I wasn't going to continue this but I decided to, mainly because someone actually wants to read it. So thank you so much for reviewing it means a lot, you know who you are (being the only one ;)) well enjoy…
Jace looked at the blond in his lap, what was her name again Kelly? It must have been, although it really didn't matter, she would never be Clary. All he had left of her was a picture, just one picture. She would never let a camera near her. This one was drawn.
He had his memories; she couldn't take those with her although she probably would. He could still remember how she looked that first night with her fire hair curled, wearing that black dress that stopped just above her knees. She was beautiful, although she never believed him. He can remember her laugh, the night he told her about his 5th birthday present. She laughed way too much, but it sounded amazing. She was nervous when she gave him her apple kisses.
He woke up one night to find her sitting in his garden, drawing, moonlight washing over her, paling her skin and somehow making her hair brighter. She was drawing a picnic with cheese sandwiches and apple slices. She let him keep it. Then she ran, she stole herself away from him.
Kelly wasn't worth it, disentangling him self, or rather dumping her off his lap, Jace looked around pandemonium. He saw a flash of red sitting in a dark corner, trying not to get his hopes up and trying in vain not to smile he approached her. She looked up and smiled a small smile, Jace felt his heart flutter she was here really here and she was happy to see him. But it was quickly replaced with horror and shame as she knocked her wine over and ran.
Jace's heart stopped, she was leaving him again? No, no she was not, he did nothing to stop her last time; he wasn't letting it happen again. Pushing past the dancing bodies and receiving a few 'choice words', he made his way towards the door she disappeared through.
It lead to the dirty ally couples would sneak off too for some 'privacy', lucky there was no one here. The ally led to a parking lot behind pandemonium where Clary was still getting in her car. An overwhelming since of relief came over Jace, she was still here, he still had a chance.
He called out to her and the only response he got was an increase in her effort to get away. He ran over grabbed her arm and spun her to face him. She was still just as beautiful as before but she looked sick. Her skin was paler she had bags under her eyes and a dark patch grazed her jaw line. She was hurting and the sight destroyed him.
"Cl-ary" it came out in a broken whisper.
"Let go of me Jace" surprising himself he obeyed and she ran, again.