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Esme Pov:
Why would she run off like that? Oh my, I pray she didn't catch the scent of a human nearby, that
would just kill her, excuse my use for words. Carlisle and I run through the woods following her scent, I
can feel the tension coming from him. I know its not angry tension, Carlisle wouldn't be mad at Bella but
its nervous tension. The kind of tension when a mother loses her child in a crowded place the scary kind
of unsure feeling you get. That might not have made any sense but truthfully I am to worried about her to
make any sense right now . We come to the clearing and glance over the field, but to our surprise there's
no Bella. We look at each other with confusion written on both of our faces. Her scent lead us here, where
is she? We glance back into the field to see a little brown circle standing out from the green grass
surrounding it. Bella, thank god we found her. We walk towards her slowly because she's still not
accustom to the speed of us yet.
Bella pov:
I heard them come into the meadow, that's why I sat up. But I don't turn around I heard them
talking. 'Maybe you shouldn't have turned her Carlisle' Esme said and I completely agree with her. He
should have let me die! By this time they are right behind me, how come there not saying anything to me?
Anger flares through me because the teenager in me gets the better of my emotions. "What?!." I snap at
them, and then feeling bad that I snapped at Esme snapping at Carlisle I really don't feel bad about. "Why
did you come out here?" Carlisle asks as they come to either side of me and sit down. I bite my tongue
from saying something completely out of line and childish. "I wanted to think." I say bringing my knees
to my chest. "You scarred us." Esme says gentle as she rubs my back. "I didn't mean me to." I whisper
knowing they can hear me. We sit in silence for a while just sitting there. I start to think why he didn't let
me die? Why turn me at this age? When I am of no importance to him? So mainly the question is WHY?
Then I start to think about my mom and dad, my friends, my old life that ball of emotions grows in my
throat. I quickly run to the other side of the meadow, faster than any human eye could detect movement. I
sit down and put my head in my hands and start to dry sob. I can feel them coming towards me, but I
continue to cry. Esme sits me on her lap as I cry, she whispers soothing words to me finally calming
down I bury my head into her shoulder. I feel the motion of Carlisle standing up "Bella?" his voice saying
my name causes something to snap in me. I fly off of Esme right towards Carlisle; he grabs my wrists as I
start to cry again. "You did this, you did this to me!" I pull my wrists free and hit him on the chest again
and again. "You couldn't have just let me die?!" he grabs my shoulders and brings me into a hug. Still
crying I continue to hit his chest even with the small space I'm making good hits. "You couldv'e let me
die and let my family get the news?" I push him away causing him to stumble, good! He deserves it.
Esme had stood up during all of this and when I turned around I see the sad expression on her face. I take
a deep breath catching the scent of some deer to the west of here, good I'm going. I run away from them
and just as I reach the outskirt of the meadow I hear Esme. "Bella." She whispers but I don't stop I need
to get away from here.
So I hope you all like. My favorite part to write was the one when Bella kinda goes after Carlisle idk y. but remember review review review.