So this is chapter two... I really hope the grammar is better than the other chapter, but if not, tell me! And tell me what I suck at ;)

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The sun is rising very beautiful on this otherwise sad day. They have nothing even though they have worked all night long. McGee hadn't been able to trace the number the short message was sent from, so around 3 am they had concluded the kidnapper is probably good with computers and stuff... That's it. Tony is looking out the window, thinking of Ziva, her smile and her dreaming brown eyes. In that moment he realizes when he sees her again he will kiss her and tell her. Tell her that he Anthony DiNozzo loves her and will hold her hands until the end. His mind is interrupted by a ding from the elevator, at first he expects Ziva to be the one entering the bullpen but it's Ducky. "Good morning Anthony and Timothy, where is Jethro?" Tony is the one to answer, "I think he's on a coffee run, it has been a rough night for all of us. You got something psychological out of that video?" "Oh yes I did, but I would prefer we wait for Jethro". The three men sit in their own thoughts until Gibbs walks in 10 minutes later with coffee to all of them. Ducky starts to speak about his findings in the video with Ziva.

"This man is what most people will call hasn't been hugged enough as a child. He clearly doesn't know how to show emotions and emphatic to another human being which means he doesn't know he is hurting Ziva. His focus is on Anthony because he deeply wants to be accepted and be noticed by you". Ducky points quickly at Tony and continues, "He hungers to be equal with you and thereby sharing your girlfriend, or that is what he thinks you and Ziva are. He literally thinks that by kidnapping your "girlfriend" will make him a part of your life. My guess is that he can be someone who has looking up to you for years, maybe even somebody you know, but it can also be a guy from where you and Ziva buy lunch." "Let me get this straight Ducky, he admires me so much that he has taking Ziva because he wants my attention"? Ducky nods and they all went silent afterwards. Gibbs is the first to speak, "Tony. Elevator. Now".

They enter the elevator but they are silent until Gibbs has pressed the button. "Tell me; are you and Ziva in a relationship? Yes or no?" "No boss, I swear..." "Do I sense a But Tony?" Tony looking down at his shoes trying to figure out if he should be honest or not. Gibbs beats him to it though, "you love her?" Tony doesn't answer because Gibbs always knows by looking. He starts the elevator again and says to his senior field agent "Well we have to find her so you can say it to her then" and both of them smile even though they are both deeply worried.

Back in the bullpen both McGee and Ducky are still there when Tony and Gibbs come back. "Duck, call your psychology-friends. See if any of them have heard about a man similar to our kidnapper. McGee you check all the kidnapping cases, again, this time back to 1980. DiNozzo answer his short message from last night; say you think it's funny and that you want to join them". Gibbs says and walks away. When their boss is out of earshot McGee walks the few feet to his coworker and friend's desk, "Tony how come we never answered the short message when we received it?" "Because Probie, we didn't know what to answer and we have to be careful so he doesn't kill..." It's easy for McGee to see that Tony is worried beyond healthy, just the way he looks at Ziva's desk says it all. "Tony I promise we will find her. Hurry up and text the kidnapper that message. Maybe she is home before the sun set". Tony really appreciates Tim trying to comfort him, but he doesn't have the strength to thank you him right now. The only thing that matters is Ziva. He takes her phone and starts to text:

"I really had a lot of fun seeing that video; you clearly have some skills when it comes to women. Is there any chance that I can join you?

Anthony D.

He hits the "send" button without looking. When he sees it's sent he walks quickly to the bathroom because he feels like throwing up and cry at the same time. He neither throws up nor cries, but he stays there looking himself in the mirror for 10 minutes before he pulls himself together. When he's back in the bullpen he is the only one there, McGee is probably visiting Abby. He looks to see if he really is alone on this Saturday and then goes to Ziva's desk not because he wants to snoop around, but because he wants to feel her being there. He sits on her chair and opens her drawers. In one of them he finds a white knitted scarf she worn sometimes during the winter, she must have forgot it he thinks and brings it to his nose. It smells like her and now he can feel the tears. When they are about to leave his eyes he hears a beep from the phone on his desk, from Ziva's phone. He walks to his own desk still holding her scarf. It's from the kidnapper, it says,

"If you appreciated the first video then I'm sure you are going to appreciate this one even more. Let's say I had a wonderful morning with our Israeli, though I'm not sure she enjoyed the sex as much as I did! Well I will message you when you can join us, but I'm not done with her yet Anthony. Be patient my friend"

He has raped her is Tony's first thought and he gets very angry! It can be right she should deal with this one more time. She has never told him what happened in Somalia but he is sure that rape was included. His heart literally hurts for Ziva and when he sees her again he swears to himself he will hold her tight and never let go until she is ready to see the world again. He calls Gibbs so they can see the video together because he is not sure he can see it alone, besides Gibbs has to be there. The boss walks in 5 minutes later, alone. Tony has actually counted that McGee and Ducky would be there too which actually is a relief that they aren't. "DiNozzo. Vance's office. Now".

The director has taken the day off to be with his kids since it would have been his wife's birthday today. Tony and Gibbs are alone in the office and Tony connects Ziva's cell to the TV. The video begins. Ziva is still bounded to the chair, it looks like she is asleep because her chin touches her chest and her curly hair is living its own life. The lamp is still there though, this time they can see some daylight through some dark plastic behind her. A form shows in front of her and bends down to kiss her. This time it's not a quick kiss but instead he tucks his tongue in her mouth and she looks like she being choked. It's clearly she is afraid and both Tony and Gibbs can see in her now visible eyes that she has figured out what is about to happen. She doesn't kiss him back so he slaps her on the left cheek. Before they know Ziva is lying on the floor and the chair is gone. The kidnapper sits down to her left and takes her cargo pants and thereafter her thong off. He crawls between her legs and to both of the viewer's horror he bends down and licks her which makes Ziva whimper. "I'm not that into to foreplay so this is what you get", the kidnapper says and takes his own pants off. He places himself so that his penis is right outside her entrance and he starts to trust inside her. They can feel how painful it is for her and when she at one point screams, not because of pleasure but because of pain, it hurts both of the men. The kidnapper cumes inside Ziva only after a minute or so, she whimpers because of the pain he clearly has caused her. He stands up and turns the video off, leaving both Tony and Gibbs in shock...