BETTE'S POV

I drive my car all the way to my sister's flat and I know is late and they would be in bed, sleeping, safely in Sonny's arms but I just need…I need to understand Tina…I need to forget Tina…I need my T…my happily ever after.

I knock on the door and wait.

-Baby sis? Wat' ya' doing here? –Kit let me enter her house and I just fell into her arms, crying –This is about Tina founding Jenny's video, isn't it? –I shook my head- No?...then what it is? Come ere' Bette, sit down on the sofa, I'm going to make some tea.

When Kit get back in the room with two cups of tea I start calming myself and opening to her, I told her everything I found that night and explain to her how I couldn't understand why she didn't told me when I had told her everything, good or bad, about my past. My sister at first was in shock but soon she recovers herself and I can see how she is processing everything. I had made the right decision, she would help me understand.

-Elizabeth Maxine Porter, have you ever been abused? –I said no –Have you ever been threatening to be disowned, disinherited? –I said no again- Can you understand what it feels like that your sister, me, told you to have sex with her even if you don't want to do it because you had learned that it is wrong? Have you tried to think about how she felt? –I shook my head this time…processing it all –I see…

-I know I have to think about it, I have to emphasized with her and with what she had been through – I'm starting to know what happened to me earlier- It's this possession feeling again, you know…I feel like I have to know everything about Tina's live. And I also feel betrayed…she had been lying to me all this time…"first, last and forever" was our thing, was even engraved in our committed rings. –I cry again in my sister's arms.

-Bette, go home, hug Tina, try to feel everything she had been through and then talk with her, let her tell you her side of the story, her feelings and why she lied to you…I think she didn't…and she truly believed in that "first, last and forever". Go home and find your happy ending baby sis.

-Ok, thanks Kit.

TINA'S POV

Two hours later Bette isn't here…I'm starting to get worried so I go to check on Angie, it's something that always calm me. She is sleeping on her tummy, with both of her hands on either side of her head and I start crying again. She sleeps exactly like Bette does, she is so like her and I can't lost my Bette again, after everything we had been through, I can't lose her.

-I can't lose her…I can't

-You are not going to lose me T –and two pairs of familiar hands wrap around my waist and her body is press against mine, hugging me tightly. I turn in her arms and hug her too, she is smelling my shampoo and I cry and she cry and we both can feel that love, this love is so deeply that I would fight for it. –Can we talk in our room? I promise I would not raise my voice again.

We go to our room and she sit down in the middle of our bed, patting the spot in front of her for me, I sit there and she grabs my hands.

-What do you want me to do Bette? I would do whatever you want me to do…

-I just want you to tell me everything, from the beginning. I'm giving you the opportunity to explain and please be honest this time.

-Um…ok…I was…twelve, my parents had divorced because my father had an affair with a young woman so my two little siblings, my older sister Charlotte and I moved to Georgia. One day she came to my room and told me this new funny game that all kids were playing in secrets so I accepted…-I look at her eyes and I see pity, sadness and a little bit of angry still –and I was always the boy, it was my first time and I didn't even knew it was sex what we were having. –I pause for a moment to catch my breath and she gave me a chaste kiss on the lips, I smile at her- When I realized it was wrong she told me she would tell my parents and that they would disown me so it lasted three years. It was the most horrible thing I had ever done Bette, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

-Shh, baby, shh, it's ok. I hate her, I hate her with everything I have but…I want to know how you feel about it? Why you blame yourself Tina? It wasn't you fault!

-At first I was so ashamed of myself, I used to cry a lot and I feel very disgusted about myself because I really liked women before she abused me, but after that I went straight to men and yes…I think I blamed and blame myself for not being more brave, for not telling my parents the truth, for being so afraid…and she made me feel bad too when she married a pastor and become this catholic, devoted wife with three children and told me I was going straight to hell. –Bette rub my hands and I start to calm down- I think what I needed was to talk to someone and I'm so sorry I didn't tell you, I was just afraid that you would let me, you would felt disgusted or something.

Bette kiss me, this time is a kiss full of love, well, there's a little bit of angry but tehre's more love and I know she is starting to forgive me and I have to explain to her the truth.

-I told you, you were my "first last and forever" because is true: you were my first love and the first lesbian relationship I accepted to have, you are going to be my last and my forever love. I promise I was not lying, I mean it….probably not the same way as you mean it but it was true. I love you with all my heart.

Bette just kissed me and push me so she was on top of me. Her kiss deepens, her tongue wanting entrance to my mouth and I was willing to let her, to let her make love to me and I make love to her, showing her how much I love her. All the buttons of her shirt fly through the room and her black bra has a front open so I immediately take care of it and take care of her breasts that are waiting for me, I kiss and suck them with pure love and hearing her moaning made me smile. She rolls us over so I am on top and take care of my pajamas so I am fully naked. I kiss her mouth, her neck, the valley between her breasts and finally I reach her trousers…-Oh baby, just take them off, don't tease me anymore.

I take them off and I came face to face with her pussy, the most wonderful treasure for me. I kiss and suck her throbbing clit multiple times until her legs are pressing against my head and she is moaning loudly

–Baby, shh, you would wake Angie and she would ruin our fun.

-Don't be so damn good and I would not moa….ahhh, fucking mother of god….JESUS, TINAAAA!

She finally came all over my mouth so I get back to her mouth and kiss her passionately while my fingers play with her entrance, seeing the amount of wetness I enter her with three fingers and she bite my neck but Bette Porter is fast and she immediately starts playing with my clit while kissing my breasts, she is sending shivers all over my spine. She inserts two fingers inside me, oh god damn it.

-Ohhh Bette, I love youuuu

-Ahhh T…Jesus….I love you too.

I have no other time but this to ask her: You forgive me, right?

-Yeah…yes…I do!

And we came together like every other time we had sex. With her I had the most amazing sex: Helena and Brenda were good but no other one compares to the one and only Bette Porter, it has to be the love I feel for her or something.

She is spooning me –Good nigh my T

-Night Bette, I love you.

BETTE'S POV

Before I fell asleep I realize that I really mean what I said to Tina, I forgive her because I understand what she had been through and what her feeling were and are and I mean…she forgive me when I cheated, when I almost took Angie away from her or when I was a jackass during all 8 years relationship. Why I shouldn't forgive her?

Thank you Jenny, you had made our relationship stronger.

What the future have for us? You would have to wait and see.