OK this kinda sucks. I'm finally able to get internet and i'm soo excited to see what people thought. So far i have 1 review and 3 story alerts. I know that the beginning is sort of depressing but it kind of has to be because that is how the story is supposed to be. Don't worry though my lovely readers it does get better as it continues. Also just to remind you guys this story is M rated for a reason!
Me: I do not own the characters of twilight. But i do own Kyle... Dangit that kind of sucks!
Me: hey stephenie can i trade you Kyle for Edward?
Stephenie: no way!
Me: how about victoria? nobody likes her!
Stephenie: that's true... but people like her better than Kyle though! Anyway you created him so you're stuck with him.
Me: Damn! Why did i create such a monster?! oh... right... because i'm a moron.
" Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew."
Ch.2 Déjà vu, My Nightmare Style
I got up early the next morning under the gray and cloudy skies of Forks, Washington. I slowly walked over to my closet and quickly put together a knee length kaki skirt and a dark blue sweatshirt. I ran a brush quickly through my tangled hair and pulled my hair into a messy bun. I always knew I was never any good when it came to fashion. Back in the past I would at least put in the effort but now these days I could really care less. At least this way guys would be repelled by my awful dressing and wouldn't even dare talk to me. This was good for me because I didn't need more guys swooning over me and more girls hating me.
I stepped out of my front door and headed for my old Chevy pickup truck. Today was the day when I would have my new start at Forks High Academy. The school was a private school that only rich could afford. My family is far from being rich but there are some scholarships for the school which I applied for and now I am an official student at FHA. Originally I applied for this school because I heard that it looks good on college application. But now today my only reason is that this new school could be my only chance at escaping the horrid rumors of my former school.
I finally entered the school grounds and saw some of the most amazing and most expensive cars in the parking lot. I saw a bunch of girls wearing clothes that looked as if the got it out of a movie stars closet. All the girls looked flawless, as if they were human sized Barbies — it made me wonder how much make up they put on and how many plastic surgeries they had.
I let out a huge sigh as I thought to myself while stepping out of my truck, So much for fitting in with everyone.
During most of my day I sat in my classrooms silently — nobody bothering to even talk to me. Some groups of girls would look me up and down in disgust then started whispering words to each other. I kinda figured they were about the way I dressed. My next class was biology and I was beginning to run late. I started to dash toward my classroom when all of a sudden I tripped over my damn two feet. I felt my whole body bump and knock down someone that broke my fall.
"I'm so sorry about that," I mumbled. When I looked up to see who I ran into I could feel my eyes widen into complete utter shock. It felt sort of like déjà vu except in a nightmare sort of style. He had the exact same hair and face as Kyle, but his eyes were the only thing that was different from him. His eyes were a stunning emerald green and I could feel myself getting lost in them.
"It's fine. Do you want me to walk you to your class?" He asked as he gave me a magnificent crooked smile that I could swoon over for days. I could feel my heart skipping a few beats at a time when he talked to me — but then I remember what happened when I got to close to Kyle and I wasn't ready for a repeat of that.
"No," I answered coldly. "You better get going or you're going to be late for class."
I ran off in a different direction from biology. Right now I couldn't go to class because I slowly begun to feel my heart break down into a million pieces. I knew I wouldn't be able to keep it together in class. I kept on running till I found a bathroom. I glanced around to see if it was empty before I started to breakdown into sobs. I quietly sobbed for a while when I heard the door to the bathroom start to open.
There were two girls that walked into the bathroom. One girl had short cropped black hair that had spikes going in all directions. She was also very pixie like considering how skinny and short she was. The other was a tall blonde that looked like the perfection of beauty. She was also reflecting the expression on her face she looked very aggressive and strong willed. They're eyes widen when they saw me puffy eyed and red nosed. They ran over to my side gracefully looking at me with concern.
"What's wrong?" questioned the pixie like girl.
"It's nothing… really," I tried to tell them.
"It can't be nothing — you're bawling your eyes out like a child. Am I right, Alice?" The tall blonde said to me.
" Yeah, you are Rose… Maybe if you talk about it then it'll make you feel better." Alice whispered kindly to me as she hugged me.
At first I was taken back by their random act of kindness, but then I wondered if they were only asking for gossiping reasons. "Why are you doing this?" I questioned narrowing my eyes a little. "I'm not rich or probably popular like you guys. Your just doing this so you have something good to gossip about later on today with your friends. Please just leave me alone."
Their eyes dropped down to the ground as the bathroom went into complete utter silence for a few breaths. Finally Rose spoke up and said, "You're right we aren't you friends and we shouldn't bother… But that doesn't change the fact that we're concern and you're crying. So please take the chance to reach out and try to become our friend because most people only have one chance at many good things."
I looked at the both of them trying to see if there was any sign of this being a complete utter lie. After another few silent minutes I realized the words they told me were true and I decided to trust them. I nodded my head slowly.
I took in a deep breath before I started to explain, "My name is Bella Swan, I can't tell you what happened today just yet, but I will tell something else that's related to the subject. Can you promise not to tell anyone?"
"Of course," they both said in unison.
I let out a huge sigh as I told them about how last year I used to be a loner. I never really talked to anyone except for Kyle. I told them how he made me feel so happy back then and how he used to brighten up my world. But then girls got jealous of me and started to talk shit about me behind my back. One day I decided to ask him out but he tried to use me for sex. I told them about what he said to me when I refused to have sex with him. Finally I told them about the rumors that started up and why I came to this school in the first place.
When I finished they all stared at me wide eyed, until Alice jumped over hugging me as she cried, "Oh my god! I'm so sorry Bella! That is just so totally terrible!"
She started to hug me tighter and some how she was able to lift me up and swing me around.
"It's ok. Alice… you're kinda… choking me." I squeaked. She soon realized what she was doing and dropped me to my feet. I looked over to Rose who looked murderous.
"That jackass," she whispered. Then in a louder voice, "Do you want me to hunt him down for you?"
"Umm… no that's ok. If I really wanted to kick his ass I would of done it by now. I'm pretty good when it comes to fighting. Heck I'm a black belt in Karate." I said with a little chuckle. Suddenly I feeling a little better talking with them.
"Really that's soooo cool," Alice exclaimed. She then hesitated, her face scrunching up in deep thought and then suddenly her eyes began to sparkle as if she just won the lottery. "Hey! I know what would make everyone feel better. Let's ditch school early today, head down to Port Angeles, and – go – shopping!"
My face probably dropped as soon as I heard the word shopping. I began to hyperventilate, "But I don't have any money! And how do we get out of here without getting into trouble? I already got detention as it is since I skipped class!"
"Chill out Bella we got this covered," mentioned Rose. "We have ways of getting out of here; all we need you to do is act sick. Can you do that?"
I nodded my head shakily. We headed down to the office as I sat in a chair close by trying to look as sick as I possibly could, which wouldn't be to hard considering my nose and eyes were still red and puffy. I watched as the two talked to the lady at the front office. The lady looked over their shoulders at me as Rose an Alice walked back to me giving a hidden thumbs up.
As soon as we were outside and in Rose's red convertible M3 BMW I asked, "What did you guys say to her?"
"Oh we just told her that we found you throwing up in the bathroom and that that the nurse told us to take you home since they couldn't get in contact with your parents." Alice mentioned to me.
"Heck it works," Rose shrugged. "At least this explains why you didn't go to biology and skip the rest of school today."
I smiled a little as we continued to drive. I quietly whispered, "Thank you."
Rose laughed and exclaimed, "No! Thank you! Because of you we get to skip school and go shopping!"
It seemed to me that she didn't realize that I wasn't saying thanks about going shopping but for stopping and listening to me and my problems. It's been so long since I've felt so happy. Because of this happiness it gave me something that I have given up a long time ago… hope.