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Chapter 2
I want your love.
Yukito walked down the street, on his way to Sakura's house. Yue wanted to see if she was still upset. Maybe this time she would talk him. Sakura's relationship with Yue had grown after she transformed all of the cards. He was no longer cold towards her. When he spoke to her he sounded like he was talking to close friend, even when he called her Mistress.
Sakura was inside her house watching a movie when the doorbell rang. Wondering who it could be, she went to answer the door. She was surprised to see Yukito. She quickly let him in and closed the door. She led him into the living room. As she sat down, Yue transformed. He noticed how her gaze dropped to her knees.
"Mistress, what is troubling you?" He asked, looking at her carefully. Sakura refused to meet his eyes, and remained staring at her knees.
"Nothing is wrong." She replied as if she wanted to believe it herself. Yue sighed softly. Uncrossing his arms he walked over and sat beside her on the couch. Sakura trembled a bit. Yue hesitantly touched her shoulder, trying to get her attention, which seemed to wondering. When he grabbed her shoulder he knew something was wrong. She was too skinny. Even when she was ten she was never this small. He eyed her body carefully and noticed for the first time that she had lost a lot of weight.
"Mistress, when was the last time you ate something?" He asked concerned. Sakura looked surprised by this question.
"I uh can't remember." She said with a small smile. Yue's eyes narrowed. It wasn't good if she couldn't remember the last time she had eaten. She wasn't like him. She needed food to survive.
"I think you should eat something. You should also rest so your magic is at full strength." Yue said.
"I'm not hungry." Sakura mumbled. Yue nodded reluctantly.
"Fine. Can you at least tell me a little bit about what is bothering you?" He asked. Sakura sighed shakily in defeat. Maybe she could tell him a bit.
"I'm..........I'm in love." She blurted out. Yue nodded, now knowing what was wrong with her.
"You miss Syaoran. I understand." Yue said. Sakura violently shook her head.
"No! I don't love Syaoran. I love someone else, but he already loves someone and because of it I can't tell him how I feel." Sakura said, tears spilling down her cheeks. Yue was shocked at what she said. He wanted to comfort her but didn't know what to do. Yue scanned the memories of his other form, looking for something that comforts people. He hesitantly pulled Sakura into a hug. He let his chin rest on her head and ran his hand through her hair. Sakura stopped crying and leaned against Yue. She slipped her arms around his waist and pressed her face against his chest. Yue wasn't quite sure what to do. He had never been this close to anyone before. Not even Clow Reed. So he just held her.
Sakura was in heaven, being held by Yue. She loved him so much and wanted him to love her in return but knew that he never would. Sakura moved closer to Yue, pressing their bodies together. She glanced up at her moon guardian. He looked so lost. It was clear that he didn't know what to do. Sakura let herself relax and was almost asleep when he spoke.
"Mistress, who is it that you love?" He question gently. Sakura froze. She had never heard Yue sound this tender.
"I can't tell you." She said with a voice that told him not to question any further cause he'll get the same answers. Yue gave her a brief squeeze before letting her go.
"I must get Yukito back to your brother." He said before leaving.
*************************Yue's point of view******************************
I left my mistress's house after our talk but I did not go back to Touya's. Instead I went to the clock tower. That was my favorite place to think. And right now I needed to think. I was confused about what Sakura had said. She didn't love Syaoran, but someone else. I was glad at this news. Syaoran had left Sakura and gone back to Hong Kong to marry some other girl. I felt bad for encouraging that little boy all those years ago. But if Sakura had gotten over him, maybe there was room in her life for someone else. Like me. After Clow had died I promised that I would never fall in love again. But somehow Sakura slowly worked her way into my heart. I didn't even know I had a heart to love her with. But that didn't matter. I had to keep pretending I didn't feel anything for her. We could never be together because of Touya and Yukito. Besides what could see possibly see in me? I was so cold and uncaring towards her after that Final Judgment. It was my own fault that she could never love me. But then what she said came back to me. The person she loved already had someone. Could she still be in love with my false form? Pain I didn't know existed shot through me. My thoughts wandered back to when I held her. I became aware of her. The way she breathed, her scent of flowers, her angelic face framed with soft brown hair. When I held her or was around her, I felt so at ease. At peace, a kind of feeling I had only felt around her and Clow. I was obsessed with her. Even though I would never admit it, I was scared to love again. I wasn't sure if I could deal with a second heartbreak. Plus I was ages older than she is. I know I am just looking for excuses to deny what I feel for her. But there is nothing I can do. Even if she returned my feelings (which would never happen) we couldn't be together. After all Touya and Yukito were together before I discovered my feelings for Sakura. I could never break my false form's happiness. Sighing I flew back to Touya's house and let Yukito take over.
********************************End of Yue's P.O.V.***********************
Sakura looked out the window, watching Yue for as long as she could. It felt so nice to be held by him. She was so upset when he let her go and left. Sakura stopped moving around. She felt strange, like there was someone with her. But there was no one else in the room. For a brief second she felt her aura darken. But it went back to its usual color in a split second. Shrugging it off Sakura went upstairs and prepared for another sleepless night.
Sakura lay down in bed and looked at the moon. She let herself fall into a fantasy of Yue loving her back. She smiled wistfully at the thought. If only it were true. Remembering the tender voice he had spoken to her with she smiled. It wasn't fake or sad. Just hearing that much caring in his voice made her stomach do cartwheels. Her skin tingled when he touched her. Again she had to restrain herself from telling him her true feelings when he held her. She couldn't though. He could never love her back. Plus she had just gained him friendship. She didn't want to lose that after a few years of trying to get close him. For the first time in many nights, Sakura drifted off into sleep, where she dreamt.
She saw herself standing in the middle of the park. She looked around and realized that she wasn't alone. Her heart jumped with joy as she saw Yue standing in front of her, smiling tenderly. She started to run towards him when she noticed another girl. Sakura gasped in shock. The other girl was identical to herself. Only she had black hair and crimson eyes. All of her cloths were black to. Yue was standing between them looking from one to the other. Sakura cried out his name. Yue smiled and walked towards Sakura. The other girl sudden was shouting his name and that she loved him. Yue paused and went to the other girl and embraced her. Sakura felt her eyes burn as she watched Yue hold this other girl.
"Yue, wait I love you too." She shouted. Yue looked up at her with an amused smile.
"Too bad it took you so long to tell me that Sakura. I have already made my choice." He said and kissed the girl in his arms.
Sakura jumped up in her bed. She touched her cheeks and felt tears. She remembered her dream with startling clarity. A type of clarity only visions left. Kero popped up from his 'room' in her desk, asking what was wrong. Sakura quickly told him her dream, making sure left out that it was Yue she saw. Kero frowned thinking.
"It must be a vision. But who was the other girl. And who was it that you said you loved?" He said.
"Uh, I don't know. I've never seen him before." Sakura lied. Unlike Yue, Kero accepted her answer.
"Well, just remember this. It may help in the future. I should tell you that if you do love someone, you should tell them cause your dream may be right. And you could lose them." Kero said before climbing back in bed. Sakura looked outside and stared at the moon again.
"Yeah right. How can I tell Yue that I love him when he still loves Clow Reed?" She asked herself. Sitting on his bed Kero quietly gasped. Sakura was in love with..............Yue!? No wonder she couldn't tell him. Vowing to talk to Yue about this, Kero fell asleep. Sakura crawled into bed and fell asleep.
A girl with long black hair and crimson eyes watched Sakura with interest. The girl's name was Asuka. Her and Sakura looked so much alike. They were like twins. Sakura hadn't meet Asuka yet. But all she needed was a few more days. Then she could have her own body and get what the card mistress wanted. Yue. Asuka shared a desire for Yue, as did Sakura. But their desires were different. Sakura loved Yue and desired him to love her back. Asuka didn't hold love Yue. She had only lust for him.
"Soon Sakura. We shall meet. And your precious moon guardian will be mine." Asuka said with a cold smile.
Well there is the second chapter. I want to thank Yuki, night sparkle, Thaliel, W. Kathy and last but not least MousaS for kindly reviewing my first chapter. Thanks everyone. You guys inspire me to write faster. Please review no flames.
* Mistress Sakura*
Chapter 2
I want your love.
Yukito walked down the street, on his way to Sakura's house. Yue wanted to see if she was still upset. Maybe this time she would talk him. Sakura's relationship with Yue had grown after she transformed all of the cards. He was no longer cold towards her. When he spoke to her he sounded like he was talking to close friend, even when he called her Mistress.
Sakura was inside her house watching a movie when the doorbell rang. Wondering who it could be, she went to answer the door. She was surprised to see Yukito. She quickly let him in and closed the door. She led him into the living room. As she sat down, Yue transformed. He noticed how her gaze dropped to her knees.
"Mistress, what is troubling you?" He asked, looking at her carefully. Sakura refused to meet his eyes, and remained staring at her knees.
"Nothing is wrong." She replied as if she wanted to believe it herself. Yue sighed softly. Uncrossing his arms he walked over and sat beside her on the couch. Sakura trembled a bit. Yue hesitantly touched her shoulder, trying to get her attention, which seemed to wondering. When he grabbed her shoulder he knew something was wrong. She was too skinny. Even when she was ten she was never this small. He eyed her body carefully and noticed for the first time that she had lost a lot of weight.
"Mistress, when was the last time you ate something?" He asked concerned. Sakura looked surprised by this question.
"I uh can't remember." She said with a small smile. Yue's eyes narrowed. It wasn't good if she couldn't remember the last time she had eaten. She wasn't like him. She needed food to survive.
"I think you should eat something. You should also rest so your magic is at full strength." Yue said.
"I'm not hungry." Sakura mumbled. Yue nodded reluctantly.
"Fine. Can you at least tell me a little bit about what is bothering you?" He asked. Sakura sighed shakily in defeat. Maybe she could tell him a bit.
"I'm..........I'm in love." She blurted out. Yue nodded, now knowing what was wrong with her.
"You miss Syaoran. I understand." Yue said. Sakura violently shook her head.
"No! I don't love Syaoran. I love someone else, but he already loves someone and because of it I can't tell him how I feel." Sakura said, tears spilling down her cheeks. Yue was shocked at what she said. He wanted to comfort her but didn't know what to do. Yue scanned the memories of his other form, looking for something that comforts people. He hesitantly pulled Sakura into a hug. He let his chin rest on her head and ran his hand through her hair. Sakura stopped crying and leaned against Yue. She slipped her arms around his waist and pressed her face against his chest. Yue wasn't quite sure what to do. He had never been this close to anyone before. Not even Clow Reed. So he just held her.
Sakura was in heaven, being held by Yue. She loved him so much and wanted him to love her in return but knew that he never would. Sakura moved closer to Yue, pressing their bodies together. She glanced up at her moon guardian. He looked so lost. It was clear that he didn't know what to do. Sakura let herself relax and was almost asleep when he spoke.
"Mistress, who is it that you love?" He question gently. Sakura froze. She had never heard Yue sound this tender.
"I can't tell you." She said with a voice that told him not to question any further cause he'll get the same answers. Yue gave her a brief squeeze before letting her go.
"I must get Yukito back to your brother." He said before leaving.
*************************Yue's point of view******************************
I left my mistress's house after our talk but I did not go back to Touya's. Instead I went to the clock tower. That was my favorite place to think. And right now I needed to think. I was confused about what Sakura had said. She didn't love Syaoran, but someone else. I was glad at this news. Syaoran had left Sakura and gone back to Hong Kong to marry some other girl. I felt bad for encouraging that little boy all those years ago. But if Sakura had gotten over him, maybe there was room in her life for someone else. Like me. After Clow had died I promised that I would never fall in love again. But somehow Sakura slowly worked her way into my heart. I didn't even know I had a heart to love her with. But that didn't matter. I had to keep pretending I didn't feel anything for her. We could never be together because of Touya and Yukito. Besides what could see possibly see in me? I was so cold and uncaring towards her after that Final Judgment. It was my own fault that she could never love me. But then what she said came back to me. The person she loved already had someone. Could she still be in love with my false form? Pain I didn't know existed shot through me. My thoughts wandered back to when I held her. I became aware of her. The way she breathed, her scent of flowers, her angelic face framed with soft brown hair. When I held her or was around her, I felt so at ease. At peace, a kind of feeling I had only felt around her and Clow. I was obsessed with her. Even though I would never admit it, I was scared to love again. I wasn't sure if I could deal with a second heartbreak. Plus I was ages older than she is. I know I am just looking for excuses to deny what I feel for her. But there is nothing I can do. Even if she returned my feelings (which would never happen) we couldn't be together. After all Touya and Yukito were together before I discovered my feelings for Sakura. I could never break my false form's happiness. Sighing I flew back to Touya's house and let Yukito take over.
********************************End of Yue's P.O.V.***********************
Sakura looked out the window, watching Yue for as long as she could. It felt so nice to be held by him. She was so upset when he let her go and left. Sakura stopped moving around. She felt strange, like there was someone with her. But there was no one else in the room. For a brief second she felt her aura darken. But it went back to its usual color in a split second. Shrugging it off Sakura went upstairs and prepared for another sleepless night.
Sakura lay down in bed and looked at the moon. She let herself fall into a fantasy of Yue loving her back. She smiled wistfully at the thought. If only it were true. Remembering the tender voice he had spoken to her with she smiled. It wasn't fake or sad. Just hearing that much caring in his voice made her stomach do cartwheels. Her skin tingled when he touched her. Again she had to restrain herself from telling him her true feelings when he held her. She couldn't though. He could never love her back. Plus she had just gained him friendship. She didn't want to lose that after a few years of trying to get close him. For the first time in many nights, Sakura drifted off into sleep, where she dreamt.
She saw herself standing in the middle of the park. She looked around and realized that she wasn't alone. Her heart jumped with joy as she saw Yue standing in front of her, smiling tenderly. She started to run towards him when she noticed another girl. Sakura gasped in shock. The other girl was identical to herself. Only she had black hair and crimson eyes. All of her cloths were black to. Yue was standing between them looking from one to the other. Sakura cried out his name. Yue smiled and walked towards Sakura. The other girl sudden was shouting his name and that she loved him. Yue paused and went to the other girl and embraced her. Sakura felt her eyes burn as she watched Yue hold this other girl.
"Yue, wait I love you too." She shouted. Yue looked up at her with an amused smile.
"Too bad it took you so long to tell me that Sakura. I have already made my choice." He said and kissed the girl in his arms.
Sakura jumped up in her bed. She touched her cheeks and felt tears. She remembered her dream with startling clarity. A type of clarity only visions left. Kero popped up from his 'room' in her desk, asking what was wrong. Sakura quickly told him her dream, making sure left out that it was Yue she saw. Kero frowned thinking.
"It must be a vision. But who was the other girl. And who was it that you said you loved?" He said.
"Uh, I don't know. I've never seen him before." Sakura lied. Unlike Yue, Kero accepted her answer.
"Well, just remember this. It may help in the future. I should tell you that if you do love someone, you should tell them cause your dream may be right. And you could lose them." Kero said before climbing back in bed. Sakura looked outside and stared at the moon again.
"Yeah right. How can I tell Yue that I love him when he still loves Clow Reed?" She asked herself. Sitting on his bed Kero quietly gasped. Sakura was in love with..............Yue!? No wonder she couldn't tell him. Vowing to talk to Yue about this, Kero fell asleep. Sakura crawled into bed and fell asleep.
A girl with long black hair and crimson eyes watched Sakura with interest. The girl's name was Asuka. Her and Sakura looked so much alike. They were like twins. Sakura hadn't meet Asuka yet. But all she needed was a few more days. Then she could have her own body and get what the card mistress wanted. Yue. Asuka shared a desire for Yue, as did Sakura. But their desires were different. Sakura loved Yue and desired him to love her back. Asuka didn't hold love Yue. She had only lust for him.
"Soon Sakura. We shall meet. And your precious moon guardian will be mine." Asuka said with a cold smile.
Well there is the second chapter. I want to thank Yuki, night sparkle, Thaliel, W. Kathy and last but not least MousaS for kindly reviewing my first chapter. Thanks everyone. You guys inspire me to write faster. Please review no flames.
* Mistress Sakura*