The ride home wasn't too bad they talked about their last case and how Dean's need to kill was doing. If Dean didn't kill every once and a while his inner demon would start to run wild. This time instead of using his powers he decided to drive the whole thirty minutes, it had been such a nice time. Him and Sam just talking and listening to the music laughing at stories from when they were kids.
"Hey do you remember that time that dad tried to cook us a turkey in a fryer?" He started laughing
"Yeah and it exploded causing everyone in the motel to think that there was a bomb." Smiling he looks at Dean
Hiding a blush he looks away trying to hold it together he needed to hold it together for the both of them. He was fucked up after all they had been through this was something that he wasn't ready to have Dean know or even show him. Taking a few breathes he was able to pull himself back together, now it was normal for Sam to have anxiety from time to time. After all the things that he had been through it would break the bravest of men down, but he had to stay strong not for just him but for Dean. Sam never wanted to see him when he would have his panic attacks. The worse one he had ever had was when Dean had died the first time. Losing Dean drove him mad to the point where he couldn't sleep or eat without starting to feel the tightening in his chest. He would sleep with Dean's amulet on that he had given him all those years ago. It even went so far that he would sleep with Dean's shirt on.
When Dean had come back he could have cried Dean was back his Dean. Now that Dean was a demon he could tell something was wrong with Sam. Reaching over he touched Sam's forehead to see if he was running a fever. Even though he wasn't human anymore didn't mean that he didn't care for his baby brother. He loved him, he is in love with him. Sam tensed under Dean's touch but only after a moment he had relaxed, blushing like crazy he swatted Dean's hand away.
"I'm not a kid anymore Dean you don't have to do that anymore." Quickly he looks out the window to hid his blush from Dean
"No but doesn't mean that you're not my Baby boy... I mean baby brother which makes you a kid still in my eyes." Dean gripped the steering wheel tight enough to turn his knuckles white.
*Did he just say my baby boy* Sam thinks as he blushes he worse then before
*What in the FUCK dean how could you say that out loud, he must think you're more of a freak Now. Even after becoming a demon.* Dean tries to focus on the road feeling his eyes turn black
"Dean?" Sam looks over seeing Dean's black eyes
"Yeah Sammy?" releasing his tight grip on the steering wheel, trying to calm his self down
"Your eyes they went black again do you need to kill something?" Sam's face was giving that concerned puppy dog look
"NO! I mean no I'm good just lost my focus for a second" He moved one of his hands to pat Sam on the shoulder trying to reassure him that he was ok.
Nothing was said after that Dean could feel Sam relax under his touch, feeling that it was safe now to move his hand back to the steering wheel. The rest of the drive was pretty quiet little chit chat here and there. Finally reaching the bunker Dean parked the car back in the place he had hid it before, getting out of the car he leans over the back sit grabbing the beer. Leaning back out the car he sets the beer on the hood of baby and stretches.
"Sammy we really need to repair the garage! I can't keep leaving Baby out here." Picking the beer back up he waits for Sam to get out of the Car
"Yeah, Yeah well we wouldn't have to fix it if you didn't fuck it up while trying to axe me in half!" grabbing the bag between his legs he gets out of the car and rubs his back a bit.
Dean just rolls his eyes that were once more green, locking up Baby and making sure that no one would be able to see her. He gave Sam a head nod letting him know that the area was clear and they could go into the bunker. Once they were in they made sure to lock to door back up. Sam looked back seeing Dean was gone *Dammit he used his powers again didn't he?* Walking down the stairs into the library He sets down the bag of snacks.
"Dean?" walking over to the book shelf hearing something behind it.
"Yeah Sammy?" walking into the door way with a beer in hand
"First off tell me before you disappear like that again and second off.." Suddenly there was a loud bang "What is the noise behind the hidden book shelf door?" Looking back at Dean
Dean just smiled "Well why don't you open it and see for your self!" He says with a flash of black eyes
Shivering for a second man he still wasn't used to the black eyes. "Dean would you stop with the black eyes already!" He turned around to open the door
Hearing a laugh he pulls a red book a clicking sound goes off he steps back as the door opens.
Author's note- Any words that are to the side are thought and Oh I am going to be leaving this on a cliff hanger for now