In her shoes Ch.2
Bpov.
It seemed so weird to see me, through someone else's eyes. Her eyes were so critical and aware, it picked up on everyone of my bodies moments and my bodies flaws. I shook my head. The sad thing about this is I can't say 'get out of my head' because necessarily im in her head.
Rpov.
I missed my body, but I missed being human more. To hear your 'or should I say her her' heart beat inside you, to go to sleep and dream, and of course the ability to bear children. I don't think bella would like me if I used her body like that, but hey she's using my body just standing there!
I didn't noticed her and I where staring at each other in tell Emmett whispered in my ear, "Just ignore Rosalie, I do" ouch.
Bpov.
Rosalie and I stared at each other for what seemed like hours, but was only minutes. 'What I ever do to her?' I thought, 'oh, right, I 'stole' her body.' Though, wouldn't she have told someone about this, if she really was that mad at me? I then heard Emmett whisper 'Just ignore Rosalie I do.' to Rosalie and the look on my face was priceless. She was hurt, I could tell and I did the only thing I thought I could do, I hit Emmett in the back of the head and hoped that was something Rosalie would do, because it she ain't something I was used to doing.
Rpov.
I don't believe her! Though that is something I would do. Edward burst out laughing along with Alice and jasper. Well Im glad they thought it was funny. The only thing I was asking to myself was why? 'Why did Isabella hit him, to continue the act?, or because she was defending me?...no, she doesn't even know me.'
Bpov.
Carlisle introduced us to myself and soon we all were going our separate ways. Edward, who had sat next to me on the couch during the integration, so to speak, got up and brought me with him. I just followed his lead and walked up the stairs.
Side by side.
Rpov.
My family gave me and Emmett some privacy and left.
'Wow that's a first.'
Through Isabella's eyes everything seemed.....dull and tiring. I missed the colors and vividness of my old world. I turned to Emmett, was he worth all of this? He looked at me right back, I wouldn't know what I missed if I let him go, what I-felt, 'and what Im feeling, isn't my feelings.' I didn't realize I started to cry until I felt wetness roll down my cheeks, 'oh my god, I forgot how it feels to cry.'
"Bella" Emmett said worried. I shock my head.
I was in Bella's body, what I felt weren't my feelings, they were her's.
But I couldn't help but feel I was wrong.
Bpov.
We entered a room a instantly recognized as the room I awoke to and made the discovery...I-wasn't me.
"Rose-uh-lee" Edward dragged out. I turned to him. 'What was I suppose to say?' "Yes?" He smiled, 'oh god, that smiles going to be the death of me-wait, aren't I already dead?' He moved his hand to my face, to my surprise, it was warm. 'But in class, when we accidently touched, he was so cold...' I was to got in my thoughts to realize, or stop him from bringing me closer to him.
My will was zero, when his lips touched mine, I couldn't stop, I couldn't break it, nor did I want to. The electric current that seemed to run between us was even more electrifying then getting stung by a sting' ray, 'and just me I know how that feels.' I didn't even notice him, practically tackling me onto the golden bed with a 'bang' as the headboard hit the wall, until he broke the kiss and kissed my neck. I almost lost my train of thought, almost. I would have lost it, if he hadn't said the word that put the world into focus for me, "rose." I felt like crying, I had forgotten I was in her body, that I wasn't me, that Edward was kissing Rosalie, not me. Of course, a guy like him could never like a girl like me, anyways.
'So show him that its worth liking a girl like you.' A voice inside my voice said.
'I cant show him who I am, when Im not even who I tell him I am!' I answered back.
'Oh no, Im talking to voices inside my head!'
'You might have her body, but inside your still you.' they told me, victoriously.
They had a point.
So I settled with myself, If Rosalie continued to play this game, I would continue, if she came clean, I would come clean, but until I talked to her, I felt it was wrong to kiss her boyfriend, even if I was in her body. I squared my shoulders and sat up, Edward moved with, probably confused. I decided not to say anything, instead I got up and left Edward behind me and walked down the stairs.
I stopped short of the living room, 'At least I got my answer.' I thought.
On the couch was 'me' and 'my boyfriend.' I guess she didn't seem to think she needed MY permission to kiss MY boyfriend, because that was exactly what she was doing. I came down here to talk to her, but she was using her mouth for other things, and surprisingly it didn't bother me that it was my mouth. Instead I took that as a go for it, 'time to win over Edward, in his own girlfriend's body.'
Rpov.
Emmett didn't say anything as I cried, he just held me in his arms, when I was about to say something, a loud 'bang' stopped me. I looked at Emmett for an explanation, surly he knew-"sorry about that, Edward and Rosalie..umm..." He didn't need to finish that sentence, I already knew what he meant, 'I don't believe her!' 'I thought she liked Emmett, is she trying to steal my boyfriend?'
'Well I don't care, because Im quite content here, in Emmett's lap.'
I laughed. "I know exactly what you mean." and I did, but I think I took Emmett by surprise when I raised my head and kissed him. He was cold, but 'we' are to humans, and at this moment I was human.
What I didn't know was whether what I felt was her feelings or my own, because I wasn't so sure anymore.
End chapter notes: I know Edward said "Just ignore Rosalie I do"(in the movie) but I made Emmett say it for my story :p and Bella knows that she, meaning being in Rosalie's body, is dead, but she doesn't get the whole she and the Cullens are vampires, yet, but she has to 'eat' sometime....Review me on your thoughts=]
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