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Over the next few days the other Titans noticed a difference in Raven, she was becoming more, and more withdrawn. She was snappier when anyone tried to talk to her, and she almost never left her room. there was one point they new they were in trouble, they were called to a bank robbery, and Raven had snapped and thrown one of the robbers so hard against a wall it killed him on impact. After that Raven went into a kind of shock, and hadn't left her room at all in the last three days. Beastboy and Starfire were more worried then the others.

"Maybe we should take friend Raven do a doctor?" Said Star to Beastboy one night. He shook his head,

"She won't go, you know that Star" She nodded.

"I know, but I hate to see her like this"

"Me too star"

Raven was in her room trying to meditate, she kept falling and losing her concentration.

"Azerath, Metrion, Zinthos, Azera-" she fell, she screamed in anger and broke her only remaining window.

"Give up Raven" it was Rage.

"No!" she said. She walked to the window and started picking up broken pieces of glass out of her carpet.

"Raven?" it was Beastboy knocking at the door. She cringed.

"Go away Beastboy!" she said hotly. There was silence for a minute, then another knock.

"Raven, we want to talk to you, could you please come out here, just for a few minutes?" She sighed. "please Ray?" She dropped the pieces of glass into the waste basket next to her desk.

"Fine...I'll be out in a minute" She heard Beastboy walk away. She walked to her round mirror hanging over her desk. She looked terrible, she hadn't slept more then an hour since she had killed that man. Her hair was sticking up, her eyes were red and she had huge purple circles under her eyes. She ran a comb through her hair and turned and walked out of the room. She saw the look on worry on all there faces as she walked out into the commen room.

"Raven, we need to talk" it was Robin, he was the only one standing, he gestured for her to sit down, she shook her head. He nodded.

"Look Raven, we are all worried about you. We know you are upset about that guy at the bank" She flinched. Robin paused for a minute, then went on. "We think you need help Raven...Maybe go talk to someone?" She shook her head stubbornly.

"I don't need help Robin, I just need sometime" She saw Star and Beastboy exchange looks, and Cyborg looked down at his feet.

"Raven...we think, maybe, in till this thing with Rage calms down...maybe you need to go stay somewhere..." She glared at him, Rage buzzing angrily at the back of her mind.

"STAY somewhere?" and what do you mean by that Robin?" Cyborg stood up.

"Look Ray, you are clearly having some sort of melt down, and it is not only affecting you, but all of us, you need help, just till this calms down"

Raven felt Rage surfacing and pushing to come through. She put her fingers to her temples and closed her eyes tightly.

"I don't need to stay anywhere"

"Raven" Said Robin. "You killed someone" Her eyes flew open, Rage flying to the front of her mind.

" I am aware I fucking killed someone boy wonder!" She spat at him. Star whimpered, Cyborg sat back down, and Robin look like he had just been smacked, Raven never blew up at people.

"Ray" Beastboy stood up and walked over to her. "We just want to help" He reached out a hand, but she blasted it away with her powers, he jerked his hand away, he looked shocked. At the look of pain, not only from her powers on his face, Rage sinked away, And Raven re appeared.

"Beastboy, I'm sorry" She reached out to him, but he cringed away. She cringed too. All of them were staring at her like they were afraid to breathe. She choked back a sob, she wouldn't cry in front of them, she refused. She turned and fled to her room. Beastboy running after her.

"Raven! Don't!" She slammed her door and jammed a code into the door. Beastboy beat against it. "Raven, we just want to help!" She crumpled to the floor, her mirror on her wall shatter in to thousands of pieces and flew around her room, her books flew open and pages were torn out. She felt Rage tugging at her, her other emotions all seemed dead, and the ones that weren't, were fastily dieing.

"GIVE IN!" screamed Rage

"No!" she shouted, but her voice was weaker, less controlled.

"I will win" Said Rage, a heavy laugh splitting the corners of her mind.

"No you won't! I won't let you! Not this time" She flew out her window just as Beastboy bust down her door.

"Ray!" he ran to the window, but she was already out of sight.

He turned around and stared blankly at her wall, were her mirror once was, were pieces of glass all over the wall, and in the moon light glinting off the hundreds of tiny bits, were spelled the words, 'Forgive me'

Raven flew through the air, blinded by tears and the sound of Rages protest. She wasn't sure were she was going, she just had to get away.

She flew up for a half hour around jump city, and finely flew to the woods outside the city limits, to tired to do anything else, she landed on the ground and stared numbly around.

"Hello Raven" She looked up, she wasn't really surprised to see Slade standing in front of her.

"Hello Slade" She said tonelessly.

"Have you made your choice" it really wasn't a question. She glared at him.

"Yes...I have" she could tell by his eye, he was smiling.

"Wonderful, follow me"