Ok so this is my second chapter and thanks for the reviews so far.

Chapter 2

Oh my god, what a day! First of all I had Jessica Stanley harassing me all days asking questions on why I haven't been and school and what the doctors said and if I was anorexic. I mean come on, I may be skinny but I'm not anorexic. Then Mike Newton was 'comforting' me by tell me he was there if I needed a shoulder to cry on. As if. And the cherry on the top was everyone in the school was staring and whispering when they thought I wasn't looking. It was my first day of school. At last the final bell went and I grabbed my books, rammed them in my bag, and headed for my truck. Looking around I could feel something was missing and of course I knew what that was. Right there, staring me in the face, where two empty parking lot spaces which no one used. Well at least not anymore. It's kind of stupid that even though everyone else knew that they had left for good, they still refused to park in their spaces. And that did it, all too soon the feeling of ripping returned to my stomach and my hands immediately my hands flew to grip my sides. I climbed into my truck as the pain began to ease however it failed to fade. It never fades completely. I put my keys in the ignition and ... nothing.

GREAT!

I got out, grabbed my bag and began to walk. After I had been walking for roughly ten minuets I began to think of what I would do when I got home.

Homework, cook for Charlie and sleep. Ohhhh the fun (note the sarcasm).

I began to think of what Charlie said to me the other night, about the fact that I should meet up with me friends. Maybe go see Jake. He always made me feel better. I mean his was a pain with all the flirting but still, he was a good guy. Then I remembered seeing Sam Uley and his gang cliff jumping one day last summer, Jake said he would take me cliff diving one day. Why not today? Yeh, that's what I'll do, cliff diving. That was the first time in ages I had actually felt exited about something. Wow that's weird, I was actually exited. Then I realised I didn't have a car. Uhh, this is so unfair. Hang on La Push id only two miles away from Forks, I could walk, it's not that far. (I don't actually know how far La Push is from Forks so I just guessed.)

Ok, so it took me half an hour to walk to La Push but who's counting? Just as I reached La Push, I felt a single drop of water on my face and soon enough it began to rain lightly. Oh well, I'll just be getting wet later anyway.

Once I reached Jacob's house I knocked but no one answered. That's weird because Billy's truck was in the driveway. Maybe they were somewhere in La Push. Just to be safe I knocked again and there was still no answer. Could this day get any worse? Then it hit me, I could do this on my own, I'm no baby. I'm eighteen for god's sake. And with that I set off for the cliffs.

After another ten minuet walk I finally made it to the cliffs. I figured if I was going to do this I was going to do it properly and with that I walked to the highest point of the cliffs. Jake said you're supposed to jump from lower down and you leave the showing off for Sam and his gang. I don't think Jake like them very much. I took off my parka, bracelets and my mobile and set them on the floor. I could get them later. I looked at the rushing water below and before I could have any second thoughts I took a deep breath and jumped.

CPOV

It's been 3 months, 17 days and roughly 7 hours since we left Forks. Forks will always be my favourite. When I found it I immediately fell in love with it along with the rest of my family who were currently away hunting.

My mind couldn't help but wonder about Bella's welfare. When Edward came to me for advice about his feelings, I immediately knew by what he had said that she was his singer and therefore he jumped to the conclusion that they were soul mates. I mean how could he not? It is said that he who met his singer and could resist drinking her blood were soul mates. I guess there's always an exception. I always thought Edward was too controlling over Bella but they seemed so happy together so I pushed those thoughts to the back of my mind. Even though I knew Bella and Edward where more than happy together, I couldn't help but think that Bella should be with someone more understanding, they were both just so stubborn. Sometimes it was highly amusing that neither would budge on petty matters but other times it was almost frustrating. They seemed truly happy together but it seemed over time, as the arguments became more constant, the friction between the two was growing. And this time it wasn't petty arguments, it was over Bella's humanity. This spot always hit a button with Edward and he wouldn't budge on his decision on Bella remaining human. It was an argument the family had heard many a time and never came to a conclusion.

My family's happiness comes first in my books and with me the phrase "I'm happy that you're happy" really does apply for me, but no matter how much I love my son, and really I do, I cannot help but completely disagree with him and his actions. Edward's most recent decision left me the most stressed and annoyed I have been in an extremely long time.

The decision to leave Forks and Bella. This was as soon as he returned from hunting the day after Bella's birthday. At first I told him he was being ridiculous and that it was an extremely unlucky incident and also that now Jasper has been fully exposed to Bella's blood he has in fact been a bit desensitised from it.

However after my rant, Edward informed me that no matter what he was leaving. Of course this left the family heart broken that we would be separated from him so, as the 'leader' of the family, I decided the best decision was to move together. I could not have this family breaking apart. Of course I was overwhelmed with guilt at the thought of leaving poor Bella on her own, but I just couldn't not try to keep this family together.

Unfortunately, since we arrived in Canada my existence has turned pretty bad. Firstly, once we arrived it seemed Tanya's coven had acquired two more members. I turns out that as soon as we greeted Tanya and her new coven, Esme found her 'true' soul mate. My dear, sweet Esme, I loved her and yet I knew we were not true soul mates. I think we were only together as we were both lonely. To be honest I couldn't be happier for her. He was one of Tanya's new additions, David. He was a big, burly, guy, almost as big as Emmett, however he seemed kind and gentle when I met him, he has apologising profoundly however I have simply told him "what's meant to be is meant to be" and " I am truly happy Esme found someone who could make her eternally happy." It does hurt, don't get me wrong, it hurts an awful lot however Esme is happy so I cannot argue. This however was not the one thing that truly, deep down hurt me.

This was that my closest son had in fact lied to me. The real reason Edward had requested we move was not in fact over Bella's birthday, it was actually that he had fallen for Tanya's other new addition, and David's sister, Jade.

We met her the day after we had arrived in Canada while sitting on the sofa listening to David with another round of apologising whilst I was assuring him everything was fine. That's when her and Edward walked through the front door hand in hand laughing freely. She was attractive but not at all my type.

She had dark brown hair (darker than Bella's), gold eyes with still a subtle hint of red that only a vampire could detect, she was thin, slightly taller than Bella and had pale skin like the rest of us.

She seemed to be a relatively nice girl when she introduced herself, alot more outgoing than Bella but I was unable to get better acquainted with her as I lashed out at Edward, which I now regret. I see how different she makes him, so much more layed back. But I can't ignore the fact that he lied, right in my face, forced me to make a decision that tore my mind in two, and then betrayed my trust in him. It's not something I am going to get over quickly.

As I sat in my new study, completely unaware of how much time I had been lost in thought, a lovely, hyper, little pixie bust threw my door. Hopefully she could lift my mood. However as soon as I saw her face I knew something was not right, not right at all. Her face was a mix of panic and shock.

"What Alice, what is it?"

"You have to go back to Folks, now!"

"Shhhh, Alice keep your voice down and what is this all about?"

" I don't need to keep my voice down the others are still away hunting however I know that Edward told me to stay out of her future and whatever happens to her from now on is none of our business but..." it was as if she couldn't get the words out, what the hec is she on about?

"What Alice, come on your starting to freak me out a bit what is-"

She cut me off mid sentence and the next words would have stopped my heart had it still been beating.

"It's Bella, I saw he get in her truck but I didn't work so whe walked then all of a sudden she began to head to La Push, she headed for a cliff and shh she, she jumped then nothing, her future goes blank, Carlisle, I don't know what else to do apart from you have to go, now!"

"Wait Alice I can't just leave, the family will ask where I am, what about work, and you know I can't go to La Push, the wolves!"

"Carlisle we don't have time for this, I'll sort everything out please just go."

With that I was out of my chair, out the house and on my way back to Folks, or more precisely, La Push. Well this may be interesting.

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