tired i can't feel my face so this is shit up have it anyway :D I'll add a long chapter after this

Levi POV

It didn't take a rocket scientist to figure out that Erwin was avoiding me. He had been ever since our little 'incident'. It was really starting to get on my nerves. I didn't want him treating me like the other alphas did: either ignoring my presence or wanting to knot me and nothing in between. It was when I saw him duck into another room when he spotted me coming up the hall he was in that I lost it.

I threw the door open on the room he had scrambled into. It was a storage closet. He was pretending to look over the supplies, but I knew better. Someone else wouldn't have caught the way his back tensed and his hands gripped the reports he was holding a little tighter, but I did. I saw all the things he hid form others because he had such history together.

"Erwin." I said, my voice low.

"Levi." He greeted, his voice the same as when he fake-talked to the higher ups. How dare he avoid me then talk to me like I was a stranger.

"Erwin, cut the shit." I said, walking in and closing the door behind me. We were in very close quarters, but I didn't care. Fucking him was the last thing on my mind right now. I had to make my thoughts known.

"Levi…" He turned around, laying his reports down on a supply shelf. "I don't know what you want from me."

"I want you to act like a commander and not run with your tail between your legs every time you see me." I growled.

"You want me to act like the alpha I am? We saw how well that worked last time, Levi." He stepped forward, and the space between us closed by a foot.

"You're angry because I didn't fuck you?" I formed my hands into fists. Typical alpha.

"No. I'm not angry at all. I'm just saying that maybe we ought to keep away from each other." He looked me up and down and his pheromones came out to play.

"Typical alpha. You're unable to control yourself around a toy you want to fuck-"

"Levi!"

"-so you have to stay away altogether. You have no self-control. Even now, I can smell the alpha pouring from you. You want me to submit? Be your little bitch like I was born to be?" I stepped forward, feeling my anger rise. Erwin was now the target of all my anger towards the alpha race.

"Levi, I don't think of you like that." He said calmly, backing up.

"Your dick does!" I closed the distance between us, his back was up against the shelves, and his eyes were dark. I put my fist on his chest as a warning.

"I am no one's omega, Erwin!" I said harshly.

"Levi, stop." He said lowly. I could smell the pheromones pouring out of him and knew he was fighting the urge to make me submit. What was happening here, in this little storage room, was against nature. I, the omega bitch, had him, the dominate alpha, against the shelves. My fist was on his chest and I felt the adrenaline rush through me. I felt a wicked sense of satisfaction that he wasn't fighting back. I knew it must be killing him. If I was an alpha, we would be brawling right now, but I wasn't, and this was a mind game more than anything.

"Even if I wanted an alpha, I wouldn't want you." I saw his eyes widen and I took pleasure in his emotional pain. I had been hurt so many time by alphas, now it was my turn. I pulled my fist back and slammed it into his chest.

"Levi! That's enough!"

I just snarled at him, and that's when all hell broke loose. He grabbed my hands, shoving me up against the wall. I lashed out with my feet and landed a few solid blows that made him fumble in his footing but it wasn't enough. He pushed his face in the crook of my neck and I tried to turn and slam my chin into him.

"Mother fu-" I started to scream but was cut off by the most delicious feeling. His tongue was at my scent gland, lapping gently. I moaned and my body went weak. My feet stopped lashing out as my legs started to tremble. His hot lips latched onto my gland and sucked.

"Erwin!" I moaned, I felt sparks shoot though my body as my hole started to dampen and my dick began to stir. We were quickly headed back to where we were last night. I had to shut this down. I shook my head and he growled into my gland. The vibrations caused me to scream. The pleasure was amazing but I was determined to never give in. I have control.

"I do not consent to this, Erwin." I said in the strongest voice I could muster. I spoke to his human side, not the alpha animal that was currently sucking on my body. It took him a moment, but he finally figured out what I was saying. He pulled back.

"I-I did it again, didn't I?" He asked. I didn't know how to respond.

"Let me go." I said. He moved off of me and shuffled back against the shelves.

"You're so delicious, Levi." He said. He pinched the bridge of his nose.

"You're going to have to learn to deal with not being able to have me and not being able to let me go. I'm no one's bitch, and I know the survey corps needs me." I looked at his big blue eyes and wondered how they looked when he came. Did they roll back into his head? Did they go wide? Did they flutter closed?

"I wouldn't treat you like a bitch, Levi." He said. I turned my back to him, I didn't want to see the pleading look in his eyes.

"It doesn't matter how you would treat me because it's not going to happen, Erwin. Make peace with that." I opened the door and rejoiced at the rush of fresh air into the hormone heavy room.

"I've already made peace with it myself." I said as I walked out. "Don't forget your reports." I closed the door.

Erwin POV

I looked at the door and my emotions were out of control. I wanted to run after Levi so bad, but I figured that would be a bad decision. He had made it clear how he felt about me pursuing him like an alpha pursues an omega.

I had wanted Levi for as long as I could remember now. We had been through so much together since the very first time we met underground. I remember looking at his eyes and thinking that he was a true warrior. He was strong, smart, quick, and, most of all, unbreakable. I didn't realize how independent he was until it had been almost a year since we had met and I had had yet to see him with an alpha.

I still remember the sneer on his face when I asked him about it.

"Alpha? Why the fuck would I want one of those?" He looked at me like I had grown a second head.

"To help with your heats, of course, and to protect you and to love you and-"

"Alright, let me stop you right there." He gave me a sharp look.

"I need no one to protect me. I can protect myself. I also take heat suppressants, so my heats are only a fraction of the strength they are naturally. Sometimes, I just skip it altogether." His upper lip was raised in a snarl.

"And I don't need love!" He snapped. "Of all the ridiculous notions…." He shook his head.

"Everyone needs love, Levi. It's a basic human thing, after safety and-"

"Don't you break out the psychology on me. I don't subscribe to such nonsense as the hierarchy of needs or anything like it. Even when my safety was challenged every second underground, I still felt things in all the other categories, so I know it's bullshit."

"You know the hierarchy?" I asked.

"I read, Erwin. I'm not just a killing machine."

The conversation had gone from there to what kinds of books he read and what he enjoyed studying, but I still thought about it often.

I wished he would give me a chance. I would treat him so well. I knew all his favorite things and how he liked his tea and what he was allergic to. I knew his sleeping and eating schedule and how to make his favorite foods. I respected him and he respected me. We had mutual admiration, and, I like to think, mutual lust. I just wanted to show him I could be his alpha. I could love him and not try to change anything about him. I already did all of him, if I was being honest with myself.

It all depended on him, though. It depended on where he would accept me or not. I hoped Levi didn't have too many negative feelings towards me. When I heard him snarl, I just snapped. My alpha side took control and I wanted to dominate and to mate and to mark and to claim and to fuck and I wanted Levi. I just wanted Levi.

I grabbed my reports and headed to the office. I looked at the spot where I had almost fucked him and sighed. I wasn't proud to say that I had sniffed the couch all over trying to savor his omega mating scent. However, I had found nothing but the stench of cleaner and not the musky scent of my beautiful Levi's arousal.

"I'm an unlucky bastard." I said out loud to no one.

I just wanted Levi…