Haha, those comments were sooo sweet! Only, I didn't write it, so I feel like a fraud. Hahaa, anyways, this is both me AND towriteloveonherarms24, we cowrote. Enjoy, lovelieees.
Ooh, by the way, this is just Clare, and you'll find out why. Oh, and Hurt by Christina Aguilera.
"Clare Edwards?" a flat voice asked via cell phone. She cleared her throat.
"Yes?" she asked politely.
"We are sorry to inform you, that your friend, Eli, has passed away due to kidney failure." Clare scoffed.
"Impossible. Me and Eli haven't talked in ages. Why am I being informed?" Clare asked, pinching her arm.
Seems like it was yesterday that I saw your face,
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away.
If only I knew, what I know today.
"Well, that's strange, in his will, Eli gave everything to you. Money and all." Clare shook her head.
"Nope. He's not dead. Have a good day." she shut her phone and smiled. Eli was certainly not dead, she told herself.
Or, at least, she wanted to tell herself.
I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away.
Thank you for all you've done, forgive all of your mistakes.
There's nothing I wouldn't do, to hear your voice again.
Sometimes I want to call you, but I know you won't be there.
She looked down the hall, at a picture of Eli that Adam had taken.
She laughed. "You aren't dead, right?"
There was no answer.
I'm sorry for blaming you.
For everything I just couldn't do.
And I've hurt myself, by hurting you.
"C'mon, Eli, give me an answer before I shit myself." Clare joked weakly. Still, the photo did not reply.
Some days I feel broke inside, but I don't admit.
Sometimes I just want to hide, 'cause it's you I miss.
It's so hard to say goodbye, when it comes to this.
Clare opened her phone, and called Eli.
"The number you are trying to reach has been disconnected."
"Screw you, operator." Clare muttered.
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me, are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do, to have just one more chance,
To look into your eyes, and see you looking back.
She threw the phone at the wall.
"Answer me!" she yelled. She could only hear the sound of her thumping broken heart.
I'm sorry for, blaming you.
For everything, I just couldn't do.
And I've hurt myself, by hurting you.
If I had just one more day,
I would tell you how much that I've missed you since you ran away,
Oh, it's dangerous, It's so out of line, to try to turn back time.
"Eli, please, don't leave. I didn't even say goodbye." Clare cried.
I'm sorry for, blaming you,
For everything I just couldn't do.
And I've hurt myself, by hurting you.
"You, Eli, are dead." she whispered inaudibly.
Aww, well now I feel sad! I hope these brighten up cause I'm starting to depress myself.
Okay, reviews, lovelies?