I could feel myself sweet, I was tossing and turning. Screaming and yelling for help.
"No, no, leave me alone." I cried for mercy.
"Bella, but your to lovely for your own good." he pushed the blade on my cheek.
"Stop please, leave me alone." I cried again.
"How about we have a little fun." he said tugging at my jeans.
.
I woke up with tears. I ran out my room and slammed Jasper open, he was there sleeping soundlessly until I opened the door. He sat up quickly and came over too me.
"Bella, Bella what's wrong." I was shaking in his arms. I was hyperventilating
and I couldn't control it. Jasper picked me up and laid me on his bed. I saw him throw his shoe across the hall. Emmett came out.
"What the hell Jasper…Bella. Bella. Jasper what's wrong with her."
"I don't know, go get Carlisle." Emmett left the room.
"Bella, what's wrong."
"He wouldn't stop touching me. The knife." he ran out the room and went into mine. Soon he came out with a bottle.
"Bella you pills there gone. Why didn't you tell us."
"He wouldn't stop." I kept on repeating.
"Bella, shush it's okay. I'm here now." he hugged me tightly and I heard footsteps around us.
"Jasper what happened." I heard Carlisle say.
"She had her stupid dreams. Her pills, she finished them and didn't say anything."
"God, Okay. I'm going to inject a tranquilizer and she'll fall into a deep dreamless sleep."
"Okay." I heard Jasper say. I was soon injected with something on my arm. I could fill myself falling asleep. I let the darkness wash over me.
"Wake up Bells." someone shook me a bit.
"Come on. Stop playing with us. Please Bella wake up." I heard another voice.
"no, sleep. 5 more minutes mom." I mumbled.
"I'm not your mother, I'm your brother. Now get up Bells. We need to go out." I sat up and rubbed my eyes. I was in Jasper's room, I looked at the clock and it said 12.
"Good morning." Emmett and Jasper said.
"Hi guys." I said smiling.
"Come on, go jump in the shower. We're going out." he said. I nodded and walked to my room. After getting ready I walked down the stairs and found everyone there.
"Where are we going." I ask looking at everyone.
"Well first, where going to get break feast, then shopping after we're stopping by the pharmacist too pick up your pills." at the last part Jasper glared at me. I walked over to him and kissed his cheek.
"I'm sorry." I said. He sighed
"Bells, don't you ever do that again. You had me freaked out."
"Me too squirt, who would I make fun of when she trips if anything happened to you." Emmett said crushing me to his body.
"Emmett…can't…breath."
"Oh sorry."
"I'm sorry, I just thought I wouldn't dream. I mean it was only one night, what was the worst that could happen." Jasper rolled his eyes.
"Come on let's just go." Edward said wrapping his arm around me and pulling me outside.
"Don't do that Bella. Please, I know how much you put Jasper and Emmett in pain when they see you like that. Next time, tell them when you need more pills." I sighed.
"Alright Edward." I said defeated. "You want to drive today?" he said. I nodded my head and we headed to my car. My 16 birthday present from Carlisle and Esme was my beautiful black Audi model A6. Everyone made there way to there own cars. Jasper and Alice were a couple so they went in Alice's yellow porch, Emmett and Rose were also together and they went in Rosie's Red convertible. Edward and I were not a couple. Beside's the fact that he was my brother's best friend, he was my best friend, and we didn't like each other, well Jasper and Emmett never let me go on a date. I remember I met this nice boy at the mall once, his name was Jacob Black. I never got to go on that date he promised me, Jasper wouldn't allow it.
I pulled in the dinner and made my way out the car. Edward came to my side and put his arm over my shoulders once again. We walked in and Chelsea made her way over too us.
"Bella, Edward, I'm guessing same table as always." she greeted me in a hug and a kiss on the cheek. Chelsea was one of the friends that I also do have. We came here once a week, we even had our own table reserved for us. She didn't even have to ask us our orders. Edward and I took a seat while we waited for everyone. From the corner in my eye, I saw 4 teenagers sitting next to us. I recognized them and snorted.
"Bella?" Edward looked at me.
"I'm sorry, but your friends are here." I said with our even bothering to look at him.
"Who?" he asked looking around.
"Next to us." I simply said as everyone made there way towards us.
"Oh." was all Edward said. He knew I didn't like his friends. Jessica, Lauren, Mike and Taylor were not my favorite people. Jessica harassed me when I first went to school here in Forks. She's the reason that I stopped going. They were all bully's. Rose took a seat next to me. "Hey Bella were still going to the beach tomorrow right."
"Yeah Rose." I said looking at her. I saw Jessica, Lauren, Mike and Taylor look at us. Mike beamed, while Jessica and Lauren narrowed there eyes at us. Taylor just ignored us.
"Look Jessica it's the freaky twins and the stuck up snobs." Lauren said. I rolled my eyes and looked at Jasper. He looked a little annoyed as well.
"Jessica, why don't you knock it off." Edward said.
"Seriously Edward I have no idea why you hang out with them." Jessica said.
"Just back off alright." Edward said sighting. Jessica and Lauren backed off and went back to eating. The whole time Edward was holding my hand, I'm not sure what pissed me off, but I snapped my hand back.
"Bella?" he looked at me confused. I just shrugged and looked at Chelsea coming over with our food and drinks. Everyone made a conversation after, but I stayed out of it. I just ate in silence. Eventually Edward's hand found me again and I didn't pull away. We were about done and waited for Chelsea to bring back our change. I heard Jessica whisper to Lauren something about me being a whore and all over Edward. I was pissed. I was playing with a bottle cap and shot it at the back of Jessica's head. Alice, Rose, and Jasper found humor in it, just like me. Emmett was lost though.
"What the hell." Jessica said looking back.
"Oh, I'm sorry Jessica, I didn't mean to shoot your big head." I said with as much as innocence I could.
"Bitch." she said.
"Take's one to know one." I replied. She just turned back to her seat.
"Mature Bella." I heard Edward say. I snapped my hand back.
"Excuse me Rose." she moved and let me pass. I looked at everyone before I left.
"One of you can give assword a ride to the mall. I'll meet you guys there." I said and stocked off the dinner. Before I was out the door I heard Edward ask.
"What the hell did I do." I drove off pissed at Edward. I hated that he always defended them. I hated that he never picked me over them. I hated that he was even friends with them. But I mostly hated myself for being jealous of them.
I got at the mall in record of time. I walked into coach and started too look around, I knew Alice would make me go in here anyways. I looked at the shades in there and picked some out. After 15 minutes of looking around I paid and made my way out the store. I saw Alice and Rose start to go in.
"Wait you went in with out us." Alice frowned.
"Oh Alice, don't be sad. Be glad, here I got you this." I said taking out a purse from the bags I was holding.
"Bella it's fabulous. Thank you." she gave me a hug.
"What about me." Rose said pouting. I took out a shoe box and handed them to her.
"Bella, there gorgeous, we've thought you well. Thank you." She said giving me a hug. We made our way out and started to explore the mall again. The guys were holding our bags and I was still giving Edward the cold shoulder. After a few hours of shopping we decided to head over to our place for a movie night. I had to go to the pharmacy though, so told them I would meet up with them there. I drove to the pharmacy and walked in. It was raining outside so I had to run inside. I walked over to the pharmacist and told him my name. He handed me my proscription in a bag and I made my way out. I bumped into someone though. I fell on the ground and dropped my bag. I looked up and saw Mike on the floor.
"Oh I'm so sorry Bella. Are you okay?" he said.
"Yeah, I'm fine." I said picking up my bag and getting off the floor.
"Are you sure. I didn't break a bone or something did I?" he joked giving me a smile.
"No, I'm okay. No bone's cracked. No blood no harm." I said waving my hand in the air like it was nothing.
"Listen I wanted to apologize for the way Jessica and Lauren behaved today."
"It's alright, there bitches anyways." I said with a shrug making him laugh.
"Yeah well that wasn't nice." he said.
"I have to go. I'll see you later." he nodded.
"Yeah I hope I see you later." he whispered. I was sure that he didn't mean for me to hear, but I heard it. What did that mean. Mike was never nice, but he wasn't mean either. He never talked too me, it was like I didn't exist to him. But all of a sudden his being nice and apologizing. I just didn't understand. I parked my car inside the garage and made my way up the stairs. Everyone was waiting for me.
"I'll be back." I yelled down the stairs. I walked into my room and saw Edward in there. He was laying on my bed.
"Can I help you." I said coldly.
"Bella, what did I do wrong?" he said sitting up. I sighed and walked over to my closet. I left the door open.
"Edward, it just makes me mad that you defended Jessica." I said to him as I reached on the top of the hangers for my shorts. Edward was in my closet now.
"I never defended her." I rolled my eyes and looked threw the hangers for my green v neck shirt. I found it and laid it on the chair.
"Mature Edward" I said in the same expression he had. He smiled and laughed. I just pulled my shirt over my head. I never cared about changing in front of him, his seen me in less, well in a bikini. I took my jeans off.
"Bella, it's just. I don't expect you to act like them, I always though of you as the more mature one. Usually you just ignore them." I walked out the closet.
"I'm tired of it though, it's getting me nowhere. If they want war, Hell I'll give them war." I yelled at him. I walked over to the bed and got my bag. I took out a pill with out looking and threw it in my mouth. I putt the bottle on the counter next to the sink and walked back to the closet.
"Bella revenge is not the answer." he said. I pulled my shirt over my head and then the shorts up.
"I don't care." I said pouting and crossing my arms over my chest. Edward walked over to me and pulled me in a hug.
"They can be really mean Bella. I just don't want you to get hurt." he said kissing me forehead.
"I know." I said looking up at him.
"Forgive me?" he asked.
"Only if you forgive me." I said. He laughed and pulled me out the closet.
"Forgive and forget." he said as we walked down the stairs and out my room.
I feel asleep soon. After Edward and I joined the others we watched a few movie's. The boys put Valkyrie. We watched 'he's just not that into you' and after 'College'. I fell asleep in Edwards arms soon. I remember someone laying me on my bed.
Then my nightmare's started.
I was in my room and he threw the door open.
"Hey Paul. What's up?" I asked him.
"Bella where have you been all day?" he screamed.
"Here in my room reading." I said holding up the book.
"Reading." he said laughing. He walked over too me and threw the book on the floor. He hovered over me and I began to freak out.
"Leave me alone." I said pushing him away.
"Bella, girls don't read, they keep men like me happy." he said rubbing his private against me. I could feel the tears in my eyes escaping.
"Are you crying." he said looking at me mad.
"Jasper." I cried.
"I'll give you something to cry about." he said pulling something out of his jean pocket. He pulled up my shirt and pressed the blade on my stomach. I screamed in pain.
"Stop, it hurts." I yelled. He began to kiss my neck.
"Stop it." I yelled again. He ripped my shirt open.
"No, no, leave me alone." I cried for mercy.
"Bella, but your to lovely for your own good." he pushed the blade on my cheek.
"Stop please, leave me alone." I cried again.
"How about we have a little fun." he said tugging at my jeans. He soon pulled them off. He began to touch me and I began to squirm I cried and screamed but no one came for help. I was in hell, and it felt like I would never get out of it.
Edward's POV.
I heard screams from Bella's room and ran out the guest room. Bella was screaming and crying for help. I knocked on Jasper and Emmett's room and ran back inside Bella's.
"Bella. Bella wake up." I shook her.
"No, no. Don't touch me." she cried trying to push me away. Jasper and Emmett ran into the room.
"Bella. Wake up." Jasper yelled.
"Stop please. Stop" she begged.
"God, Bella wake up. Why didn't you take your pill." Jasper yelled. Alice and Rose were in the room now and they were holding each other. They've never seen Bella have a nightmare before. She began to drink her pills and never dreamed around them, so this was there first time, and I knew how scared they must be.
"Jasper I saw her take her pill. It's on the counter next to the sink." Emmett ran into her bathroom and came back with a bottle.
"This aren't Bella's. This are Ms. Newton's." Emmett said.
"What." I screamed.
"No stop. Jasper. Jasper Please help me." she yelled. I looked at Jasper and he look ready to cry. I ran to Emmett's side and took the bottle from his hand. This were sleeping pills. They were strong and heavy as well.
"Shit. Alice get Carlisle." I yelled.
"Edward what's wrong." Emmett said.
"There to strong, she can't wake up. There sleeping pills and there heavy ones too."
"Jasper." She screamed again.
"Bella please wake up." Jasper said picking her up into his arms.
"Don't touch me." she yelled pushing Jasper away."Bella. It's just me."
"No. he'll come for me. He'll save me. Jasper will save me." She spat.
"Bella please wake up." Jasper begged. Carlisle ran into the room.
"What's wrong. Didn't she drink her pill."
"I'm not sure how it happened, but she has Ms. Newton's pills. There sleeping pills, there heavy and strong too." I explained showing him the bottle.
"Oh my." Carlisle said. He put his hand on Bella's forehead.
"Don't touch me. Stop it. Please don't do this." Bella cried even more.
"Carlisle stop it. Wake her up please." Jasper said. He was crying now, I could see how much this was hurting him.
"I can't Jasper. I'm sorry, but your going to have to let her sleep threw out her whole dream." we all looked at Bella.
"Jasper." She cried again.
"I can't Carlisle. I've seen the mess he left. She was in too much pain. I can't let her go threw this again." Jasper said pulling Bella close to his chest. Alice, Rose, and Esme were holding each other crying. Emmett had one of Bella's hands between his.
"I'm sorry Jasper your going to have too." Carlisle said.
"Can't we just put her in the shower and wake her up." Alice whispered threw her tears.
"I'm not sure that might work. But you can try. Emmett, Jasper carry her to the shower." Carlisle said. Jasper carried her bridal style to the shower. He walked in the shower and Emmett turned on the water. Both Bella and Jasper got soaked. Bella squirmed and opened her eyes. Emmett shut the water and wrapped Bella in a towel and picked her up into his arms.
"Bella are you okay." Emmett said looking down at her. She was still crying.
"It was so real, I couldn't wake up." She cried. She looked at Jasper and ran to him. He carried her to the room and rocked her for a while.
"Shush Bella, every thing's fine. I'm right here." Jasper repeated. Bella soon calmed down and stopped crying.
"Jasper don't leave me." she whispered.
"Of course not Bella." Everyone left her room and went back to their own. Carlisle stayed behind to help her sleep with out dreaming. It pained me too see Bella that way and not be able to help. I wanted to hold her in my arms and find a way to comfort her.