A/N: Hey! Another chapter of her diary! I do not own anything! Just for fun Still looking for a BETA reader let me know if you want to?
Plot: Hermione's Diary
Truth
Dear Diary:
I'm getting married tomorrow. It was quite sudden when he asked me and all I could do was say yes. I love him dearly but he will never truly have my heart.
I'm still in love with the man I hate. Well 'hate' is a strong word but I can't help it. I know he did what he had to just to save everyone but it was not right.
Ron and I are getting married at the burrow, just like Bill and Fleur. A lot of changed in that house since the war. Its quiet now. Since Fred's death its been dreary and grey. Were hoping the wedding will bring smiles to everyone's faces.
Its only been a month since the war. Ron asked me to marry him a week after the final battle. Harry is going to be the best man and Ginny the maid of honor. I heard from Ginny that Harry might ask to 'tie the knot' soon. I'm very excited for her, for Harry.
I'm scared though. I don't want to do this but I need to be happy. For merlin's sake the only man I want is Severus. He's being buried 'officially' next week and I don't know if I'm going. Every since Harry showed the ministry his memories he has been cleared of all charges. I know the truth and I feel like a fool. Yes I may still hate him for the things he did but knowing he was forced too sheds light.
My heart will always belong to Severus Snape no matter what happens.
Maybe my heart will make some room for Ron?
Wish me luck for tomorrow. Please give me the strength I need.
-Hermione Jean Granger.