A/N: Hey y'all! Gaby here! Well, I know I haven't been writinf a lot lately, but school's about to start and I'm officially a mess...

Well, I dedicate this story to.... ALL OF MY FAITHFUL READERS!

Yay! Everyone gets some lovin'! Enjoy!

February

Last night comes back in flashes and I blush thinking of everything that happened. I stretch and push my arms and legs out in front of me, yawning. I pretty much roll out of bed and pull a shirt and some pants over my naked body and realize that Jacob isn't in bed with me. I shuffle towards the smell of coffee and end up in the kitchen where Jacob is standing in a black pinstriped suit and a burgundy tie.

"Well, hello Mr. Black, don't you look sharp." I laugh as I wrap my arms around his neck and he lifts me so I can peck him lightly on the mouth.

"First day at work, I have to look my best." He smiles and sips from a coffee mug.

"That's right, first day. Are they making you work?" I asked, eyeing his suit. He shook his head and set down his mug.

"No, it's just observing today, they wont have me out on the field until next week. They want me to dress to impress so, that's what I'm doing." He laughed and I leaned against the countertop, laughing with him.

"Who would've thought, Jacob Black: EMT." I laugh and Jacob shrugs himself off of the counter and kisses me so that my heart flutters.

"I'll be back at four. It's not supposed to take long, and I will be driving the ambulance around soon." He kissed me again, pressing me against the countertop.

"Mmmm. I'll miss you." I whisper against his cheek and he laughs a little.

"I'll miss you too, but it's nine AM and I've go to get to work." He laughs, kissing me again.

"Alright, but you'll be wearing that suit more often." I laugh, grabbing his tie and reeling him in. He chuckles as I kiss him again and we walk out to the door.

"Bye, love you." He smiled and whacks my butt before winking and hoping off the porch steps.

"Love you too!" I call out to him and he jumps in his car, waving as he pulls out. I close the door and decide that a shower is best seeing is though I have a major case of sex hair and a hair brush just won't do the trick. I take my time unknotting my hair and letting the hot water run over my skin. I get out and dry myself, dressing in a pair of jeans and a red tank top.

It isn't until I'm in the kitchen that I realize I miss Jacob.

I sigh and open up the fridge, hoping to find something to eat. As soon as the air from the fridge blows across my face, I'm immediately disgusted with everything in the fridge. I know I have to eat something or I'll be hungry and tiered all day, so I opt for an apple and bite into it, hating the way it tastes. I sit down on the couch in the living room and decide maybe I should just look around the house. I get up and walk into the kitchen again.

It painted a sunshine yellow and has white appliances. On the fridge are picture-frame magnets with pictures of Jake and I. Jake and I on a cruise, Jake and I kissing, Jake and I on the beach. They cover the fridge and I laugh to myself. I take another bite of the apple and move into the office room.

The office room is painted a light grey and has on long desk running along the north wall with papers and two laptops laying on top of it. Two swivel chairs are the only seats in the room and I look at the picture of Jake and I hanging up on the north wall above the desk. It's pretty big and it's of Jake and I on our wedding. I smile at that and walk into the bedroom.

The bedroom is still hot and sweaty and I turn up the AC before walking any further. I glance at the big bed wrapped in sleek, blue sheets and at the walls painted a deep blue. The small hallway leading to the bathroom has a closet on either side and I walk into the bathroom where a shower and a small tub with a sink on either side of the bathroom. One side has womanly essentials, perfume, and hand soaps while the other has a razor, some deodorant, and a hair brush. I shake my head and continue to chew on the nasty apple.

I walk back into the bedroom and smile at the pictures on the dresser. In one, it's Jacob and the guys playing football. In another, it's Jacob, the guys, and myself all smiling in a group photo, and in the last it's Jake and I kissing, Jake took the picture of us in front of our apartment one day and I'll never forget the way that kiss felt for me.

I look down at the apple and realize I want some meat…bad. I rush into the kitchen and throw the apple away, digging in the fridge for some kind of meat. All there is, is chicken and hot dogs, and that takes to long to cook at this point. I run outside with flip flops at hand and jump onto Jacob's motorcycle. I had never rode on the motorcycle without Jacob and realized the risk I was taking. I shoved the helmet over my head and drove off to the nearest McDonald's. I pull up to the drive through and ask for a hamburger. When the lady asks what kind I become frustrated.

"It doesn't freaking matter, I just need some meat!" I yell and she tells me to drive up to the next window. I shove a ten at her and she hands me my change, I drive up to the next window and rip the bag out of the guys hand, speeding out of the McDonald's towards the house. When I get home, I rip open the bag and stare at the hamburger in the bag before taking a huge bite out of it.

DISGUSTING.

I gag and run into the kitchen, puking into the sink and trying to hold my hair back. The vomit isn't letting up and I feel like all of my insides are pouring out at top speed, not giving up. I clutch at my stomach after tying my hair back and vomit into the sink again. My stomach is churning and tears are pouring down my face. I rinse my mouth out with the cold sink water, and rinsing out the sink before I shuffle into the bathroom. I brush my teeth and feel empty and nauseous.

I lay down in bed and close my eyes, laying back and letting the fan dry the sweat on my face. But I can't fall asleep. The smell of that greasy hamburger is revolting and I hold my nose as I throw it into a Target bag, and then another one. I toss it into the garbage can and spray Lysol everywhere. I lay back down in bed and hold my stomach, curling up before falling into a deep, deep, deep sleep.

* * *

I wake up what feels like weeks later and realize it's only been three hours and I have four hours until Jacob gets home. I decide I should probably take another shower and do just that. After taking another shower and dressing in the same clothes as before, I make my way into the living room and read a little before Jake gets home. As soon as I sit down on the couch, my back starts to hurt like crazy. I get up and feel dizzy when I do. I'm a wreck and sleep didn't even help.

I open up the fridge and take out an extra, extra large frozen pizza and stick in the over for when Jake gets home. I don't understand why I feel so sick, its driving me nuts. I puked two more times and brushed my teeth at least six times before Jacob finally got home.

"There she is." Jacob laughed before scooping me into his arms and kissing me passionately.

"Yeah, here I am." I smiled and Jacob looked down at me.

"What's wrong?" His smile faded.

"Nothing, I think I got a little bit of food poisoning." I shrugged and Jacob looked at me incredulously.

"From what? Nothing in the house right?" Jacob gripped my shoulders and looked me in the eyes.

"No, it was fast food." I shook my head. Jacob gripped me harder and shook my shoulders, my head snapping back and forth.

"Renesmee, are you okay?" Yes, I'm fine! Why was he shaking me like this.

"Yes!" I cried and he looked me in the eyes.

"What's wrong Nessie? Why are you so pale?" He asked. I didn't realize I was so pale, I thought I was just a little sick.

"I'm fine." I shook my head.

"Do you want to see a doctor?" Jacob asked, concern written all over his face.

"No, Jake. I'm fine." I kissed him slowly, trying to dissolve any doubt from his conscience.

"Okay." He smiled, half lidded. I laughed, putting my hands on either side of his face.

"I made you a pizza." I laughed and he shook his head.

"I'm hungry for something else." He licked my neck.

"Jake, I'm just…I'm not in the mood today." I whined. Jacob pulled back to look at me.

"Okay." He sighed.

"C'mon, Jake. I promise, some other time…okay?" I searched his face. He raised his eyes to look at me.

"Promise?" He smiled, his choppy, black hair obscuring his dark brown eyes.

"Of course, would I lie to you?" I ran my fingers through his hair, pushing it back from his eyes.

"No, no you wouldn't." He smiled, putting his hands on my waist. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he leaned down to kiss me slowly. "Now, about that pizza…" Jacob laughed against my lips.

"Right, I'm on it." I laughed, pulling away from him. Jacob caught my upper arm and kissed up my arm, up my neck, down my cheek, and onto my lips. I felt pins and needles go up and down my body.

"I love you." Jacob whispered against my neck, rubbing his nose against my neck. I shivered with pleasure and began to breathe heavily.

"Jacob." I moaned, running my hands over his chest.

"Yes?" Jacob whimpered, loosing control.

"Don't try to get me in the mood, or you won't get your pizza." I whispered in his ear and walked away, into the kitchen to grab the pizza out of the oven.

"You little tease." Jacob laughed from behind me and smacked my butt.

"I am not." I smacked his arm and handed him three slices of pizza, taking one for myself. I was actually hungry now and I kept my food down. We watched Meet Joe Black while eating our pizza and I cried like a baby when "Joe" and Bill walked over the bridge.

"C'mon, time for bed." Jacob lifted me off of the sofa and into our bedroom. I laid down on the bed and curled up in the sheets, Jacob crawled into bed with me and wrapped his arms around my body.

"Goodnight." I whispered.

"Goodnight." He kissed my cheek and I drifted slowly into a light sleep. I kept waking up over and over, I just couldn't stay asleep.

I was in a forest. A deep, thick forest and it was raining. Lightening flashed in front of me and split a tree in half. Maggots flooded out of the crack in the tree and crawled up my legs and arms, finding their way into my eyes and ears. I ran, the maggots flying off of me as I ran; faster and faster. Thunder cracked and threw me awake. I screamed at the top of my lungs and began to sob.

"Jake!" I yelled and he threw his thick, muscular arms around me.

"I'm here, I'm here, shh." He soothed.

"Jacob." I cried, "The maggots Jacob." I screamed.

"I'm here, the maggots won't get you." Jacob rubbed my back, letting me cry it out.

"They're everywhere!" I screamed.

"No, no they're gone. They left." He soothed. Outside it was thundering and lightening, pouring rain like a hurricane. I was sweating but it was freezing cold out.

"Jacob, you love me?" I asked. Jacob laughed, a single nervous chuckle before answering.

"Yes, Renesmee. I love you more than anyone and anything." He kissed my forehead, wiping the sweat off of my face.

"I love you Jake." I wept and he gathered me into his arms. I fell asleep, quickly drifting into a deep sleep.

"Renesmee…Nessie, wake up." Jacob shook me lightly and I fluttered my eyes open.

"Huh?" I woke up, reaching for Jacob's strong, muscular neck. Jacob chuckled and leaned forward, letting me wrap my arms around his neck. He kissed me slowly, his tongue rubbing against mine until he moaned and I leaned back laughing.

"I have to go to work, I just wanted to say goodbye before I left." Jake smiled and I stroked his face, softly tracing my fingers across his handsome features.

"Do you have to go to work?" I whined and Jacob pecked me softly.

"I do, I know, I don't want to leave either. But there's a lot we can do when I get home." He added suggestively.

"We'll se about that." I shrugged and Jake kissed my forehead and nodded.

"Whatever you want baby." He smiled and squeezed my hand before walking out of the room.

"Wait!" I called and jumped up from the bed, feeling a little bit of vertigo as I swung my feet over the bed. I flew out of the door right into Jacob and he steadied me, laughing.

"Yes?" He laughed.

"I just wanted to see you in your suit." I laughed and pulled on the lapel to his jacket.

"You'll have time to see it when I get back." He smiled, toying with the strap to my tank top. I laughed and kissed him goodbye. He walked out the door and to his car before driving away. I walked back into the kitchen and had a bowl of cereal. My head hurt like crazy and I felt like I was about to throw up again.

I groaned out loud before rushing to the sink and gagging, feeling my stomach churn and gurggle inside of me. I brushed my teeth again and decided I would watch TV. I watched some stupid cartoons and drank three glasses of water. My feet were throbbing and I felt so deflated I could barely get up to greet Jacob when he got home.

"Renesmee, I think we need to get you to a doctor." He shook his head as I lay with my feet across his thighs while watching TV.

"I'll be fine Jake. Don't worry, I'm just a little sick." I held his hand, trying to reassure him.

"No, Ness. Last night you woke up screaming that the maggots were after you. Look, tomorrow, I'll take you to the doctor's office. We can't just leave you like this. I worry about you." He sighed.

"Look Jacob, if anything is wrong, I'll go to a doctor myself. I'll be fine. Don't worry about me so much." I smiled.

"Okay, but if things get worse, you'd better let me know." He pointed his finger at me and I laughed.

"Of course, you'll know everything." I promised, sealing it with a kiss.

A/N: Okay, so yeah, I got myself a little more put together since the first chapter, so I promise to publish more frequently! Hope you guys liked it! Review for more!

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