CHAPTER 2

~Kurt's POV~

I made it back home in less than fifteen minutes. As soon as I got downstairs into my room, I lay on my bed and sobbed my eyes out. This didn't seem fair at all. Did I do something wrong? We've had a couple of arguments here and there, but I didn't think it was this bad.

This was supposed to be a great day for me, and everything turned into shit. I didn't know what hurt me worse. The fact that he was cheating on me, or that it was with Quinn. Everyone warned me that this would happen, but I acted like I didn't want to hear it. Did he ever break up with her? What if they planned for this to happen and they're now laughing at me because their plan worked, or is working.

"Maybe the little bitch will leave me alone after I crush him!" I thought to myself as I let my thoughts get the best of me, I imagined that is what Finn is saying that to Puck and Quinn making a big joke about this. That the next day they'd go back to throwing me into the dumpsters again. All of this just to bully me even worse but then again he was the one who got me out of the dumpsters when we first met.

Everything that I knew about love was a lie. First, Blaine Anderson and now Finn does it too. Nobody really cares about my feelings. Coming out was hard, but being cheated on is way worst. As if everyone wanted me to just go back into the closet and drown in my feelings. I could never pull off the role of a straight person, I tried that once and it made my skin crawl I couldn't be my true self.

My face was buried in my pillow letting it get soaked with my tears, even with Blaine I didn't cry this much, why is this hurting me more than it should? As far as I'm concerned, Finn Hudson is dead to me. I don't have to move from this spot. The scene of them kept haunting me of how Finn must enjoy having a girl back in his arms. It made me sick to my stomach. He can't just flip-flop on who he likes, that's not how it works.

After a few minutes my phone rang, and it was him. I didn't want to be laughed at or Finn trying to convince me that he was excited about the date. Nothing was going to work. Especially not over the phone!

~Finn's POV~

I was getting ready for practice when she walked in and just grabbed me by my neck. She pressed her lips against mine. I didn't even want it, it felt wrong my spark for her has gone away. I was trying to push her off of me but as I was doing so she kept kissing me longer and harder. I even faked the moaning which wasn't that hard for me when it came to her. I almost felt like we were being watched. When I heard the sound of the door shutting I thought to myself, shit what if it was Kurt this is not going to look good I had to explain even more.

I don't know if I ever told him that I actually liked him when I was dating Quinn, I couldn't explain why I liked him because I was still figuring myself out. Yeah, he can be a handful but I didn't mind that at all, he was all fashion and Broadway while I am sports and military but somehow we balance each other out in a way. If you told me a year ago that I would be falling in love with a guy, I would have called you crazy. I am not the one to be into labels, just because I just happen to fall for a guy this time around who knows where this is going to take us. They say that you can't help who you fall in love with, well I totally believe them. My friends are well trying to get used to the idea, Puck well he needs some sense knocked into him. How can he comment on my love life when he is banging a new girl every night?

Kurt takes his time with me, I am new to this whole dating a guy thing. I think I want tonight to be the night where we take it further, but I don't see that happening anytime soon if he saw what just happened. I wanted to make this night special for him since he's been very understanding. How could I get him to understand or even believe what really happened especially when this is my ex-girlfriend? I respect that he misses his ex Blaine Anderson from time to time, but he doesn't go around kissing him. Well, I don't go kissing my ex-girlfriends I just get forced into it. She didn't take it very well when I was leaving her for a guy. I even started to talk to him towards the end of our relationship I had to lie who I was talking to. I felt like if I'd told her she would be sending me to Hell. She just gives him dagger eyes every time that she sees him in the hallway or in glee club. I am exactly shocked that she still wants to be in the club after what happened between us.

She felt the need to convert me back to my old self, but frankly, I have become a better person with Kurt by my side. I am starting to sound like a cheesy uncensored hallmark movie. I could go on how much I love him, but now that feels like it went down the drain.I had to get out of that room and over to his house before this gets any worse than it looks like. I get Quinn off of me for the last time.

"I need to get out of here and to my boyfriend, I am not yours anymore Quinn. Actually, I never was." I said in a serious manner

"What are you even talking about, Finn. We were together all throughout middle school and some part of last year then all of sudden the only gay kid in this small town comes in and all of the sudden you have a thing for him. That is impossible, he bullied you into liking him." Quinn said angrily.

"Don't tell me how I feel when I am just trying to get through the day without someone calling me names okay. Yeah just because we were together in middle school and our freshman year of high school doesn't mean shit. I am my true self now Quinn so deal with it. The stunt you just pulled isn't going to change the fact that I love Kurt. You and your holy shit can go somewhere else. I faked everything with you for the last year of our relationship. He didn't do that I was just over you by the time that he showed up. He brings me true happiness but now I have to go beg to still be with him because I'm pretty sure that he just saw that." I responded passionately.

"I hope that you both burn in Hell you both deserve each other." Quinn says that before storming out slamming the doors into the wall.

I shove all of my crap into my duffle bag and I ran through the hallways trying to get to my truck faster. All I wanted to do is get to his house and tell my side of the story, I was ready for the fighting and the heartache if he was going to break up with me. Maybe I wasn't but I had to keep telling myself that, he is the only one who gets me at the moment. My mom wasn't exactly thrilled with the idea and my dad hasn't spoken to me since I told him about Kurt and me.

I get into the car and I get out my phone dialing his number hoping that he will pick up the phone. It went to the voicemail, I hit my steering wheel I was getting pissed at myself. Why did I have to screw up the one good thing that's happening in my life?

I turn on my truck and I drive as fast as I could to get over his house. I kept passing everyone up on the highway. I am just hoping that he will answer the door. What seemed like forever I finally pulled up to his house, I slam my truck door and I run up to his door, I bang on the door. "Kurt please open up I need to talk to you." I pleaded.

TO BE CONTINUED...

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