E.P.O.V.
"EDWARD! GET IN HERE!!" Alice yelled from the other room. We were in Italy and I was still depressed because I left her.
I was a stupid vampire.
"What Alice?" I asked.
"Bella is on the Television!" she squealed. I ran into the living room and sat down.
"So Bella, what was the inspiration for this album and how did it all happen?" asked the overly-cheery Cathy Carnell. I saw Bella's face falter and she took a deep breath before answering.
""My depression. I suffered from a severe depression when I was senior in high school. I was like a zombie. My father tried everything but nothing could get me out of my depression. I would sit at home and cry and write and sing. And then I met Trevor," she grabbed the man beside her's hand, "and he put my lyrics to music, the piano, and then Jonathan came along a played the drums. I started working out of my depressive state and we got signed."
My smile faded. I was looking at my Bella, she was even more beautiful than I remembered and she was holding some random guy's hand. He was good looking and the way he looked at her didn't have a drop of lust in his eyes. It was 100 love. But why had she had a depression? Was it because me?
""You were in a depression? Was it caused by anything particular?"
""Well yes, I was in love and I was completely dependent on him." I could see her eyes start glistening, "and he left me. I was too dependent on him. It was my mistake, not his."
"Your mistake? Honey, look at you, obviously he doesn't know what he's missing. You look wonderful!"
The remote control crushed in my hand. I know what I'm missing you stupid-
"Edward, listen!" Alice said, looking very excited.
They continued on.
"Well I have to ask, there's one song on your album that just seems out of place," asked Cathy, but she was cut off by Bella.
"Some where only we know?" she asked.
"Yes."
"Well I wrote that when things between us started getting distant. We had a meadow and it was beautiful and I got the inspiration from it. Every time we went there the world seemed to let us live peacefully, patching up everything in it."
"O. I bet that was beautiful!" she said excitedly. Suddenly, she got serious. "So, I see you have a ring on your finger. Possible engagement?"
"NO!" I roared. I wanted Bella to be happy, so why was I acting like this? I looked back at the TV. Bella was smiling and he was smiling at her.
"Yes!" she squealed excitedly. He laughed lightly at her reaction at her and she reached up and kissed him. I shuddered. This wasn't easy for me. Alice was still smiling like a mad woman.
O! Bella's getting married!!! I wonder if she'll let me help. Her thoughts screamed out at me. I grabbed the other, unbroken, remote and paused it. I stood and stared at Alice. She looked at me.
"You actually support this?" I yelled. She looked at me with hate in her eyes.
"DID YOU KNOW HEAR HER? YOU HAD YOUR CHANCE EDWARD! I'M GOING TO SUPPORT HER NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAY BECAUSE IT'S YOUR FAULT!" she yelled, "I WANT HER TO KNOW I STILL CARE! I DIDN'T WANT TO LEAVE HER BUT YOU MADE ME! YOU'RE NOT GOING TO TELL WHAT TO DO WHEN IT COMES TO HER ANYMORE!" if she had been able to cry, I knew she would have. She stared at me, "Now turn it back on." She said before sitting down again.
"Aww. That's just too sweet! So are you over this mysterious boy from high school." Cathy asked when I hit the play button. I leaned forward in my seat, wanting to know what she would say.
She froze.
""Well, umm, Not completely, but I'm getting there. Trevor and Jonathan have helped me so much. Without Trevor, I would probably be 6 feet under right now." She said.
6 feet under?
This was my entire fault.
His name was Trevor. He kissed the top of her head, lingering for a moment, and then rested his cheek on it. She looked content like that.
I zoned out for like an hour, thinking about what if I was in Trevor's chair. Then Alice said,
"Edward listen."
I heard music start and a beautiful voice start to sing before I looked up. Bella was singing.
"I
walked across an empty land I came across a fallen tree Oh simple thing where have
you gone And if you have a minute why don't we
go Oh
simple thing where have you gone And if you have a
minute why don't we go This could be the end of everything
I knew the pathway like the back of my
hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it
made me complete
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm
getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're
gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
I felt the branches of it
looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the
place that I've been dreaming of?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So
tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need
somewhere to begin
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end
of everything
so why don't we go
somewhere only we know?
I'm getting old and I need
something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm
getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This
could be the end of everything
so why don't we go
somewhere
only we know?
so why
don't we go
somewhere only we know?"
She ended with a roar of applause, even Alice applauded. I had no idea Bella could sing like that. I didn't even know she had a band.
"It's called Topaz and Onyx, Edward, that's the name of her band." Alice said, not looking away from the TV.
"O" was all I said before music started again. Bella's voice changed with this song. It was complex, more beautiful.
Sparkling
angel I believes Chorus: Sparkling angel,
I couldn't see
You were my savior in my time of need
Blinded
by faith I couldn't hear
All the whispers, the warnings so
clear
I see the angels
I'll lead them to your door
There's
no escape now
No mercy no more
No remorse cause I still
remember
The smile when you tore me apart
You
took my heart
Deceived me right from the start
You showed me
dreams
I wished they would turn into real
You broke the promise
and made me realize
It was all just a lie
Your dark intentions, your feelings for me
Fallen
angel, tell me why?
What is the reason, the thorn in your eye?
I
see the angels
I'll lead them to your door
[Angels Lyrics on
There's no escape now
No mercy
no more
No remorse cause I still remember
The smile when you
tore me apart
You took my heart
Deceived me right from
the start
You showed me dreams
I wished they would turn into
real
You broke the promise and made me realize
It was all just
a lie
Could
have been forever this world
may have failed you the smile when you tore me apart
Now we have reached the end
It doesn't give you reason why
you could
have chosen a different path
You
took my heart
Deceived me right from the start
you showed me
dreams
I wished they would turn into real
you broke the promise
and made me realize
it was all just a lie
Alice's jaw dropped. Mine did too. I felt like I was going to die. I felt so horrible for doing that to her. It was my entire fault.
"…It's my pride and joy." I caught the last bit of her sentence. "Now, this is the song I co-wrote with Trevor, my fiancé." I squirmed at the words.
She joined him on the piano and began to sing to the music that flowed.
How can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where I've become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I've become
now that I know what I'm without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life
[Bring Me To Life Lyrics on me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I've become
Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life
frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead
Trevor:
all this time I can't believe I couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought without a voice without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I've become
(Bring me to life)
I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside
(Bring me to life)
They stood and bowed before exiting the stage. I was awestruck. It showed them back stage. Bella was bouncing up and down and Trevor picked her up and swirled her around. He sat her back down and they began to kiss. I mean kiss, kiss. Jonathan started laughing when he saw the camera. Bella pulled back and looked at where he was pointing. She smiled again before going back to kissing Trevor. It went back To Cathy's botox injected face. Alice turned the TV off and froze and Alice did too. She was having a vision.
It was of Trevor and Bella. She was wearing a shirt that sad Bride on it and he had a shirt on that said Groom on it. Both of them had on wedding bands. Bella was slowly taking off her shirt and walking toward him. When she had her shirt off, they met in a passionate kiss. The vision ended.
"I'm going to New York." Said Alice, "And you're not going with me." she said looking at me, "Jasper's coming with me however." She went and grabbed her emergency bags along with Jasper and his.
"Don't come. If you ask her to come back to you, she'll say no." she said. I nodded. I would go, but just to give Bella closure.
New York City, here I come.