Chapter 2
later that night Lexa was feeding her horse shadow, a beautiful black mare and the fasted horse they had. "there you go girl eat up, we have a long ride tomorrow". Lexa told the horse. As Lexa was teanding to her Anya walked up to her "heda take a walk with me?' she asked. Lexa looked up and met her eyes "sure we can do a check around camp at the same time." Lexa told her. Anya bowed her head
"Lexa may i speak freely?" Anya asked wanting to make sure that Lexa was okay with her bringing but the sky girl. Lexa let out a sigh "i cant really stop you even if if i tried" Lexa told her. When Anya looked into her eyes she saw how defeated Lexa looked. Her heart hurt for the girl not only was Lexa her heda but she was like a sister. When Anya took her on as her second Lexa as only 12 and had no family to speak of her mother was killed in child birth and her father died a warriors death in a war with the flowkur. Anya took her under her wing and showed her everything she knew so to see the young nightblood so troubled really hurt Anya.
"about Clarke" Anya started, Lexa glared at her but Anya kept talking "listen young one and actually hear my words. If you care for Clarke then do something about it don't let anyone tell you you cant because unless you forgot but you are heda and you do as you please. Wouldn't it be good for our people to see you happy. Every warrior i know has a love even myself has had some to love. And i know that you haven't had the best of luck with love but Lexa you have such a good heart. That is so full of love and its a damn shame if you shut yourself and don't let that love show." as Anya finished talking she looked at Lexa and saw tears in her eyes "i thought you hated and didn't trust the sky people." Lexa said through her tears. "yes i don't trust the sky people under the leadership of that arrogant sky bitch but if they where under Clarke they would be great ally. Clarke has a strength that not many have and to be completely host i think that she is a great match for you heda not only as hesa but as Lexa. You have lost yourself young one and it makes my heart bleed that that fucker has made you lose your heart."
Lexa took in Anya,s words. She looked up to the night sky and let a breath "you really think so?" Lexa's voice was so vulnerable and small and Anya had to stop walking because the last time she heard Lex like that was when Castia died and Lexa drank herself to sleep in Anyas bed. When Anya came home she found her out cold she thought she was dead but as she touched her she woke up and cried to Anya all night. Anya grabbed Lexas arm to stop her from walking. She looked right into Lexas eyes as she said "if i didn't believe it i wouldn't say it. Lexa you are like the little sister i never had and all i want in this world is to see you happy and if that is from Clarke then so be it don't let anyone take that from you okay?"
"thank you for your words Anya i will definitely take them to heart, we better get back to camp before we worry anyone" Lexa said pulling herself together. All she could think about was Anya's words and those beautiful blues eyes that make her heart jump.
Sorry for the short chapter and the long wait. i actually didn't think anyone liked this story, i don't really know where i was going with this so if you have any ideas i am happy to hear them. I am a new writer and just looking to better myself in my passion.