Ok so as promised here is the next chapter before midnight Saturday…ha…lol…I super bored and its Friday and honestly I don't wanna talk to my friends so….i thought Id be all here it its…ya…lol
Again…like I said…it will be like my first chapter cuz it has POVs changed a few times I plan on changing it to mostly a general POV and every so often the characters POV in chapter 3…cuz this is too long so im making the other half of what I was writing into another chapter which will hopefully be put up tonight
Oh…and I in no way shape or form do I own degrassi…though itd be epic if I did
Eli's POV
Something was up with Claire. She hasn't texted me back yet even after the 12th text I sent her. I was beginning to get extremely worried when I heard my phone go off. Finally!
Eli, I'm sorry!
I was confused. Why is she sorry? Realization hit me…she blamed herself for what happened with Fitz today. It was my fault, she told me to ignore him and I just couldn't. He just makes me so angry with the way he treats people.
Claire, today was not your fault. Please don't blame yourself. I'm not hurt…but how's your lip?
After 6 minutes I was going insane again.
Blue Eyes!
After another agonizing 2 minutes, she finally responded.
Eli, I'm sorry but…I don't think we should talk for a while. It was kind my fault. I'm not stupid. I'd seen the way Fitz looked at me sometimes and knew somewhere in the back of my mind that he liked me in some way. I didn't think he would seriously try anything. I should have known better considering who the person is. I just need a little space right now. See you in English. I'm really sorry…Goodbye, Eli!
After I finished the 3 text messages that message took I could only stare at my phone in disbelief. How can she expect me to just let her leave my life like that. She was so important to me…I was about to write her back when she must have known what I was going to do because I got another text from her.
And, Eli, please do not fight me on this. I can't take anymore arguing right now. I need time to clear my head and deal with my life problems right now. Again, I am really sorry. Hopefully it will all be over soon.
After I was done reading those two texts I felt like someone had just punched me in the chest. I knew I should just go with it, but if it lasts more than a week or I see something terribly wrong, I decided that I would go against her wishes. Hopefully it will be over soon.
Fine! I will be here whenever you need me!
My chest hurt so bad as I felt a tear go down my face.
Okay, thank you for understanding.
I sighed. It was right then that I realized I did not only like Clare, I loved Clare.
Clare's POV
Ugh! It hurt to do that to Eli. I cared so much for him. I knew I loved him and knew he was incapable of ever loving me back, but it still hurt. But in order to get Fitz knocked down a step, I needed to make sure that Eli, whom I knew would be completely against any idea that involved me placing myself in danger, did not ruin my plan. My plan was simple: Make Fitz fall for me, hard, and then break his heart completely. I didn't plan on having sex with him. I would kiss him, and only let it get that far, but far enough that he breaks. Teach him what it's like to be hurt and bullied and ridiculed. If I had to I would do some things out of my comfort zone, but not too far I hoped. I knew I could lose Eli forever in doing this, and I really hoped it would not go that far. I would tell him in due time. But I really don't want to risk Eli's safety. It was time Fitz paid with hopefully no violence, only insult.
Fitz's POV
I can't believe I hit her. And I do really like her. I mean she's hot and everything I'm not. She's pure and…her eyes….DAMMIT! I went to the ravine after the fight and just drank my sorrows away. That's when I decided: I want Clare, no matter what. If I made her mine, then I have the girl of my dreams and the satisfaction of tearing that emo freak apart. HA!
OK….so did ya hate it? Honestly? I know its not that good…ugh….but….its taking my mind of things. Review! You'll make me uber happy! :P and if ya wanna give ideas that's cool too