Memories

Pairings: None for now.

Date Started & Ending Date: started on 7.2.08 and finished on 7.3.08: 10:05 AM.

Disclaimer: I do not own Death Note or any of the characters

A/N: Oh my, wonderful reviews :). Don't forget to read oh and...: after my A/N: please. It has a little fact that you should know. Oh, oh... I do believe I've done something wrong in this chapter... I do not think it's all that well made. Review please, ideas and notices on my mistakes will be highly appreciated. Forgive me for any misspelled words, if this was hard to follow, and bad grammar.

oh and...: Do you still want this continued? If it's bad just let me know. I'll stop at anytime.

(It's a bit longer, yes? ;). )

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How long we had stood there, I could not remember. It had been fifteen minutes maybe that we stood motionlessly in front of the large house? I could hear the birds start to chirp and I could see the morning sun peak out from the 'end of the world'. A truly beautiful sight.

"Let's go in? We have been out here for some time, and I see that you are shivering. Come, come, get comfortable."

I shouldn't have agreed to let Watari take me home. I shouldn't have agreed to letting him take care of me. I deserve nothing more than the filthy streets of England. His kindness is too much for a worthless orphan such as I...

"Child you haven't told me your name yet."

Is Watari's kindness just an act? Will he just use me as everyone else? The man he had saved me from a few hours ago had done so.

"My name is... my name is Lawliet." I whisper. It's been a long time I've actually had a normal, friendly talk with someone. My eyes make their way to the window. It's covered with a thick sheet of ice.

"My my, a very unique name. In this school, we merely use the first letters of our first names. Do you mind if I call you by L?"

I chew thoughtfully at my thumb. "No, no, not at all. You may call me by whatever you wish. Do I call you by W then?"

"You may, but you may also just inform me by Watari. So, how do you like it here?"

"It is a beautiful house. I enjoy being here. Oh... and... a school you say? Would this be a school?"

"Yes, yes, it is. Do you wish to attend it? You may if you want," he replied, taking slow sips of his tea as if savoring the taste.

"I suppose... but, I would like to wait awhile..."

"All right. Make yourself at home. I will show you where your room is later. You may go outside if you like."

"Thank... you," I reply.

This much kindness was not given to me since... Since my parents were alive. I do wish that they still were. I try to force tears back as Watari makes his way back to me, bringing several large pieces of vanilla flavored cake along with him.

"What's wrong, child?"

"Nothing... It is nothing. Thank you for your concern."

"Okay then, L, call me if you ever need anything. I have to go help out the teachers."

"Thank you." I reply slowly. My throat still hurts from the choking I received earlier today. I don't deserve all this. I should be still out in the cold. It's been too long since I've felt any love and I wont now. I run unconsciously outside and cry.

Watari must have heard me because he came out running and gave me a hug.

"Dear God, child."

I ignore him and continue to weep.

"Child, what is wrong?"

I turn and continue to sob as I mumble out words I cannot even understand.

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A/N... cont.: Not as well written as the chapter before I do think... I apologize. Should I still go on with this? Review please and you will be much loved. -