Start day

So in this story how I'm going to do it is I'm going to have it so Zexion is telling the story about when he first came to the high school even though it started with the present you get it so from here on out the story is in the past. So Let's Begin!

I was joining a new school maybe this will be better than my old school maybe people will actually except me. Okay so at the moment where we are in my story I'm 15 and stupid obviously I mean I just started high school a year ago my grades started dropping just like any normal child would if they were going through what I was going through. My mom died 2 years ago when I was 13 in the eighth grade my step dad abused and raped me that's when I decided I'd start going here and I would have a dorm so I wouldn't have to deal with him the thing was I couldn't undo what he did I couldn't un see I couldn't forget what he did I just couldn't. I couldn't forget the pain I was put through my mom was too afraid to divorce him so she didn't she just continued to be with him so the torment never stopped and on top of that I was bullied so not the best thing to happen in the world but I still tried to look on the Brightside of things and then my mom died then I figured out there was no Brightside there was no one who cared about me so I resorted to cutting. After that then people decided they care about me sorry doesn't work that way you don't care about me from the beginning don't care about me when I die. Also I'm atheist so people don't like that ether oh and don't forget the fact I'm gay. See the more people change in the world the old ones are forgotten.

I walked into the dorm building and looked for my room it was room 119 I found the room and opened the door with the key I had and walked in and sat down on the bed that was occupied. I looked at the blonde sitting staring at me I looked away. Okay he was kind of cute he was blonde with a kind of half mullet half Mohawk going on he was taller than me but I was pretty short I mean I was 5'4 and he was like what 6 foot. Okay he was kind of like just my type. "Hi are you my new roommate?" he asked in a gentle voice.

"Oh yeah" I muttered with my soft voice. He looked at me and said something I wasn't really listening to I think he asked am I okay. "Yeah sure" I said and turned back to my stuff.

"Then it's a date" he said. 'Wait what' I questioned in my mind he just asked me out who would want to ask me of all people.

"Wait but I don't even know your name" I said and looked him in his big ocean blue eyes "I'm Zexion" I blushed at the thought of going on a date. I hadn't been on a date sense well before my life was fucked up.

"What a cute name I'm going to call you Zexy" he said. Oh god this might be annoying as long as he doesn't find out about the habits then we shouldn't have a problem that's all I was thinking was about how much he'll hate me when he finds out about the cutting he'll be like everyone else. "Once you get settled I'll take you around then we can get something to eat or something like that" he said to me I looked at him in the eyes and smiled maybe this won't be so bad after all.

So it turns out he didn't actually ask me out he offered to show me around then buy me lunch. I was perfectly fine with that despite the fact that I'm anorexic but I'll eat just for him even though I hardly know the guy I just don't want him to find about out my bad habits. We were at lunch we went to Starbucks I had a muffin and an iced coffee I wasn't going to complain he bought me lunch. I love how sweet he is. Once we got back to the apartment he smiled at me. "What you were holding earlier was it a sketch book" he asked I didn't know whether or not to tell him yes or no the answer was yes but I didn't know what to say because he would of asked why I draw or want to see my art.

"Yeah ever sense my mom died she always loved drawing so I took on the hobby it just always would remind me of her" I said and smiled I loved my mom I really did. Oh and I forgot to mention I have a brother by the name of Riku but I don't see him too much but he does go to this school so he's older than me he was smart and left before I did but my stepfather liked Riku so he never hurt him like he hurt me. "My brother goes here do you know him his name's Riku." I asked him and picked up my sketch book up.

"Oh Riku yeah he's in dorm 203 down the hall to the right" he said "if you'd like to see him".

"Yes thanks" I said and smiled at him "I just haven't seen him in two years" I bolted out the door to the room and I knocked. I heard someone turn the handle and there he was standing at the door it was Riku.

Okay till next chapter you'll have to wait to find out what happens and what Riku does when he sees Zexy there.