*First, thanks soooo much for the reviews, PM, for the tenderness and advices, and for everybody that followed and favorite this fic! It means a lot to me, and gets me encouraged to do a second chapter!

*Second, I forgot to tell that 'Live through This' is the name for one of the Hole's albums and I borrowed it for this story because in my view suits it perfectly.

*Third, just to clear some things, this story has a present time, but it will not be treated in this chapter. Eventually I will come back to the moment that Emma has serious questions to her parents, but till there there's something more that I have to tell. I don´t want to confuse you guys, so I specified the day and time of this events, so it will be easy to catch! Please, tell me if it works!

* And if there some Gossip Girl fan reading, I have to say that I couldn't resist making a silly reference with the language of the show at the beginning of this, well… the fans will see! Is not coincidence! ;)

CHAPTER 2 – BAD REPUTATION

'A girl can do what she wants to do and that'swhat I'm gonna do
An' I don't give a damn ' bout my bad reputation'…

Two days after the first kiss – Day time.

Emma was at the market buying apples, chocolate and just had picked a bottle of wine when she overheard voices on the other side of the corridor.

'No Kates, I'm telling you is Regina the one that kissed first'.

'Rubes, for god sakes… How many times I have to say that I was there, Ashley asks me to pick up little Robert at the school that day and I actually see that Emma jumps on her like a cat in heat'.

Regina and Emma 'incident' was all that every citizen in town are talking about in whole two days, every mouth telling different details of what happened in the school yard.

'They are so out of their self that I think that they would have sex right over there if they aren´t interrupted by Mary Margaret and Henry'. Katherine said in a fake scandalized tone. 'It's like… I could tell that Emma was a dike… But Regina? Jezz'.

Emma couldn't avoid a little grin on her lips as she heard the absurd. After all this time on Storybrook and she didn't get used to small town gossip yet. There she was, doing the 'celebrity thing' again. As she put the bottle in the basket and start to move to find the cheese section she imagined her picture on a tabloid: Spotted. Emma Swan with a basket full of pre sex food, and where is the mayor E?

But her feelings were about to change for what she heard next.

'Well I heard that Mary Margaret and James aren't talking to her anymore'. That was Kathryn's voice.

'No way! Really?' Said the other amused girl.

'Yes! Mary was the one that told Emma to leave the house; she is just waiting till she finds another place, because I doubt that your grandmother would allow her staying at her inn'. Kathryn said.

Ruby gives a loud laugh. 'Poor Emma, in one way or another, the princess still can't stand at Granny's because of Regina'. She keeps laughing.

'But how could Snow act different?' Kathryn put on a serious tone.' It's a huge treason from Emma to be moored with the woman that had ruined her life for so long!' Is understandable!'

'But … we know that this… family… has serious issues with relationship borders'… Ruby said in a malicious tone.

'What do you mean…?'

'Come on Kathryn! Have you already forgotten that before we got our memories back, when you believed strongly that Charming was your happy ending Mary Margaret just throws herself at him like a tramp?'

'Yes… I think.' Was Kathryn answer.

'Well if it was MY daughter, I will be just pissed like Mary Margaret anyway!' Ruby ends.

Emma feels her stomach ache. Who was Ruby to say something about family relationship? To calls her mother a tramp? And what the fuck that girl could know about having a kid?

'And now what? They will date?' Kathryn pointed. 'And how about they are traumatizing that poor boy? If I was Snow or Charming I'm definitely already had taken the boy away and…'

Emma couldn't help it anymore. She made her way to the other market's corridor.

'IF you were one of Henry's family this could be your business, but is not Emma interrupt Kathrin and Ruby that looked at her with surprise.

Emma was so angry.

'Let me put it clear: I kiss her first, she walks back and then I kiss her again, she walks back once more and on the third time she kisses me. I live and will keep living with my mother and father, and Granny unlike you both, didn't judge me yet about what happened that day, well at least not in front of me and in a fucking careless way to gossip loud on a marked not wondering if she could be overheard. No, our soon is not traumatized once we sat and talked to him, a kid don't get traumatized having two moms that love him, actually, if any of you had any kind of experience with kids, you should know that is the reverse way. I could care about the shit you two had been talking, but just remembering that this kind of crap come from a mouth of a woman that can be so sexist calling another woman a tramp because she fell in love, and hearing another woman agreeing to her, it is motivation enough to remind me that all your talk is meaningless'. Emma holds on her basket stronger and turns her heels.

The both women were still on a completely embarrassed silence when Emma turns to face then again.

'And oh yes, I have a whole intention to date the mayor if she wants me.'

The both women keep their head down flushing while Emma left the hallway.

Poor E! The crowd claim for a Savior but got a Black Sheep instead'. The small cursed town's celebrity world is treating you bad?

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As Emma was driving home she was a brooding the last two days events.

'How could you Emma?' 'What were you thinking Emma?' 'How humiliating Emma!' her parents keeping saying while she was still with red lipstick around her face remembering her of Regina's taste. They pissed her off until she just loses her sensibility. She made pretty clear for Mary Margaret and James her affection for Regina Mills. Gosh she had twenty eight, if life was going to be this way she will be more than happy about leave her parent's place as soon as possible.

But latter Mary asks her to stay. 'You are my baby Emma; we already spent a lifetime a part, please don't go'. Emma thought that her mother was starting to understand her, until the woman stops, just completely stops talking to her. They are living in the same house in two days without talking to each other. Emma's was trying being patient and understanding the woman conflict.

James had tried to have 'the talk' with her a few times, but all he gets was his daughter antipathy. 'Emma, my princess, you're not gay… You're so beautiful to be like this… you had a son… Regina probably throws some spell no you'. 'Recover your senses Emma, think straight'. And then finally: 'I'm sure you will past this phase'. Emma couldn´t tell what annoyed her more. If it was the fact that her father's main reason to want her away from Regina was homophobia, or if was the talk that always suggests that Regina would need spell somebody to be desired. And once more she made her intentions pretty clear to James. She wanted Regina, she was in love, and they could keep her in their lives like this, or just let her go.

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Hours later the first kiss

Emma's cell phone vibrates on her bed. She was lying down without actually manage some sleep. She looks at the screen, was barely ten o'clock and it was Regina. Her heart got in a little jump that spreads through her chest when she pick up.

'Hi…'

'Swan, we need to talk, I´m waiting for you. Come now'.

'Hey… what happened?'

'Henry refuses to go to bed; he wants to talk to you… to us both. And I think we own him this after your… uncontrolled behave earlier today.'

HER uncontrolled behave? Oh yeah she maybe forgot that she kissed Regina alone at the School yard, and maybe she got lipstick around her all face alone too, just for fun. She gets out of bed and manage change her clothes.

Emma's visit to the mayor's house had become a two hours talking exhaustively, trying to explain to Henry what had happened earlier. But for her surprise the kid didn't seem upset, the young boy was genuinely confused.

'Weren't women supposed to be with men?' 'Why… why, fucking why are they both mom kissing on the street?'; 'And why they are kissing if they hated each other?' 'And what now? They will marry or something?'; 'that was even possible a marriage to happen?' 'And oh god, all my classmates saw that! Is embarrassing!'.

By the panic expression on the mayor's face Emma knew that Regina had never once in her life talked to Henry about sexual orientation. Regina didn't even seems to know about it herself either. And suddenly she realizes why Regina allowed Henry to be up that late asking questions like crazy on a weekday: Regina needed the answers too, maybe even more desperately than her son. She was all confused and lost like the young boy, and as she obviously would never admit that she needs an explanation too, Emma realizes that she had the task to talk about it in a way that mother and son could understand.

After all this time discoursing about sex orientation, love and attraction, Henry finally contented himself with the: 'sometimes-two-people-can´t-avoid-to-like-each-others' talk, at least for now. Emma could tell that he ended the conversation for pure exhaustion. Regina almost didn't speak, and Emma couldn't decipher her thoughts by her face expression. She hoped she didn't screw everything over taking too much.

After putting Henry to bed a nervous Regina was serving two glasses of apple cider. Emma holds the glass in her hands, feeling the temperature. Regina swallows large sips sitting on the sofa in front of Emma.

'So…' She breaks the ice. 'How long were you thinking about me on this… this way Miss Swan?'

'I… I really don´t know Regina, but is not a new feeling for me. I wanted you for more time than a dare admit'. Emma said staring at her drink and then raising her eyes to the woman. The brunette sips again, deeply.

'Regina… 'Emma said putting her untouched drink on the little table between her and Regina's sits. 'You kissed me too. You kissed me back… Why?'

Regina stares directly in Emma´s eyes.

'I assume you know the answer Miss Swan, as you pass the last two hours explaining the attraction's laws to my son'. Emma couldn´t help her smile.

Emma was not expecting this. She had always pictured Regina being mad at her and denying any kind of feeling she could have about the blonde. She pictured a defensive and aggressive mayor that would rather die than admits that something had happened between them. Well, maybe the whole 'public nature' of their activities had helped it too. How to deny something that all the city had witnessed anyway?

'I've never… You know I never ever had been with... you know…'

'Whit another woman?' Emma hurries to say. 'Me neither… Like… Gosh I had never even kissed a girl at school time; you know… when those Russian girls appeared and all the girls starting making out…!' She said attempting to relive the tension. But the mayor wasn't smiling.

'You were the second person I kissed at my whole life Miss Swan'.

Emma's jaw dropped. How could it be fucking possible? Regina had just kissed one person before her? She must be kidding. And when she realizes her indiscretion she tries to change the unbelievable expression of her face.

'Well... You know what they used to say about seconds… They are even better right?' Emma manages a small smile. Regina holds her hard facial expression when she stands up and walks till the doorway. It was late, Emma understand the fact that Regina was telling her that was time to go, and she was surprised that this time the woman had not told her to go with the harder words that she could find, as usual. Yes, things had definitely changed. Emma Stand up and walks toward the mayor. 'I better go then'.

'Miss Swan, just one more thing' Regina said when she was leading Emma to the front door. Emma looked at her. 'I´m listening'.

'I really appreciate when people ask what I want, and if I want, before just crushing their mouths or hands on me'. Emma laughs loud, but the mayor face keeps straight.

'Ok mayor, would you mind if I kiss you goodbye?' The blonde asks.

'No'.

She approaches the mayor slowly and kisses her tenderly. When she tried to put her hands on the mayor hips she felt the woman retract.

'Is late' Regina said. 'You should go'.

That was weird; the way Regina´s body seems to turn to rock suddenly. But Emma didn't want to think about it now. As she left she choose left her car parked next to Regina's house and walk to her house, she needed to breathe. She was kissing Regina Mills, fucking Regina Mills, Regina f-u-c-k-i-n-g Mills… And despite all her eccentricities, she loved it.

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Two days after the first kiss. Night Time

And there was Regina Mills, in Emma's small room.

In a complete state of sanity she would never agree about going there and eat cheap cheese, chocolate covered apple slices and drink bad wine. But she couldn't tell how sanity was like anymore. As soon as she received the blonde's text with the invitation she saw herself wrapped with the desire to see her. She could ask Emma to her big, empty and very intimate house, but she could tell how Mary Margaret and James are disgusted about her and Emma's 'situation', so, if she got a chance to irritate them, why don't just go ahead and annoy the couple?

They aren't at home when she arrives there, and now she was starting to feel that she could regret not asking the blonde to her place instead. But her thoughts was scattered as long as she felt Emma's lips on her neck.

'Can I smell you Madame Mayor?' Emma felt Regina nodding.

'Mmmmmmmm… You smell so good'. She said with her warm breath on Regina's skin. The Mayor felt goose bumps running her body.

She search for Emma's lips and manage to trap them with hers. The kiss got deepened and Emma start's to force herself on the other woman's body to lay her on the bed. But Regina was hard, and straight. Emma assumed that it was a fight for domination, and she particularly loved this kind of game.

'Come on Regina… Be nice… lain on the bed' she said trying a little bit harder.

But Regina didn't move. Her body was like a rock resisting the impact of her lover's. The mayor had her eyes open and she was breathing heavily. No, she didn't want to lose control, but she was freezing from inside. She could tell that Emma didn't realize that she was starting to panic and she was thanking god for it. Emma didn't need to know about her… weakness.

'You have a so soft skin… Can I touch?' As the mayor didn't respond, the blonde run her fingertips through her tights. 'I had imagined this so many times…' Her hands went a little bit up. '

Regina took a deep breath that she knows would definitely give Emma the wrong impression.

'Just let me...' The blonde starts to say while managing spread the mayor legs with her hands.

'STOP'. Was all Regina could say.

Emma completely stops before Regina roughly closes her legs and run out of Emma's embrace. She looked at her with confusing eyes.

'Did I do something wrong?'

Regina clears her throat.

'No…' She starts to say. She didn't want freaks out, and it took every fiber of her being to go on. 'I know what I want to do Miss Swan'. She said trying to stay calm.

So, that was it. Emma's hands are tied at the headboard. Regina couldn´t believe that she had found a way to go out that terrible situation without a breakdown. And now that she was seeing her lover completely harmless she starts to enjoy the game. She had never felt desire about a woman's body before, but when she untied Emma's jeans and saw her round hips , the tiny triangle between her long smooth legs she definitely felt something.

Emma, on the other hand, was ridiculously aroused. Regina realized it while she spreads the blonde's legs and climb on top of her. 'Is that ok?' Regina asks while she instinctively pressed her knee between Emma´s legs and felt the wetness.

'Oh yes…' She heard from the woman. She kept this way, but she didn't let her body crashed over Emma´s. Instead, she touches the blonde's flat abs, using one hand to support herself and the other to explore. The brunette runs her fingers on Emma's skin, presses her navel and went up to her ribs. Regina was enjoying the sensation of caressing a so soft skin, and the effects of her simple touch on Emma.

The blonde was gasping hard, her breathing becoming heavier. Regina raised herself removing the knee form between the blonde. Emma moaned on disapproval. And when she was over there, Regina just realized that she just really felt it, the throb between her legs. She plunged on Emma´s lips one more time. This time the kiss was rough and she allowed her own body to crash on top of the blonde's one, she felt Emma's moan inside her mouth. Emma's body was trembling and her heavy breath was intoxicating the other woman. Their breasts are touching; Regina felt the blonde's nipples against her own hard peaks.

'Can I…' She starts to say while starting to raise the fabric of Emma's top.

'Mmmmm Regina… please do it' .The blond moan.

She raises Emma's top over her neckline. She had perfect rounded breasts and was hearing a bra thin enough for show her very hard pink nipples as she cupped then with her both hands stroking the peaks between her fingers.

'Oh god…. I feel so goodmmmm…' Emma said as Regina sucked her lips again silencing her.

Regina realized that she was wet, like really wet; as she keeps kissing her love she pictures herself kissing those breasts. She wanted to flick her tongue on those pink little nipples and suck them hard. She pictured herself going down treading kisses over Emma's abs and reaching her panties. She wants to spread her legs and see her little pussy, and then slide her fingers inside it again and again and again. And she was losing herself at these thoughts when they heard the door opening.

Mary Margaret arrived at her place to see an over exited and cover in melted chocolate Henry playing video game in her living room. Empty packaged of chocolate and a two litter bottle of coke by the half were around the boy that had a little guitar in his hands and managing to play an agitated rock and roll song.

'I don't give a damn 'bout my reputation
You're living in the past it's a new generation'

'Henry?... Henry! HENRY!' Mary Margaret had to scream before the boy turn down and realizes her presence.

'An' I only feel good
When I got no pain
An' that's how I'm gonna stay'

'Hi Snow! Have you ever heard this song before? Isn't that AWSOME? I'm already playing it five in a row…' His voice was almost hysterical.

'Henry, where is your mother?

'OH! She is talking to Emma in her room in hooooours!' He couldn't stop moving and jumping

'An' I don't give a damn
'Bout my bad reputation'

.'Oh no,no,no,no,no,no,no not me, me,me,me,me… '

'Ok.' Mary Margaret moves towards the room. Unlike her living room the bedroom was in silence; she knows for sure that her daughter and that woman weren't talking at all. She pushed the door, and she pushed hard. She was so angry.

Both women break the kiss to stare at her. Great! She has just come back home to encounter the ridiculous view of her daughter tied to the bed with no pants on while Regina, her ex step mother was on top of her and just to get even 'better' the booth women ignores that their son was doing whatever at the living room.

'Regina! Didn't I told you to lock the door?'

'NO! You told me that the door was locked!'

'Fucking no… I told you to…'

'ENOUGTH' Mary Margaret said. She was so scandalized that she open and close her mouth several times before actually say something.

'I just… I.. I can´t believe this! You two even know that your son is having a sugar breakdown on the living room while you both are so distracted doing... this..to even close the door? And if the boy is telling the truth, because he is pretty 'high' right now, you both are in this room in hours like reckless teenagers!

Regina stands up and untied Emma. 'I'm better go Sheriff'. She approaches to Mary Margaret till she was inches from her face. There was the evil queen again.

'Come on dear, take it easy… you know that I hadn't a chance of being a teenager at all'. Mary closed her eyes as Regina walks.

'Henry, turn it off! It is time to go home.'

After reading a thousand stories and a jar of chamomile tea to finally calm down Henry's agitation he fell asleep. Yes, the mayor must admit her irresponsibility. It would never happen again, she thought to herself.

Regina entered the bathroom. She starts removing her clothes while the hot water was filling the tub. When she put down her lace black panties she could see the result of that night with Emma. As she bumped her fingers on her pussy she felt the electricity. She didn't feel this way for what seems like forever… since the other land's time, stable's time… since Daniel.

As she entered the tub she remembered a lifetime when sexual activity wasn't being completely ruined for her, she remembers having so much desire burning inside. With hot water covering her own body, her mind travelled back at that time.

She remembered specifically that day at the stables. Was around a month before her forced marriage with Leopold, she was still a teenager. Daniel and she never had time enough to go till the end, but they are used to do some make out sessions, that day was the most intense of them all. She remembered feeling his hardness against her navel when they were between hot kisses and a tight embrace, even with her inexperience she could tell that he was big.

Her body was aching with need. She takes his hand and boldly put it on her left breast. He keeps his hand there, no moving, so she covers it with her own and make pressure. Next thing she could feel was Daniel's both hands gently massaging her breasts and the wetness between her legs. She starts to move her hips against his hard cock over the fabric of her and his letter paints. She gave him a loud moan when he was definitely trying to hold himself, and then he could't anymore.

His hands unbuttoned her blouse and his mouth touches her breasts. His lips closed around one nipple. She moans again tangling her fingers on his brow hair. He keeps sucking both of her nipples and lowered his hands to squeeze her perfect ass. She was becoming soaked wet and louder. He knew the time of being rough, and the rest of the time he was so gentle, so soft, and it turns on her even more. She was searching for untying his pants when he stops her. They heard Cora's voice and Regina with a groan of frustration starts to bottom the blouse again, and as fast as she could she straightened her clothes and walks away from the stables in a hurry.

Latter on her bed, when she touched herself she was still so wet… and she comes hard more than once imagining Daniel thrust deep inside of her. She already had heard that the first time could be painful, but she couldn't wait to make love to him. It was all that she wanted from life.

And then the memory of that time was replaced by the events of this night. She feels the same impulse, the same urge but on a different way. She wanted to be inside of Emma. She wanted it badly. She wanted to take off her boy shorts and see the shape of her pussy. She wanted Emma on her hands and knees, and penetrates her while hearing Emma crying out her name.

At this time she realized that she had one hand between her legs, one finger circling her hard clit. Yes, she was masturbating. She open her eyes, she couldn´t even remember the last time she did it. As she feels a small wave of pleasure running her body she closed her eyes again and keep moving her finger.

A whole sequence of mixed Daniel and Emma voices, movements, body shapes and scents were dancing in her head. She was moving faster and faster until she felt it. Pain. A sudden pain in her whole sex and her lower stomach as unwittingly the image of Leopold crossed her mind. It takes just this one second of this memory to make her move her hand away. No... She didn't want to touch her body anymore and she didn't want to be touched either, the hell no. She got out of the hot tub.

As she tried to banish the painful memories of her head, she knows that sex was completely ruined for her.

But Emma, that on the other hand seems to enjoy sex too much, had showed her an alternative path, and maybe, just maybe she could handle a way to keep both of them satisfied.

And she knows she has to put her offer on the table before her lover realized her weakness, or worse, before she ended loosing Emma.

As her thoughts keep coming back to the blackest days of her life, Regina only knows, that's no way she would succeed in sleep this night.

She gets up and starts to clean the house instead.

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