EPOV
The preacher put out the chairs for everyone. Not only had I but everyone else, had made up in their minds to look it over, to see what we were missing to see if we really did have a soul, to see if this JEsus, could love us as we were, we had nothing to loose, and everything to gain. I however had no clue what Bella was thinking. She was debating and that's when all the girls started choking up...I mean sobbing. Bella had never looked so confused in her life. I squeezed her hand, then she sniffed. The preacher stood in the isle with his arms opened wide.
"Maybe there is someone who isn't saved. At this time, if you have made the decision to accept Jeus Christ, won't you come?" WE all looked at each other. Bella stiffened as if she were struggling with something.
"Yes." She whispered.
"Tell the Lord yes." The preacher said.
"yes." She whispered again but I barely caught it. That's when they started to sing ( the choir). A song , called order my steps. We all in sync rose. including Bella. Everyone in the church errupted in praise filled cries and the clapping of hands. All of us in couples walked down the isle, and sat in the chairs up front. Bella was crying. Wait vamps can't cry. So was Alice and Esme, Rose, Jasper, Emmett, Carlisle, I felt something wet roll down my cheek. Me. There was something igniting in me, something warm and something that I felt worth living for. If it was possibleI felt my heart beat. There were ladies yelling and raising their handkerchiefs in the air.
"Jesus." I heard Bella sobb next to me. " I need you." She said her voice cracking. I had this urge. God, if your there I' msorry i messed up, if you can, please forgive me and I want you to save me. I thought. my families thoughts were to church may have been a good thing. I pulled Bella into the circle of my arm as we both cried. I felt as if a burden had been lifted off of me. So this is what it mean to be saved. A little girl came up and sat next to Bella in the empty seat. The church went wild.
"Will there be another?" The pastor asked. When the church finally calmed down. The pastor walked over to us.
"Oh Bless you, children."He said putting a hand on my shoulder. "The church, Heaven is rejoicing." he said. "Would you like to say something, darlin?" He asked Bella. She shook her head no. "Surely you have something to say." She looked at me.
"It's okay." I told her. She nodded. He handed her the microphone as she stood.
"Hello, my name is Bella Cullen..."