. "it's okay" I whispered on her ear.
I kept her sobbing face against my chest. I know how she was feeling, and I didn't wanted to make her feel bad. To my dislike what had just happened was turning me on and it wasnt time for that. After a few minutes, the sobbing stopped. I pulled back looking at her, her bangs were sticked to her face thanks to the tears. Her eyes kept locked to the ground. I wasn't sure of what to do, I could take her to her home now that she was awake.
" take me to nagisa's house " I heard her say. " eh?, sure but wouldn't your family worry?" I said not wanting to put more buts and take her directly to my house.
"they think I'm at my girlfriend's house for the weekend, they left for a business trip, or at least that's what they say" Gou said more calmed. Her reaction drew a smile in my face.
"Let's go then" I told her offering my hand to help her stand up. She raised and blushed instantly looking at her skirt that was soaking wet. I pretended to look away.
" don't worry about it "I said taking my sweater off and putting it around her waist. "there. Now no one will see". The fact was that no one was going to see anyways, it was dark and there was no one outside, but I thought that doing this was going to help her feel better about it.
She took my hand and we started walking, a few steps away, I looked back at the bench where we were, there was a little puddle under it.
-Once we got to my house, I let go of her hand to open the door, but fast she joined my side. I took off my shoes and walked in, she did the same but didn't enter the house.
" eh? Come in Gou "I said turning to face her, she shocked her head taking her hands to her skirt...
So it was that * sight*. She didn't wanted to ruin the floor I guessed. I walked in her direction and fast lifted her over my shoulder, I knew that it wasn't the most gentle way to carry her but I wanted to make it a fun short ride for her to smile again.
For my surprise she didn't protest this time, I assumed she was too embarrassed to do it.
" here...We!...GO! " I said in a fun voice, I started running around the living room giggling, Gou also joined me, she was finally smiling. I ran upstairs going in the bathroom.
" Capitan Gou! I ask permission to make a stop!" I was a soldier after all.
" permission granted" I heard her say from my back. I set her down turning around to the batthub and fixing the water for her.
" I'll go and get you a towel " I said to her going out the bathroom, she grabbed me from the arm stopping me.
"bu-ut I don't have any cloths to change" she said somehow bothered.
" don't worry, I'll find something for you" I told her leaving the room.
After picking my favorite pink towel with a huge smiling pinguin and some cloth for Gou that belonged to me, I went back to the bathroom.
"Gou-chan!~3, I found some cl-o-oth-" as fast as I could turned around. I couldn't believe it. She was already undressed getting inside the bathtub. " GOME! I'm sorry Gou-chan" I yelled while standing facing the door.
"oh, nagisa"seemed like she didn't have noticed me when I entered.
" I brought you a towel and some cloth for you to wear, I'll leave them here, by the sink".
" nee? Nagisa?"
"Y-yes?"
"Would you help me out?",
surprised I looked at Gou. I blushed deeply when I saw her there, in the
bathtub, without nothing that could cover her, but the water. And yet she was asking me to help her. Was she aware that I was a boy and the consequences that would cause me to see her like that? Was she that innocent?
Ignoring my own thoughts I stood by the bathtub looking away.
" what is it that you need help with Gou-chan?".
" I can't reach my back" she said handing me the scrubber.
I grabbed it and kneeled by the bathtub. *sight* "okay". I knew I was blushing because my body was getting hot, good thing that Gou was facing the window and not me.
I took a glance to her white skin, for a moment I thought that if I had putted my hand there it could have hurt her.
I started scrubbing it slowly, the tip of my fingers rubbed against her skin with every movement. ' it's so smooth' I thought.
" what are you doing?"
"Eh?" ' gosh! She found me out. Should I pretend that I wasn't doing it on purpose?' This came to my mind.
" you know, you need to put soap on that" she said turning around in the bathtub and adding some soap to the scrubber.
'Uff, that was a close one' I said to myself'. As I was turning my eyes to see her i didn't expect to meet with two white valleys located just under her neck, half of them where above the water and the lower part hiding underwater.
"uh-ah!" That's all I could say before falling on my back. It was embarrassing, I saw them, but did she even noticed?.
" nagisa-chan! " she yelled. " are you okay?" She raised from the bathtub leaning to give me a hand.
I couldn't believe what I was seeing, she was undressed in front of me, her body... I wanted it. As expected an erection was already forming in my pants, I hurried to cover it. This wasn't the best situation; if she see it she would think of me as a hentai and hate me. As I was thinking this I heard water dripping. I opened my eyes, Gou was getting out of the bathtub kneeling by my side.
" nagisa-chan are you okay? Did you hurt yourself?" She asked me getting closer almost crawling over me. I needed to calm myself down but how!? She was right here in front of me, unprotected I could eat her right away.
"Go-ou-chan, I ca-nt hold my s-elf anymore" I said out of breath, my respiration was so fast that my lungs didn't get enough air. My hair was wet from the sweat provoked by my body's heat.
"Huh? What you mean? "she asked innocently. How could I possibly be about to devour her, could I really take her innocence?, it sounded a terrible thing to do but also I was at my limit and mt mind couldn't make any sense at all.
"Nagisa?"
My body suddenly moved by itself jumping on top of gou sending her to the floor.
There we were, I could hear my heart beating so hard that I thought it would pop out of my chest at any moment.
I glanced down at gou's body. So indefense, her legs slightly crossed, her arms covering her chest, and her neck...I directed my fingers to it, i wanted to touch it.
As my fingers made contact with her skin she trembled under me.
' have I hurt her?' I asked myself taking my hand back.
She suddenly grabbed my hand in hers. "Nagi-sa" she said, her eyes were locked on mine. Her hand caressing my cheek.
" please take care of my body" she said with such a sweet smile in her face.
" gou-chan..."
"It's okay. If its nagisa then I will be okay. I've been waiting for this moment, I wanted nagisa to be the one" she said crossing her arms behind my neck pulling me down to her lips.
"Kiss me" she whispered.
What did she just said?, could this be a dream?, does that mean that she been planning this? Could it be that...
It didn't matter anymore. Gou and I were together, I had her in my arms, at that moment gou was only mine. I didn't have to share her. I closed my eyes. "Gou" I said before encountering her lips, my gou's lips. My first kiss, it made me wonder if it was also her first kiss, I wanted to be her first one, but maybe that was too much to ask.
My lips fitted perfectly on hers, so soft, and sweet. I could feel her warm breath on mine as we exchanged feelings through that kiss. I wanted to become one with her, she was the most important person to me, I wanted to never let go of her.
I grabbed her waist pulling her to my chest, this feeling that I couldn't explain, all I could do was kiss her and keep her linked to me, I didn't wanted to end.
Suddenly I felt her tongue entering my mouth, it felt warm and nice. Corresponding her I encounter her tongue with mine, the feeling of the rubbing was driving me crazy, I had to fight to maintain myself conscious.
I backed off just to gain some oxygen when i saw her beautiful face, all blushed, breathing heavily.
"G-ou" I said out of breath. " you-driv-e me to m-my limits" as I said this I went directly for her neck. My lips explored the smooth skin, her essence was amazing, I felt like I burned every time I touched her. My hands slide to her chest, there my fingers traced her nipples, blinded I directed my kisses down to her chest giving little kisses, once there I stopped and looked at the little erected nipple, seemed that it wanted my attention so slowly it took my place in my mouth, I started sucking on it.
" ahh-ah, na-nagisa" I heard gou moaning, she was liking it.
I kept doing my job passing my tongue over the top and giving little bites while with my other hand I played with the other nipple. I felt how gou arms surrounded my head. I looked up to her face, her eyes were shut, she was enjoying so I decided to take her pleasure to another level.
I sat back lifting gou's legs in the air opening them.
" eh!? Na-nagisa!"
" don't worry, you are gonna like it"
" but, i-ts embarrassing" she said looking away. This made smile, she was so cute.
I lowered to her hips and started kissing her lower stomach going down directly to her opening, there I stopped. With my fingers I opened the two little valleys giving me the second best view. I noticed that she was already wet, some of her sweet juices falling to the floor.
"Perfect" I whispered.
I didnt wait another second, I didn't wanted to waist such good juices.
