Chapter 1:

I woke up in a good mood. I skipped into the kitchen, and I cooked myself some breakfast. I couldn't wait to see Jacob again. I ate as fast as I could, then I rushed to Billy's and asked him where Jacob was. I saw his face was sad and he whispered

: "Hospital" I gasped

"But Jake is a werewolf, doesn't he heal quicker than others…."

"This was major. The Volturi attacked him" I cried, and cried…. I did everything to take away the depression. I wanted to visit Jake but it would just hurt me more. I heard from mommy and daddy what the Volturi can do. I couldn't even think about it. It hurt too much. Mommy seemed sad too but I don't think that daddy cared. You see, Jacob used to try and take Mommy away because he loved her. But he told me that now he loved me even if I was 6 and he was like 19.I decided in the end that I would have to pay a visit to the hospital. When I entered, it was so terrifying I couldn't take it. Jake was scarred all over, and blood trickled down his whole face, his eyes were open but yet, he looked asleep. I was so used to Jacob's comforting smile. The way he carried me, tucked me in, cooked for me.

"Jake?" I whispered

"Nessie? Is that you?"

"Yes" I whispered, trying to keep myself from crying. It was sad seeing him like this. He smiled forcefully. I wonder how much that hurt. A smile. HURT! No! it came back to me. Jacob was in pain.

"How are you?" I asked him, I looked down to find him already asleep.

I cried myself to sleep that night and mom and dad began to worry about my lack of eating and my depression. I don't know why they cared since none of them showed the tiniest bit of care for Jakey, who had been there for them for almost their entire life together. I avoided talking to anyone and I was always at home.

My friends and family worried… I decided after a month that I was going to visit jake in the hospital. He was making progress, though there were still scars and Jane was still causing him jolts of pain. He said that he heard her voice in the distance crying out : "PAIN!"

It was sad seeing him like that but I had faith that he was going to be here with me. Jake. Not the boy in hospital who barely spoke to me anymore.