AN: ok so, I am disappointed but let's be honest not surprised that nobody reviewed... Please tell me what you think but clicking that button. It's not hard honestly I will be happy with a smiley face... I'd like to know your reading =D
Disclaimer: I don't own glee, I won't in the next chapter or the next, let me be honest I never will. So really guys, if I forget to do that at the beginning of a story – please don't file a law suit, I'm just a small town girl, living in a lonely world. I took the midnight train going anywhere...
Dear diary,
I love glee – who wouldn't but I'm bored, I mean I'm the nest singer in there god I'm better that allot of famous celebrities and I don't get the solos? It's inhuman! Sorry I rant allot.
Finn came over today, we sat on the bed and you guessed it – made out, like allot. I just got nervous and stopped; I mean it felt good and all. He made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside but I just kept on wondering what would happen if I were not to stop him, if one thing led to another and my top came off and... Well I honestly try not to think. He is hot and fit and sexy, all those things but the thought of his hands on my body when there isn't something protecting me from all the diseases I could get. I can't think about it without wanting to be sick. Well if I'm honest the thought of any hands on my body except from my own scares me a little. Is that weird diary or is that just me?
I don't know what to do any more; I'm going to go talk to Mrs. Pilsberry tomorrow about it – that should help. Tina says that mike said that she had never slept with any one and now that she is with Karl she has and is less OCD. It's worth a try.
I'm going to go now diary.
Xx
Rachel. B. Berry.
AN: ok so the next chapter is not going to be a diary entry I don't think, it will probably be Rachel going to Mrs. Pilsberry to talk to her about her 'condition'
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Xx Diana.