Rhythm of my heart
Chapter 2
By Lefty 31
Disclaimer- I don't own Glee or the characters though I wish I did
Blaine didn't bother to explain himself the next day. He remained quiet and all the members of Glee looked at him concerned but didn't want him to get upset and leave again. Blaine sat quiet in each class. Everyone noticed about his change in demeanor. Blaine was pulled to the side after class by Mr. Schue and he looked generally very worried about the teen. Blaine looked away not wanting to make eye contact with Mr. Schue, he didn't want to admit that he was hurt. He didn't want to seem weak. Blane Anderson was not weak and by this happening he was being weak.
"Blaine what is going on with you?" Mr. Schue asked
"Nothing I'm fine Mr. Schue" Blaine lied
"Blaine I know you well enough to know your not." Mr. Schue said.
"I- i can't talk about it." Blaine said
"Blaine are you being-" Mr. Schue started
"I have to go, I'll see you in Glee" Blaine said. He walked away slowly. He couldn't admit to anyone what happened- correction what is happening to him. Blaine sat down in glee club last period and sighed. Everyone in glee was looking at him when he walked in. Blaine ignored it and went and sat next to Kurt. Kurt looked at him and then at the wall. Soon Blaine heard Mr. Schue called Kurt up to the front of the room to perform a song.
Blaine watched as Kurt walked up to the front of the room. He began singing softly and the song was one he knew right away.
Step one, you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Blaine looked at Kurt his head spinning and he didn't know what to do.
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best
'Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Blaine felt the eyes go straight to him. Blaine held back the tears and he didn't want to move. He felt pressured to tell everyone what was wrong. Couldn't they tell if he told what was going on it would just make it worse for him. That day, when it all started. Blaine remembered it like it was yesterday.
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And I pray to God he hears you
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
Blaine didn't bother to look at Kurt. Blaine had told Kurt when they first started dating that this was his favorite song. Blaine didn't want to look at Kurt.
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
At that point Blaine lost it. He began crying and curling up into a little ball in his seat. More eyes were looking at him but he didn't care.
How to save a life
How to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
How to save a life
At the end of the song Kurt ran up to his boyfriends side holding on to him tight. He didn't let go and Blaine opened himself to Kurt and grabbing a hold of him tightly crying softly into his chest. Kurt rapped his arms around Blaine's neck and let him cry whispering in his ear every so often a 'its okay' or 'i love you' to help Blaine. Blaine soon stopped crying but didn't let go of Kurt. He kept himself close to Kurt wanting to avoid everyone's worried glares . After the bell ring Blaine didn't move from Kurt and Kurt didn't bother asking him to. He knew Blaine needed him. After a while Blaine and Kurt agreed that they would go to Kurt's and watch movies to get Blaine's mind off of everything. Blaine got into his car and followed Kurt back to his house. Soon they arrived at Kurt's and wasted no time walking upstairs and into Kurt's bedroom. Blaine fell on Kurt's bed and after deciding to watch Super bad Kurt joined him. Kurt laid down and soon Blaine moved closer, moving his body to fit into Kurt's. Kurt kissed the top of Blaine's head. Blaine put his head on Kurt's chest . Kurt clicked play and the couple sat and watched the movie laughing and soon the movie was over. Kurt felt Blaine's chest against his side and noticed his boyfriend was asleep. Kurt kissed Blaine's head before closing his eyes and falling asleep himself. A couple hours later Blaine heard his cell phone ring and he woke up quickly. Kurt opened his eyes too and Blaine moved from his boyfriends side. Blaine looked at the caller ID and knew he was in trouble.
"Hi dad- No i was just-no-OK-OK FINE goodbye" Blaine said before ending the phone call. Blaine looked at Kurt.
"I have to go home my dad has some stuff that he asked me to help him with" Blaine said.
"Oh okay. Well I'll see you tomorrow?" Kurt asked
"Yeah, I'll see you tomorrow." Blaine said back before kissing him softly on the lips and heading out the door. Blaine walked out the door and began crying before he got into his car and started driving home. Blaine's father stood at the door waiting for him. Blaine walked up to the door and before he even has a chance to go inside he felt a hard slap to the side of the face. Blaine looked at his father and saw the range in his eyes. He felt another slap to the face before he felt someone else grab him and his father walked out the door. Blaine looked at the man who had been raping him since he first came out. His father, to drunk and abusive to even care. Actually Blaine's father had hired this man to rape him. His father left and when he came back the rape was over and Blaine was left to deal with the rape yet again. Blaine felt the warmth of the slaps on his face. He had this happen to him almost every day of the week. Sometimes he was lucky because his father would pass out and forget. Blaine felt himself being dragged up to his room before the rape took place.