He then grinned to himself and took a step closer to me, oh my gosh! Is he really going to say something like "I LOVE YOU?!"
He then leaned over, his mouth was near my ear, that I could feel his hot breath, and his lips against brushing my ear, right then and there, I thought I was about to faint from massive blushing!
"Meet me at the roof top at lunch..." he whispered gently and walked to his seat, away from me and beside himeko and his brothers...
Right then and there, I sank down to my knees... my heart was beating so fast! I've never felt this way before! I didn't even feel this way toward Hiro- sama and the weather guy...
What am I feeling...!?
"Momoko-san, daijobu?" Miyako asked, helping me up, I nodded a yes. I lied...
Right now, my heart is beating so fast as if it was to jump right out of my body. And I'm glad it didn't...
Sitting to my seat again, I saw him eyeing on me with the corner of his eye... is he for real?!
It has been two hours since that 'incident'... my mind was still on what happened, and I'm actually praying for any crime to happen! Anything would do! It's not like I'm bored from all the lesson that our teacher's been giving us, nor was I stressed from anything, but I found myself nervous...
Nervous to meet that Mamoru guy at lunch... and lunch is about to start in a few minutes! It's not like it's not been my dream for me to have a boy friend... no... but there's something about this guy... this particular guy... he seems so different from any other! And the way his lips brushed agaisnt mine, that was just so tempting!
Is this a part of growing up!?
Maybe so, well in that case, I don't want to grow up... I don't want to feel this way... The way that my heart would beat so fast whenever my gaze rests upon him... it hurts so much!
Bowing my head, I felt so nervous that I couldn't even think! I wasn't even thinking of having him as a boyfriend, or all those goey stuff... This feeling is quite weird.
"AAAH!!!!" I screamed in utter shock when I felt a hand grab my shoulder, and almost immediately, I fell from my chair! I know, embarrasing, yes, did I care? No.
Standing up, I noticed Kaoru laughing and Miyako had a worried look. Straightening myself, I dusted my skirt and yelled, "WHAT THE HECK?!"
"Anou... Momoko-san, it's time for lunch." Miyako said giggling, Kaoru was still laughing... and now everything seemed to come back...
I was supposed to meet MAMORU!
I then stood there for awhile, like an idiot until I spoke, "Ne, come with me..." and with that, I walked off, ahead of them. I could hear them mumbling something like, "What the heck is up with that girl?" and "She looked kinda pale!" oh, but let's not forget, "She's gone nuts!"
We were now at the roof top door, and I was hesitating to whether trust that guy,
"Oi Momoko, wanna tell us what's going on?" Kaoru said yawning, and there, I felt a conflict between my heart and brain,
My heart was saying, "Go on, he might confess!"
And my brain was telling me, "He's a jerk, forget 'bout him!"
I was confused! I then looked at the girls, my hands were in my breast, I felt quite hot, blushing, may be, weather, unlikely!
Sighing, I then told them what happened earlier. And I was right, Miyako blushed and said I was lucky, while Kaoru said that I was just imagining it! But was I really imagining it? One way to find out... go over there and get this over with!
"Listen, can you guys stay here and wait until I call you or when I come out?" I asked nicely, that was a first! And by looking by their expressions, it seemed like they had no other choice, and nodded a yes. I'm thankful I have friends like them!
So that is what made my decision final, grabbing the door knob, I turned it, stepped inside... or was it outside, I mean ummm... whatever!
And I closed the door, my eyes closed. Didn't know what to expect. I then opened my eyes to see that there was only him, his brothers were nowhere in sight... thank goodness!
Sighing, I then looked up just to see him walking up to me, he noticed me that quickly?! I then stood straight, my hands were on my breast again, and no, I'm not flat-chested... but I did that because my heart was beating so fast that I really thought my heart would explode from excessive beating!
Now, my vision is getting blurry, I could feel my cheeks heat up! But I kept telling myself that I should be calm, I just met him! Stuffs like that... but even I couldn't convince myself that this was a dream or a practical joke.
Focusing, I then noticed that I was already leaning agaisnt the wall, I didn't even notice that I moved from the door, nor did I notice that his arms locked me to the wall! Yes, his head leaned over me, and I could feel his hot breath again. This is too close for comfort!
"Wha- what is it?" I tried my very best to act cool, turned out, I failed. He then smiled at this, if it as if I gave him pleasure for stuttering...
"Momo-chan..." Momo-ch-chan...?! Nobody has ever called me that before! And how in the heck did he know my name?! I mean, I never told him anything! He was even smiling at this! I could even see him blush!
Ahhh! What the heck is going on!?
And before I even realized it, he leaned closer, and the closer he gets, the more my heart beated!
"Momo-chan... it's been a year since I've started to take interest in you..." wha- what- wah...
"H-h-hu-uh?!" was my intellectual responce, I was mesmerized by his lips, and his eyes, his red eyes... they were so unique, unique as mine!
"I dunno why but... when I saw you at the park... my heart leapt with joy... every single time..." he said huskily... almost tickling my ear with his breath, it felt good by the way... but what am I thinking...!?
"Wuh... what are you...-?!" but before I could speak up, I felt my something damp, yet very warm on my lips, and right there, I realized...
HE KISSED ME!
He's kissing me! I felt as though time stopped, a part of me wanted to push him away and cry all night, but a part of me wants to hug him and kiss him back, if ever I knew how to... yet I found myself frozen within his kiss... my first kiss, wasted to a stranger... a guy I barely knew... yet I didn't find myself slapping him or transforming to Blossom and beat him into a pulp, but what I really thought at that moment was that...
This guy takes my breath away...
And after to what had just seemed like forever, I felt his arms on my waist and his head resting onto my neck, I wanted to sink into his arms, but my pride took over, so I pushed him away and my fingers traced my damp, pink lips, but there was something weird... No tears came out... normally girls cry when they got their first kiss from the wrong guy, or may be the right guy, but I just myself standing there.
Baffled indeed...
Looking up, I saw his brows furrowed, looking at me with concern, I tried to say something but my brain wasn't processing well...
It happened so fast! Too fast...
"D-dou-shite...?" that was all I could come up with, he then took a step forward and hugged me! I don't even know him! And I don't think that he knows me that well either! What is his problem?! But as much as I hate to admit it, I accepted his hug, and wanted to return the favor, yet I was being... ridiculous!
I was about to push him away and yell "JERK!" but he said something I've always wanted to hear from any guy!
"I've always admired you..."
I felt his hug tighten, I felt his heart beating fast. I'm pretty sure was too...
I hardly know him and yet, I feel as though I've known him for a long time now... and I feel that he might be the one I've been waiting for...!
I was caught between agony, lust, sadness, and... love...
Could it really be him? But I don't even know him...
Kami-sama... help me