An wow I'm ecstatic with the reviews from the first chapter thanks so much everyone. And as to how she could have possibly got pregnant, well I will let you use your imagination. They may have used a condom the first time, what about 2nd, 3rd or 4th time, you know what cg and ana are like they would have had sex multiple times during the night . What if one of them was faulty or broke. What if she ended up being sick the next day and therefore pill was ineffective. So yeah I'll leave it up to your thoughts on how that happened. Now because you were all so kind with your reviews: the next chapter. Most of you wanted it to be grad day with flashback so that's what I've done, hope you like it.
Chapter 2
3 YEARS LATER
Today is my graduation day. With everything I have been through over the last few years I never thought that this would be possible, but with a lot of blood, sweat and tears I am here and you know what I am so darn proud of myself. I don't know any 21 year olds who have a toddler and have managed to get a uni degree. Sure there would be people out there but nobody I know.
To say the last three years have been hard would be an understatement. After finding out I was pregnant Kate came home to find me bawling my eyes out on the floor with the pregnancy test still in my hand.
How could that have happened, well obviously I know how it could happen. Sex! geez that one night, the best night of my life, had changed my life so much. It took me four months to even realise I was pregnant. I only had a couple days of being nauseous but put that down to a stomach bug. I had put on a little bit of weight but just thought it was the stress of uni. I still had my period early on though it was light. I guess the thing that made me stop and think about it was my boobs were real tender and starting to get bigger and I just felt different, I felt bloated all the time and dizzy. I also missed my last cycle. That certainly made alarm bells flash. I hadn't had any sex since Chris so it had to be his baby.
Kate picked me up off the floor pulled me into a hug and said "now Steele you have some decisions to make, do you want to keep the baby is the most important one".
Through my sniffling I manage to say "yes Kate, I do. It's not the babies fault, I don't know how I'm going to get through this but getting rid of an innocent life is not an option".
"Ok Ana I didn't think that would be an option, so what now?"
That day I decided to continue with my studies up until my baby was born. I had a lot of support. Kate, Jose and Ethan really took care of me. When I was stressed and needed a break I went and seen daddy. Telling daddy was so hard, I could tell that he was disappointed but he wrapped me in his arms while I bawled my eyes out and promised me it would all be ok.
I've visited mum too over the years but I just do not have the same relationship as I do with daddy. Mum is and always was more focused on her husband rather than me, and you know what though that's ok. I got through the hardest time of my life with the people I love and cherish the most.
At the end of my first year, I had put in place with the university to do the rest of my course distance education. (Not sure what they call it over in US but in Australia this is what it's called)
Chris or CJ for short was born 3 weeks before my first year was finished. He was the most beautiful little baby I have even seen but then maybe I am biased because he is all mine. I knew that day that I had made the right decision in keeping him. There was also no doubt that he was Chris's child. Same copper hair and grey eyes. His name was the only thing I had to remember him by so therefore I named him Chris Raymond Steele
Over the years I continued my study, staying at home and looking after Chris was always my number one priority but I was still so determined to finish my study. With the help of Daddy, Kate, Jose and Ethan. I was able to make my way through my studies. Daddy ended up moving to just outside of Portland to take Chris when I needed to finish an assignment. Between the 4 of them they would take in turns to watch Chris for me if I had a work placement or study. I don't know what I would have done without them. I certainly know that I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for them. This degree that I am collecting today is for them. I can't thank them enough and I couldn't love them anymore if I tried.
Of course in my corner today are my team: daddy, Jose, Ethan, Kate and of course my baby boy. Kate is making a speech and someone named Christian Grey is also making a speech. Kate was suppost to do some interview for him for the student newspaper, but didn't end up making it as she was sick and had no one to fill in for her. That would have made the student paper and been a big boost for her career, but Kate will still get a job off her own merits and with the help of her father. Jose and Ethan will both graduate next year.
Throughout the graduation I'm off with the fairies. I have already heard Kate's speech so I don't need to hear it again and when Christian Grey goes to speak everyone is whispering 'oh isn't he hot'. I just roll my eyes and don't bother to pay attention. Just let me get my piece of paper so I can get out of here.
Next thing I hear is my name being called, I walk up onto the stage to shake hands with this Christian Grey, as I look up I nearly pass out, for who is standing there, no other then Chris.
Chris looks just as shocked to see me too "Ana? Wow look at you, more beautiful then the day we first met".
I need to get out of here and fast "Ah thanks Chris or should I say Christian, I need to be going goodbye" and I quickly make my way off the stage and find my seat.
Shit I need to get out of here once the degrees are handed out I need to get Chris and leave. Now that I know that Chris is Christian Grey lord knows what he might try and do with my son. I don't know much about Christian Grey except that he's a cold hearted business man who always gets what he wants and well he is not getting close to my baby, no way.
CHRISTIANS POV
Ana, Ana, Ana. I have often thought about her over the last 3 years. I know I could have used my stalker abilities to find out where she lived but never imagined in all my life that she would be this close all of this time. After our night of what I could only call was passion, she wrote me a note thanking me for the best night of her life not to find or contact her and leave it at that. I don't know why but for once in my life I honoured someone's wishes. Putting it down to also being the best night of my life, but that's all it was one night. Something changed in me that night though, sure I still have my subs but I'm not as rough as I once was. I guess I picture Ana and I couldn't even imagine hitting the shit out of her. And therefore couldn't do it to anyone else either. I haven't had a sub for a while now and am in desperate need of someone. I wonder if Ana would have some more time with me, though she was certainly in a hurry when she rushed of the stage.
She is more beautiful then I could have imagined. Her boobs looked bigger and her curves wow! An absolute goddess.
As soon as the last of the degrees are finished I'm off that stage looking for Ana, I just need to speak with her again, touch her again. Even if it's only for a minute.
I search all over the place, lots of different faces until I hear a "mummy" come from a little boy. As I look over all I see is a mass of cooper curls run into the arms of a brunette woman. She picks him up and swings him around. As the woman faces me I notice that it's Ana. Ana is a mother wow. And the little boy looks to be around 3. Oh shit he's around 3, has copper hair and as I move closer the little boy looks up at me with those big grey eyes. Oh no, this is not happening, this kid cannot be mine. But I know deep down that it is.
Before I can say anything an older man walks over "that was a nice speech you made there Mr Grey".
I better be polite I guess "Eerr thanks and you are?"
"Raymond Steele Sir" and he goes to shake my hand.
I be polite and shake his hand, so this is Ana's dad no doubt. I look over and see those other two men that were with Ana that night back in Australia. Katherine then comes over and well well well what do you know my brother comes tagging along right behind her like a little lap dog. Well isn't this all sunshine and roses. Elliot and Katherine ended up hooking up at schoolies too of course. Elliot decided that he would come with me today, once again to see if he could get some fine graduation ass. All that man ever thinks about is sex, honestly.
Before anyone can say anything else I quickly go to pull Ana off to the side, Ana hands the boy over to her dad.
I drag her away before I grunt out "is he mine?"
She looks shocked for a minute, before she composes herself and says "yes he is".
Before I can think about what I am saying I say to her "so how much do you want? I will pay you whatever you want just keep that kid away from me, I cannot be a father". Shit I can't believe I said that but it's the truth, I can't be a father, that boy is better off without me.
Ana suddenly gets closer to me and then snarls in my ear "you know what asshole I never wanted anything and I still don't. I never knew who you even were and I wished that I still didn't, you are the most arrogant ass that I have ever met", and with that she storms off. Tells her dad that she is leaving, grabs the boy and quickly leaves.
As I see her walk away with the boy, I know that I have done the right thing, maybe I didn't go about it the right way but they are better off without me.
An so what do you think?
