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TAMING OF A JERK 2
A/N: No offense to anyone. I'm just trying to make him sound as jerkish as possible (at the same time a changed person.) It's one of my jobs, and an important part for this story I believe. So I decided to let Shane narrate the part two of Taming of a Jerk. Who knows, maybe soon I'll give it the title, "How It Feels To be Tamed?" or "After Shock of Being Tamed." Whatcha think?
CHAPTER ONE
Smitchie
Haha I know you're too shocked that I – THE Shane Gray is writing a pillow book. But hey, I'm a changed person. And even though Mitchie seriously might kill me if she learned I did read her pillow book, instead of letting her suffer alone in shame, I'll so prefer feeling ashamed myself. Only I think my face is thick enough to handle whatever embarrassment I'll face. Let Hot Tunes read this for all I care! Anyway there are a lot out there who try to imitate my way of writing. Sorry for them I'm the real one! Too bad for them – let's just say they're not jerkish enough. Haha. See what I mean?
Anyway, I know I did what I can. And let me sound a little Godly (I'm trying okay!) but I do feel grateful to have met Mitchie.
Yeah, yeah! I'm jerk. I don't blame you for still thinking that. Honestly, I like being called a jerk. Aside from the fact it is part of the pop star image, Mitchie smiles when she calls me that. It's like her personal nickname for me. I know it's kinda negative, but what more can sound more negative than the rejection of the girl you love? Right?
As much as I'm concerned, God loves me enough that I still haven't lost my chances to court her. I am doing what I can, honestly I am.
What does it feel to be me you ask? Well – cool. I'm mortified that if I act arrogant then Mitchie will be hurt. I'm no obsessed okay! Fine, maybe … a little. I mean, who wouldn't be? For guys out there, try being a jerk for once in your life and see if you won't fall in love to a girl like Mitchie! Sorry for you there's only ONE Mitchie Torres and surely, I'll not lose against any of you! Never you hear, never!
Connect 3 is the most important band for me. It's our band. I learned how to use "our" and not just "my." See? I changed.
You really wouldn't want to know how I saw Mitchie's pillow book. My favorite part is when she wrote …
"Who would have thought Shane … the owner of the voice that I adore, would be so much of an arrogant jerk?
I like Jason. He's a good person. I find Nate a little not so understandable but at most he's nicer than the Shane.
Maybe now you get it, I wrote this to relieve my anger on that jerk. Sorry about that, but really, he's a jerk!"
My interpretation to that – she's so good to be true! How can she still do all she did for me with the impression I left her? And she said she liked my voice. It's like music in my ears to hear compliments from her.
I also like the part when we fought for the second time. Let me tell you a secret. I wasn't so much in the bad mood that time. I was just too embarrassed I knew she was telling the truth about not knowing us so I acted like that to keep her away. I was surprised to learn my prediction of seeing her again - somewhat more of a prayer actually came true. I only realized it was a prayer. Why else will I look in the sky with my eyes closed if not? Yeah, well even Shane Gray has a King and I call Him God! Capital H okay!
Back to the story, here's the part…
"What? Can't I really get some privacy in here?"
"You again?"
"Hey, I'm sorry okay."
"Sorry for what, for ruining my day?"
"I didn't mean to distract you or anything. I was just curious okay and why in the first place are you sitting on the grass in this cold morning?"
"You want an answer? Because I needed some privacy and then you popped out again with your tricks!"
"Look, if you really don't believe I didn't know who you were when we met then that's not my problem anymore. I did something wrong by disturbing you, that's why I apologized. You being a jerk is none of my concerns anymore."
It's so kind of her to still help me after I acted that way. That's when I suddenly felt like maybe taking another chance to trust someone is good. I believed so and here I am now, loving that someone.
Let me go on with the story now. The summary of my favorite parts in her pillow book is actually everything so if you wouldn't mind reading like a replica of hers, let me skip that part and tell you what happened.
I'm not with her for the mean time. I know … crazy me huh? I did send her like twenty text messages and five post cards, together with seven bouquets of flowers. I also called her like fourteen times.
It's night time in their place so I can't call now. She's probably asleep. Concert tours sure are fun. It's a chance to let the people know that I'm a changed person. It's also a chance to see how sad I feel like a huge part of me is missing because she's not with me.
Yet she did promise that if she'll say yes to a suitor, she'll make sure to tell me. But I guess there's really no need to that. We're both aware I have private investigators watching her. I asked Caitlyn to tell me things. Mitchie knows that too. She just laughs when she realized how serious I am. I also don't plan to let her suitors other than me live. Haha, just kidding. I know Mitchie likes me. Don't get the wrong idea! I know she does. Her pillow book says so. But I'm not taking it for granted. I don't know all her reasons why she's not answering me yet but I know I love her so I'm taking my chances. And I know feelings can change. But as of now, I'm sure of mine. Ever believe I'm actually asking God to let her be the one for me? I started wanting to be close to God when Mitchie told me that she did pray to meet the owner of the voice she adores. God loves us enough that that person turned out to be me. I also pray to be someone important to Mitchie. What more can I ask? Let His desires be done! Hurray!
Also, I do miss her a lot. I plan to let her read my pillow book as well. But I can't tell what will happen tomorrow. All I know is that tomorrow will be more fun than today and the day after tomorrow will be more fun than tomorrow.
This is how I lived today. Wake up, groom, fix hair, eat, ride car, talk to Nate and Jase, greet fans, apologize to fans, sing, sing more and sing more and now here I am in bed, all exhausted. Yet I know Mitchie also felt exhausted when she's writing her pillow book.
I know she wrote it for a cause. I know she doesn't want me to read it. She's all out in there. In everything she does, she's doing it with what she can. I want to do things for her too. I know if she read this, she'll smile. I want her to see more about the inner Shane. I want her to know I don't want to hide things from her. I want her to know … I do love her.
Mitchie, I wrote you a letter…
Dearest Mitchie,
Yeah I know I deserve a punch from you because I read and am still reading your pillow book/diary. Honestly, I read it accidentally. Just that the part of me reading it word by word is my decision and I am sorry. But more than sorry, I can't lie that reading it makes me feel super happy. I like you. You know that already I know. I just want to let you know it again and again so you won't forget. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you like a gazillion times – no, wait I think I got it wrong. I like you a lot more than that! I'm away from you now. But I'll be back just as I promised.
I can't wait to see you again^^
Shane
PS: For the nth time, I love you.
Tomorrow, I know there's more.
A few days more and I'll be back.
Ooooohhhh wait my cell phone's ringing. I just got a text!
Yeppppppppeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!! It's from Mitchie.
"Shane, thanks."
Seriously, now we all know I'm grinning.
"No prob Mitchie. U still awake? Can't sleep?"
"Not really. Just doing something."
"Thinking?"
"A little."
"Something happened?"
"…"
"Come on Mitchie! U know u can tell me things."
"Okay."
"So what's up?"
"How in the world did you get hold of my pillow book Shane Gray!?"
Ooooopppssss. I'm doomed! Super doomed!!!
"That's the most embarrassing thing that has happened if you must know Shane! We promised to tell each other everything. Why didn't you tell me you have a copy of it?"
"I'm sorry."
"Shane!"
"I know this would happen."
"Then why did you do it? What kind of guy are you?"
"A good one. I promise you, whatever I read (and though I read all of it) it's just between you and me."
"Don't talk to me."
"Do you still have the Shane doll I sent you?"
"What about it jerk!"
"To make it quits, press the blue button and whatever you find inside, they're yours."
"What…"
"Did you see it?"
"This better be good!"
"Shane I …"
"I can't tell you I didn't know you loved me. I don't know if you still do, but at most by what you have now you'll know I liked you first and as testimony to what I wrote there myself with Shane Gray's handwriting and cool signature in the end, Mitchie I still love you…"
"Since when did you…"
"Since I felt that I can trust you."
"And that will be … when?"
"Haha I feel so pitiful I can't see you blush. You're blushing aren't you Mitchie?"
"Jerk!!! I'm not!"
"Then tell me it's not a lie!"
"I…stupid jerk!"
"Haha even in texts you can't lie. No worries. I admit I'm grinning now."
"What? You really are so full of yourself!"
"You really can't not talk to me can you? Hahaha"
"I can! Watch me!"
"Hey? Mitchie! I'm just kidding… Mitchie?"
I guess she really got annoyed by me this time. I sent her a lot of messages already. Mitchie!
Wait … she couldn't be reading the ones I just told her to read … Hahaha, possible. I'm actually hoping she is. Enough of embarrassment Shane Gray – Mitchie deserves to know things about you.
Wait again, if I'm not mistaken I also wrote there about …. Heyyyy!!!!!!! I think I just sent her too much info!!!!!
"Mitchie please reply!!!!!!!!!!"
"Shane Gray-LOL, hahaha it's very funny!"
"Fine laugh as much as you want! It's not my fault I had so much encounter with shameful things since I got into a fight thanks to you Torres!"
"Hey … this song …"
"That song …"
I wrote it for her.
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